Quote:I believed that we went somewhere else after we died. I have always had the belief that we are here on Earth and in our bodies as a sort of test, to see how we develop and interact with other people, to do good and to influence other people to behave in a way that is for the benefit of others. That's how I live my life and it's what I still believe.
I don't think of God on the way he is in the bible. I believe in a sort of mass energy. That could be God I suppose.
Change triggered my depression. My Uni course was done, other things happened too. I lost my way and didn't know where to go next.
I still believed in ghosts when I was ill. At one point, I thought I had been possessed by an evil spirit and thought that was what had caused my head to do what it was doing. I nearly went to see a vicar.
Looking back now though I don't think I was possessed or anything. I just didn't have a clue what my head was doing to me and why.
Nothing during my illness made me change my mind about ghosts.
Well Mark, you're certainly a good sport about all this, and it's very interesting! So if we assume a bunch of other stuff in your life provoked the depression and the belief in the spiritual was one of the things that didn't change, what does that say for the cause of the intrusions? Usually you see people have spiritual events happen when something traumatic rattles their belief system and they become open to things they weren't open to previously. Apparently when you moved into the place you were open, high energy, and had no changes in the beliefs, you were even proud of your haunted house (high energy there for sure). I don't necessarily subscribe to the notion that a dwelling must be old to be a geographically significant place for spirits. As you know, especially in your part of the world, 25 years is nothing. People were there on that ground living, dying, loving and making imprints on the fabric of space and time for centuries, millenia even. Maybe your particular nature and disposition caused a brief window for them to explore our side or see it more clearly than usual? Perhaps they hadn't seen a keyboard or stairs before? or interacted with strange folk like the living for a long long time. Perhaps they were explorers like we are, but from another angle or dimension, and your energy, high state that it was, helped them do it? And when your energy ebbed, things got a little dark for them. I don't know, but like I said, it's interesting stuff, worthy of more investigation, if possible.
One of the most criticized aspects of ghost sightings is that those doing the sighting often say that you must believe or you don't stand a chance of seeing one. The detractors rightly say, well, if you believe that hard in anything, you're going to see it whether it's there or not! However, your situation is different because of the various bystanders who came to you with weird observations. I hope you can find some methods from those on this and other sites and other postings to attempt to make more contact or provoke more phenomenon. It certainly seems within your ability if you can discover how it works. Obviously one of the first objectives would be to recreate that high energy vibe you had when you first moved in. That might be tough to do purposefully, but you've come to the right place to find people who can do this sort of thing and help you pursue it if you want to.