One of the hardest events in my life occurred when I decided to open my beliefs to something other than my Morman up bringing. I was taught to fear anything outside of these beliefs. Very limiting to say the least. Major belief system crash and rebuild happened when I set the intention, " I want to know the truth in all things." I look back and am very thankful for the journey.

Several Months ago my grandfather crossed over. This was my grandfather on the Morman side of the family. Having been involved with retrievals for over 5 years, I was very hesitant to contact my grandfather. Must of been the fear of having to face the old beliefs I had let go of. Out of love for my grandfather I made the intention to contact him and help in anyway. He was standing by a tree in a grassy field. The tree had no leaves and the grass was golden brown. There where several people with my grandfather. I decide to move a way and not disturb the gathering. Days later I went back to visit grandfather. He was sitting under the tree in the same field. Only this time he was alone. I approached grandfather and sent him a hello. He immediately recognized me and came over and huged me. He asked why I was there and if I had died. I told him no that I was here to help. He told me that he was going to wait for grandma, that she would be coming soon. He became very upset and sat back down at the tree. He look very confused. I asked him what was wrong. He said he did not know where to go. Not understanding what he ment, I asked if he would like to go to the "Celestial Kingdom", (using the morman term for heaven, figuring he would respond more positive to it). He stood up and came over to me, I assumed this ment yes and proceeded to take his hand and lift off for focus 27. As we started to move, I was immediately jerked backwards as my grandfather pulled back. I turned my focus back to grandfather and he was saying out of fear, no no no I am not worthy to go, I am not worthy to go. He let go of my hand and went back to the tree.
I asked for help in understanding what he was feeling. I was given a knowing, "He is confused he does not know which kingdom he belongs in. He was told that only the perfect make it to the Celestial Kingdom (Heaven). He wasn't told where people like him go to." I immediately experienced great anger and emotional buildup as I felt the emotions of my past come back. I was so mad at these limiting beliefs! They were stopping me from helping my grandfather. I knew I had to leave until I could compose myself. Hours later I returned to help my grandfather. I brought a few ideas with me to help my grandfather move on. Immediately I found my grandfather sitting by the tree holding his head with both hands. I made my presents known and he came over to me, very happy to see me. This time I asked grandfather to sit with me, that I would like to do something special. He agreed and we sat together in the field of golden grass. I told my grandfather to close his eyes and image what heaven would be like. My grandfather closed his eyes and bent his head back as if he was looking into the sky. We began to float on a white cloud. We were surrounded by white fluffy energy. Within seconds we where back on the ground and my grandfather was walking back to the tree saying no I am not worthy, where do I go? Where do I go? Again, I had to control my emotions. I stood off a way from the tree. I asked for help and guidance. A thought came to me to try and a least take him to one of the belief systems. I knew there would be helpers there that would work with him. I went to grandfather and grabbed him by the shoulders. Telling him to hurry up and get ready, we have to go to church, we are going to be late. I did not give my grandfather time to think. I started to tie his tie for him and kept tellling him we have to hurry we are going to be late for church. I took his hand and lead him away from the tree. I focused on finding a church for my grandfather. We found ourselves on what looked to be a big Catholic church.(oops, this must of been from the years of supporting my wife with her Catholic religion). I quickly remembered what a morman church looked like and set an intention for help. We arrived at a morman church. I opened the front doors and grandfather and I went in. As we walked in he was met by his father, mother and brothers and sisters. They smiled and took his hand and let me know I could leave. I came back to the physical very disappointed that I did not succeed in bringing grandfather to focus 27.

I now understand how powerful some of these beliefs can be and how important it is to be able to awaken or remove the power of these beliefs from our being.

"our journey has no end, only great beginnings"

Mikeel

Beautifully wonderful!  You helped your grandfather go to a place where he is no longer alone but surrounded with loving and friendly family.  Perfect!  He'll be fine and so will you.

And yes, clearing the energy patterns of our belief systems is some of the most powerful we do - for it affects us deeply and truly.

Cynthia

Mikeel,

  Thank you for sharing your experience, there is much we can learn from it.

  Sometimes, as you've discovered, a person's beliefs can cause such unnecessary "trouble."  I applaud your patient, persistant approach with your grandfather, and especially that you remember to ask for guidance and assistance during your retrieval work.  It took me far too long to remember to do that.

  It has been my experience too that sometimes the best we can do is work within the limitations of a person's beliefs to help move to a better place.  That you were able to help your grandfather to make contact with loved ones is perfect! 

  You might discover some interesting "inner workings" by continuing to visit your grandfather and the loved ones you took him to.

  Bruce

Gordon,

Wonderful post!  Thanks much for sharing your personal experience with us.  I do have a thought about your feeling of disappointment regarding your grandfather's final landing spot.  The family members who greeted him at the door of the Morman church did "tell" you that you could go after grandfather was accepting of the situation, right?  I'm wondering; if you had taken him to a F23 location, wouldn't the people in the "church" be suprised to see the both of you, and why would they tell you to go?  Go where?  I would think they would want you to follow along with grandpa and be introduced to the rest of the congregation.  It just seems to me that, after asking for help, you may have ended up in a place in F27 that was best suited for the situation.  Wouldn't hurt to check up after some adjustment time?

Anyway, great effort on your part and very enjoyable to read about.  Thanks again!

love,
Brent

Linh,  What is MFT?

My Livejournal post from November 2003,  I think it may be aplicable here.

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My belief system has shifted dramatically. A little background first. I an 26 years old, born in Idaho, and raised in Vernal, UT to a nice LDS (Mormon) family. Raised in the church, taught to believe that the LDS church is the only true church, and that If I ever backed out I would basically be sent to hell because I 'Knew the truth, then revolted against it, Fast forward 24 years, I was married and had a little girl.

Now I look at my little girl and think, how am I supposed to raise this little girl? I think to myself, If God is like us, only infinitely more loving and powerful, how could He, as a loving father, tell his children, I love you, but you disagreed with me, so you must now go to hell and be forever separated from me.

The standard Christian view of God portrays God as a selfish, jealous, control freak. Not a loving, forgiving Father.

Anyway, suffice it to say that I am not going to indoctrinate my child with guilt over who she is, set up this interpretation of who God is, nor will I allow others to do so.

Anyway, enough ranting for now.

I will write again later.

Brian

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And my post from the next day

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"There are many different souls on the Earth plane today. Each soul has its own vibration, as does the wolrd of the spiritual. Even those who study Christianity are in the right too. There is room on the Earth plane for all views. Those souls, who are searching, will find the view that suits them. They should be allowed to do so."

Interesting Quote I found today, voices how I have felt for quite a while now. (even if it sounds contrary to yesterdays post) I do not have any animosity to the churches, I think that people do what the need to do to help themselves, however I do think it is wrong to point to somebody and say 'you must believe as I do or you will not be saved.'

Anyway, gotta get back to work.

Brian
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With Love,

Brian Hacking