Hi Matthew I have had the same sort of experiences myself sometimes,and it is a beautiful world we live in,i sat in my garden this afternoon ,and i felt so at peace,i was looking at my beautiful climbing roses all around my fencing,and the birds were singing,and my two little puppys were playing on the lawn with there toys,its great sometimes to be in the physical. Love and god bless you .juditha

Kathy said: It is like living in both worlds at the same time.
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right. like all things are viewed as new. like a child might view the world. I do believe as I study my life, and my dreams and obes that the two worlds are both dreams and the two worlds can become as one. that is where the enjoyment of life begins to enter in. As same thing is happening to me, where Doc says, he meets the barber and can finish his sentence because he is at one with the barber, so I too meet others and spirit is what I call it, reveals something about that person, or I just feel at one with them which increases the enjoyment of that day. also I think it has something to do with a lack of fear being present, as I can remember not too long ago I did have more fear, mostly with self expression, that I must be guilty of being imperfect so I should be quiet. then I noticed we all have fear similar to this that we can feel guilty. guilt is a mask over fear. so often now, I do not feel guilt, and if I do, I think on it, to see if spirit can reveal why, and undo the guilt or fear so I can enjoy a clear mind once more.  also tragedy in a life can be looked at to reveal why it has happened.

yesterday a tragedy did occur in my little family, but I looked behind the tragedy to discover any love operating. the tragedy was our little kitten got himself a broken pelvic bone from slipping into the alley next to our house. we had to put him to sleep and everyone was crying. the good part was my daughter called her boyfriend over to help her with the decision, as it was going to be his kitten. he started crying too. everyone was undergoing some kind of cleansing due to a little kitten which stole our hearts. this is not good in itself, but the fact that it brought my daughter and her boyfriend into a bonding situation to support each other and I saw love was flowering there. they stood in the parking lot holding each other tight, all the people who have pets understood how pets bring love into our lives. nobody honked their horn at them, we all remind each other about keeping love in our lives.

yes you understand the pain Mair. I watched my daughter go through the what if's; what if we'd done this or that to prevent the accident? guilt was shuffled from one person to another and then she put the guilt on herself even, that she wasn't here to prevent it. I noticed its human nature to feel the guilt, even from birth we enter a fear world which isn't real. now we can become more thoughtful and make better decisions, we don't have to repeat patterns in the face of death which is but a temporary thing to allude to separation forever. we will see this cat again. I'm sure of it!
love, alysia

and I'll say it again in case I didn't say it enough that I appreciate your clear communication here. and always have.  you remind me of a story of an old man who inspired me how good life can be in old age.

I used to be a rest home entertainer and the things I saw  going on in these places was usually not uplifting but good for my learning. for instance, a lady was screaming the nurses had strapped her into her chair. she was held prisoner. I'm just the entertainer. I cannot unstrap her, even though she can walk. they said if she falls she will break her brittle bones. but if she does not walk, it will break her spirit. so it was sad.

heres the man who inpired me. this one place I went to monthly, I always liked to go there as there was a man about 83 who would dance. he would pull the older ladies from their chairs and waltz around with a big smile. somehow I don't think that my music would make him happy enough to dance. he was like an angel planted in our midst of sickness and belief systems of what old age was about. another thing that struck me about this fellow was the statistics of a man reaching his 80's and still walking on two legs. women outlive men according to statistics. and evidence in the resthomes showed this report to be true. this guy had his pick of all the women to dance with! lol.   so I grew to depend on him to make my show a perky one. one day I came he was gone. they said he died in his sleep and could not find an illness or disease which would cause him to die. he just went to sleep and did not wake up. that is when I thought, he was just passing through and spread his light so that others would be touched with it during a moment of merry making.
its almost like he could see I was needing him to make the music work, so we could all see that love makes your feet move too.

hugs, alysia

Nice Thread.  Some days are just pricless.  I wish we could understand what causes the clarity.

Doc, do you remember anything that happened that would have caused you to "open up" so to speak?  If not maybe something happened while you were asleep.  A certain uplifiting dream.  If this triggers a memory or two on what may have caused you to be so tuned in let us know.
Thanks.
Rick

Definetly, start a thread about Neural synthesizer and hemi-sync.  I would love to hear your thoughts on that topic.  I have the Gateway series on CD but I would love to have a hemi-sync cd that would take you all the way from C1 to F27 and back without voice-overs and music etc.  Just the frequency tones.  Does anyone know if they make such a product?
Rick