hey Wade, your post to us is an act of love in itself to us..hope u realized that and give yourself a pat on the back..hard to reach out..we don't do it enough. I'm sending PUL right now, why should I wait til later?
I'm empathic and can feel in my throat chakra some of those feelings you've been feeling..you know when you reach bottom, it's so far down the only way is up? that kind of feelings.
a lot of folks responded in a beautiful way and that's part of the reason I'm moved here. I'll run my spiel by you too. you did the right thing to post here.
the thing is, getting in your spirit body is just leaving the flesh. sure, it's easier to get around in a spirit body, don't have to drive cars..just float on to whereever, but things look really different over there once you get there, I hear a lot of folks who check out early scratch their heads and drop their jaw and say duh!! what'd I do that for?
in another life I was a pearl diver on some island...man I was the best. I loved being in the spotlight. came a day some new divers showed up and I knew my replacements had arrived and I just couldn't deal with losing the glory; dived into a rock and took myself out while I was still young enough to turn my direction to something else.
but I didn't see all the possibilities until after I left..so duh...for some reason things always look better in the morning..and the morning light always comes, whether you are dead in body or alive in spirit.
when I get down in the past, I would say "this too shall pass".
this is you and me having a hug
and heres this thread picture