Hey!
Well not much to report from me this time. I layed down saturday night here in the UK and gave myself plenty of time to relax. I layed there and then started to imagine what it would be like to be at the crystal, trying not to "see" but let the image come to me. Slowly and surely it did! My entry point is always slightly down the hill so i can see up at the crystal. I need to practise holding this though as I soon lost it and couldn't get back, I'm sure I made it this time. I briefly saw the crystal and maybe 5-6 people up there all greeting each other. I was gutted I lost my connection there so spoiled any other chance i think.
I had a very very weird experience last night though, I wasn't sure whether to post this in the main thread as I've never experienced this before but I layed down for another attempt to make it to the crystal. (just to set the scene the past few days I have slept very little, can't sleep at all for some reason lately), i always find I can OBE easier, quicker when I'm tired. Also I layed face down in bed which is unusual, I use to have this thing where i had to lay on my back arms and legs slightly apart, the "classic" OBE position otherwise I thought i wouldn't get out
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I felt the familar heaviness and it all happened quickly, i started to feel vibrations but instead of releasing from the physical it was like I took of in the same position into space? It wasn't space but it was dark and I wasn't seeing through my astral eyes? but could see, and there were like stars everywhere! And i was flying forwards, not controlling this at all, i felt the sensation of wind but no coldness etc and we built up speed and I was going really fast flying! I sensed helpers and at one point thought I felt hands, not like before where i felt physical hands, i would describe these as like astral hands, there were two of them. Then suddenly there was the noise, exactly like the hissing you hear when your trying to project, and its getting louder and louder! And I'm thinking why is this happening? I'm already OBE aren't I? how can I be flying if I'm not!? this caused the noise to die down a bit so i forgot about my thoughts and flew and kept going, louder and louder, faster and faster, the stars were whizzing by me i didn't notice them anymore! Then I was out!
I have never experienced this before, It was like going OBE except i felt OBE during it? Definatly confused!
It was like a lucid dream but I was concious throughout. I knew I was OOB and explored and then I thought I came out. I was in a new house, my dad and sister were there, they said we had to go somewhere or something, I said ok i'll be there in a minute but I've just been OBE and want to get back out! They agreed. all this time i was fully concious but for some reason the part of me that is meant to say, 'hey wait a second, this isn't really your house! your actually OBE and somewhere totally different!' didn't click in. Thats why i say its like a lucid dream, I've had vivid intense dreams, I've had OBE's, i know i was fully concious, i was there, not just remembering this, but it didn't click?
Next I was OBE again and my dad was with me OBE as well, and I said hey your out! and I prooved it by putting my fingertips on the wall, it felt just like normal but then i pushed my hands into the wall and he was shocked!
The next bit is weird, (sorry I'll try to keep this short! lol) I was me, but we were in a new neighbourhood somewhere, in a house. I knew we had a gang who liked to rule this area, i forgot who I was with, some of my family and some others. Suddenly the door and this gang burst in with weapons, they wern't human, i can't picture them anymore, they were slightly smaller though and they started shooting what seemed like pellets of a BB gun but these were real. I yelled for everyone to get down and cover there heads with there arms, we have no weapons, theres nothing we can do, just try to survive. They shot, i felt myself getting hit many times then they went. And I got up and was fine, i didn't relise I was fine though, i checked everyone else and we made it through. I'm sure this was all lucid, i kept popping in and out but was concious throughout just more concious at other times. Then I became 100% concious again and it stayed that way. We had to go, started running and i looked behind and these things were chasing us again! I decided to fly, put all my belief I can, I grabbed my sister (no one else seemed there anymore?) by her arm and shot upwards and flew, then i came out.
I'm a bit confused because the last event was kind of slipping in and out so i assume a lucid dream even though i was there all the time. The events before I was OBE. The thing which confused me is how i exited, it was amazing, I cannot put this into words! The whole thing was weird though and I guess it must be due to a lack of sleep. I don't know what to say but wanted to express this so thanx for reading and sorry for it begin long and confusing.
Bets thanks for responding, I need to re-read and get back to you, quite confusing but I think i know what you mean, like the interpreter and perciever ideas?
Ryan