Hey joe, I will make sure to send waves of PUL to your grandmother in hopes that she heals... I know that it can be a very painful experience, as my own grandmother passed away a year ago from lung cancer. Prayers/PUL helps a lot, but as with my own grandmother... it was just her time to be "back home". It's always a hard thing to go through. But, I know that she is in a far better place, and that she wouldn't want to come back if she had the chance. She is closer to us now, than she probably ever has been. It's hard to believe that sometimes, but it is true. Just remember that we are all energy in essence, and as Albert Einstein has said, "Energy cannot be created nor destroyed, it can only be changed/transformed... We are like butterflies. When we shed our human bodies, we are no longer confined by them, but become the essence of spiritual "energy". This energy is who we are, what we are to become, what we have never left... (We are not human beings having a spiritual experience, we are spiritual beings having a human experience...) When we pass on, we are not really "passing on", but opening a new door into a new world. We are born again. Just like when we are born into this physical world that we call "Earth"... We are born into the spiritual world. Nobody is ever left behind either. We are all just evolving spiritually at different rates. There will always be helpers/guides/angels out there to help anybody who needs it. Even if you don't believe in anything at all, it does not automatically eliminate you from the spiritual system or make you a bad person. It just means that you haven't yet experienced enough to lead you further along the path of spiritual understanding/enlightenment; it's a "life long journey" of spiritual understanding/learning/growth. If you care in your heart about anything/anyone in this reality at all... you are in turn caring about everything and everyone, for we are "all" inner-connected. That in itself shows that you are well on your way towards spiritual understanding/enlightenment/growth. Kudos joe!

Again, my thoughts and prayers go out to your grandmother...

PUL,
Cosmic_Ambitions