Hi, I'm a new user, a 38 year old transgendered woman in the process of transitioning from my male birth gender to female.

Is this experience something my higher self thought would be a kick or something?

Thanks for the warm welcome and nice sentiments, Marilyn.   This life has definitely been an experience so far !

Aeyna,

correct me if I'm wrong, but does that mean that you are a male who want to have a female body? In case this is indeed so:

!!! D-O-N-T  D-O  T-H-A-T !!!

Here's why:

more people feel like you do: some men feel like they are a woman and want a female body. Some women feel like a man and want a male body. BUT WHY? You, as a personality, never dies. We all have lived already more than a 1000 times on earth. We will have to accept both bodies. So, you have probably lived a lot of lives as a female and now you feel like a woman. BUT: now you are back on earth... in a male body! It's now up to you to learn to accept this kind of body, DON'T get rid of it! This is utterly wrong. In a next life, you will be pushed back in a male body, because you have to learn "to be male". You can't escape from it, never.

In know, if you hear this for the first time, this sounds crazy. But there's a lot more to say about this. I'm not going to do this if you're not interested in it or if you laugh at it. But, at least, think about it: what are homosexuals, what are bisexuals, ...?

welcome Aeyna. I had a friend whose husband was going to do the gender change and grew breasts but then met a woman and decided to stay as a man, so thats why they do a lot of counseling before doing it, because if you decided later you wanted to be a man again, its too late.

it could be true you wanted a challenge from your soul level. I have met many feminine men and some very masculine energy men. we start to see the body is the thing that carries the dna and gender. on the inside, we are both male and female energy trying to reach a balance between those energies.

I wish you happiness. I can tell its been hard for you. love, alysia

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Yes, and I'm not blinding rushing into anything.  I'm very attentive to signs.    Female pronouns appreciated, thank you.

Aeyna,

It's my understanding based on past-life and between lives regressions done by professionals (psychiatrists, psychologists, and so on) that often someone who has been predominately one gender for most of their incarnations will have difficulty adapting to the other sex. On the other hand, some incarnate as homosexuals or transgendered individuals to experience what it's like to be someone who is abused by peers, family, and society at large (without reference to previous incarnations) for the purpose of soul development. Some of the lessons we choose are hard.

If I were you, and I'm not presuming to tell you what to do, I would do a past life regression to see why you feel the way you do. Otherwise, I would learn to communicate with your guides to make sure that changing genders is part of what you came here to do.

Regardless, I support you in whatever you decide to do.

Love,
Rob

Ayena wrote: A reading I had in the past said that in my last life I was a woman who was rather mistreated by males, hence an aversion to accept being the same gender as the one that tormented me.
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was wondering if you think this is true for you Ayena? it sounds logical. you may be able to go within and ask yourself this question and see if you get any images or intuitions pop up for you.

or you might look for a mate accepts you the way you are and let you be yourself sexually. real love doesn't make you express manliness, whatever the heck that is, if it's not who you are. maybe theres a woman out there wants to be the active polarity and let you be passive polarity. just a thought. I mean I'm no sex expert, but when it comes heart to heart talk, you know none of this role playing matters much. you are fascinating person btw.

hugs, alysia

Hi Aeyna,
Welcome, and I hope you find the answeres you are looking for in life.
We are all searching for something and all take different paths in our quest of spiritualuity.