Cosmic wants a dictionary so thought I'd make one up, but its from TMI. anyone thinks of more words like these, please add what you remember if you'd like;

Rote...bunch of connected ideas substituting for sentence structure in C1
TMI...The Monroe Institute
Stuck...not moving
Retriever..a helping hand, a tap on the shoulder and say something like, eh, whats up doc?
Retrievee..a person who is stuck in a belief
PUL..pure unconditional love
Ule...good cheer..undistorted love energy (I made this up but it aint fresh)
Curl..a being who looks like a corn puff, cheeto to Mair.
BST..belief system territory
Hollow heaven...a boring place where everyone pretends that they are having a good time
C1...consciousness level one, our waking daily mind
The Gathering...focus 33. this is where some very smart blokes sit in a theater round and watch us down here clowning around and try to predict if the experiment will turn out ok. (attention: opinion is not of the management)
Human love...strictly relative to the perceiver
Interpretor: programmed memory cells which really want to be helpful. kinda like a lot of gophers in the mind..they go fer this, they go fer that..
Perceiver: tunnel vision, tidbit knowledge, a light snack but not the whole meal
EGB..energy gathering breath  (need more research)
HemiSync..balancing the two sides of the brain so they work together
Bruce Moen..a phenonmenal guy who writes also
Fear..the closest thing to the opposite of love, except that love has no opposite as it has a non duality property meaning it has no judgment accessment.

We've been talking about respectful fear. the word is awe I believe. awe lives close to the word amazement. awe is somewhere in the middle..between love and fear.

remember the song Amazing Grace? that would contain an element of awe. awe is like a rote too, as it can be consuming the mind with wonder. wonder is a powerful creative tool which opens the mind to new vistas. when in awe you are not afraid of the object or being. you are loving what you feel but you are humbled into a quiet state of suspended animation to absorb what you are learning about yourself and about what has captivated you
hugs, alysia

EggShell, if you get a little cash, sometimes you can get used copies of Bruce's First four books for under $10 on Amazon. It answers a lot of questions here that arise from some of the terms we use. we wouldn't want anyone to feel left out because we use these terms. and theres some resources at the top of the  page under free articles which I found really helpful in my explorations. I think you'd take to the material like a duck to water.
hugs, alysia

thanks Cosmic.       

I have explained this before, that I sometimes appear obe this way, and I'm sorry, but it happens.

LaffingRain wrote on Jul 19^th, 2006 at 12:29pm:

Thats really a starnge thing that he wrote something like that, knowing this after telling about my "vision in 94"

one time Mair I got a rote or thought ball..took two years to open it completely

so I agree with you there. patience is not one of my best traits i guess.

thanks Jean. no BS?   kinda like that assessment. hugs, alysia

Hi, thanks Cathy. I ws looking at your slogan, life is a broken winged bird which cannot fly without its dreams..I really liked that, sounds like my life and heres a little kiwi bird who eats off the ground to go with your slogan..I like this little fella..