Hi Bets,

To me, focus 15 is the most relaxing place I've ever been. I haven't been there often though. But my most memorable experience was when I took Lifeline at TMI.  
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In the past I'd only experienced deep relaxation in F15 with no visuals.  This was totally different.  I perceived F15 as a huge space in front of me with past lives to the left and future lives to the right.  So I asked to see a past life.  The next thing I knew, I was in a body that felt familiar but was so different.  As I looked down I could see that I was human on top, but a goat (Pan?) from the waist down.  I remember feeling the soft white hair on my thighs and legs and kept feeling it with my hands because it was so soft and silky.  I could see my hooves.  And when I walked, I walked very differently, like an exaggerated hip swing.  I can still feel and see it as clearly as that day.  Then I walked over to a rock face and started climbing and kept going up and up until the voice said to go back.  In the debriefing, one of the participants reported he saw me climbing up my CHEC unit. Cool!
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I always wondered about this one. A couple years ago I had a psychic friend contact Pan for me to see what this was about.  I don't have the message saved as I lost a lot on my last computer.  But the jist of it was that Pan was very happy to see that I'd accessed this lifetime. He explained it using the term 'soul stream'.  It seems many souls are from the soul stream of Pan and I am one of them. So I guess that a part of my soul was/is Pan. He said he was very happy that I love nature and the nature spirits and to talk to them (even if I can't see them) as they are always around and especially around plants, trees, etc. And that I can call on him  anytime I need to.

This happened in June 2001. I haven't done any more exploring in Focus 15 although I am putting that on my agenda to do.  I can still feel and see the experience I had as clear now in June of 2006, 5 years later, as when it happened.

With Love,
Mairlyn

My thoughts are that with either using hemi-sync or Bruce's methods that we do go beyond the 'negative shield.'  There are many, many stuck spirits and that's why we, the physical, are needed to help move them on.

Love, Mairlyn

augoeideian wrote on Jun 26^th, 2006 at 5:51am:


Blessing to you;
Could you please elaborate on this quote as to where/how you find this..would be interesting to find more about it. Especially the part "Only on earth this negative energy exits"
Thank you
Romain

Hi Romain blessing to you too my friend

Sure; this statement comes from-

The Osirian Scripts
Inspirationally dictated to H.C. Randall-Stevens by the Masters Oneferu and Adolemy of the Osirian Group.  Published by The Knights Templars of Aquarius, London 1957.

Further H.C. Randall-Stevens was told by the Masters that he is the reincarnation of Akhnaton and in this life is called El Eros.  Oneferu being the incarnation of Men-Aton in the reigns of Amenhotep III and IV and Adolemy being the incarnation of Osiraes (not to be confused with Osiris)

In 1925 H.C. Randall-Stevens started to hear the voices of Oneferu and Adolemy at first he thought he was going mad but the voices persisted saying "Take up thy pencil and write what I give thee; if thou dost not like it tear it up." After denial and doctors tests and counselling from a pyschic El Eros picked up his pen and wrote what was dictated to him by the voice and here is what it said:

"I come from a far country to thee, O my beloved, that I may show thee the ways that thou shouldst go.  It has been long since I have spoken with thee, but I had always known that thou wouldst come to me.  Behold the things that I will show thee are passing marvellous.  If thou hast the strength and can pursue the road that I shall direct, thou shalt attain great heights spiritually. It is only by diligent study that thou canst learn the ways of Truth.  Behold I will hold converse with thee each evening at this hour.  If thou art unable any night to attend, I shall wait until thou shalt be able to be with me.  My first teaching to thee shall be the way of spiritual success.  To attain true spiritual success thou must also attain true love for thy fellow creatures.  Help them go forward and thine own path will be pointed out to thee.  Behold the workings of God are very marvellous, and His ways exceeding narrow.  Thou art chosen, O my son, and thy name shall be mighty in the sight of God.  Go forward and I will teach thee thy path and make it easy."

This is the opening of The Osirian Scripts and is centered on the teachings of Osiris and his beloved twin soul Isis.

I go to the part where the passage that you enquire about is spoken (it is part of the whole explaining why this shield was placed around the Earth but for now I take an extract)

"My children El Daoud (Adam) was then given certain instructions by the Godhead.  He was told what were to be his duties and those of his spouse enternal Evam (Eve), and he was also told that the female half was always to function as the male half's ear unto the Divine Will of the ever-blessed Trinity.  El Daoud was then told that he would be placed in charge of the evolution and ordering of the material universe of God - that part which was to comprise the grosser forms of matter which were the furthest removed spheres from the Godhead, and which were fourteen in all when they were created.  So, my beloved children, this was the great work of my father, El Daoud, that he should be the Father-King and Viceroy of the Godhead unto the material spheres of which Earth is the grossest and furthest removed from the Godhead."

"At this point O my children, I would have you clearly understand that this your Earth is the only world on which evil is known and also the only world on which such great suffering is experienced.  Also was it impossible for my father to remove the electric envelope that Satanaku had placed round the Earth for this reason: that the other material spheres would at once be in communication with the world called Earth, and would perchance absorb the evil vibrations which at that time so plentiful on the Earth plane."

i will stop there and wait for your comments Romain but briefly from this we are told Satanaku (Eranus or Satan) himself placed the envelope around the Earth because before his fall he was appointed as one of the Viceroy's of Earth.  He schemed to speed up evolution (cloning!) and placed this envelope so Adam and Eve could not see his plans while they were away visting the other spheres of gross matter.  They came back to find hideous creatures had been created and they banished Satan to what was the Earth's workshop in the atmosphere around the Earth but sadly had to become Satan's dwelling place now called the Astral realm.  We might ask why did Adam not destroy Satan there and then but .. the story unfolds further ..

Well i await your comments and impressions on the above.

Love and Peace to all

augoeideian
Thank you for the explanation. Wow, that's what i call a mouthfull..will have to re-read and digest this, a lot of informations here..
Never heard of:
The Osirian Scripts
(Inspirationally dictated to H.C. Randall-Stevens by the Masters Oneferu and Adolemy of the Osirian Group.  Published by The Knights Templars of Aquarius, London 1957.)
But you bet your lifesaver that i will do a search on it, and read more of it, sound very intresting.
Until then, thank you.
With love, Romain

Hi Marilyn (my hopeful part came true - my desk has been cleared  )

Yes, i can see people/spirits being stuck in their belief system and it is interesting to read Bruce and others discuss this in the forum here .. belief crashing.

Now our Juditha for example; she is tapping into a realm where the information she is gathering seems to be quite accurate by the responses.  i am right to say these spirits that she is contacting are not stuck - they are over the shield by the sounds of it.

i am still absorbing this phenomoena of spirits being stuck and dont have too much to say on it right now but i cant stop thinking about it.

Thanks Marilyn

Hi Everyone
do you think it is at all possible to state my intentions for another life time to come back with my memory and purpose intact?
I would prefer that this is the last time, but obviously without the knowledge i have lost, I can't be sure of this.
It's that old story of the more you know the more you realise how far you have still to go!
Am I kidding myself by believing that I can in fututure remember my purpose?
would bwe interested in your ideas
with love