Hi again Kathy,
Quote: Would it be fair to say or think of our essence / energy as consciousness that is continually in movement and that the nature of consciousness is intelligence (love in human understanding) that is continually projecting itself outward towards its attraction, yet at the same time… possibly at higher levels is also continually grasping itself back to that which is its original likeness (love) and also is there some sense of both order and also chaos in all of this?
It would be interesting if you posed this question to Hilarion; but it'll probably have to be in a personal Reading rather than a generic Quarterly Channeling (ie. Spring Equinox, Summer Solstic, Fall Equionix, Winter Solstice), as the abstract and rather philosophical nature of your question might not be seen as being the most relevant to the concerns of most people.
My comments, which again may not be what you're seeking, in large part because what you're speaking of, goes beyond the available terminology (eg. you implied essence = energy = consciousness = intelligence = love; hence you appear to be speaking of concepts that these words do not quite precisely refer to, at least from our usage of these words).
The relationship between consciousness and energy/matter is an inseparable, intimate one. Immanent or impersonal, universalistic energy, is modified, transformed and expressed by consciousness, into Consciential, personal, thosenic (thoughts & emotions) energy.
So are we consciousnesses, or are we energy? Ans : We are consciousnesses whose very function manifests as energy. Somewhat analogous to the relationship of Creator & Creation, Soul & Body, Yin & Yang.
Quote:the nature of consciousness is intelligence (love in human understanding)
From our perspective - The nature of consciousness is to be (beingness), and then to do (doingness). Intelligence is an aspect, function, attribute, or extension of the consciousness, which manifests or takes the form of the mental body, mentalsoma, or mind. Love is the Oneness of All Beings, and in terms of true lovingness from the human perspective, the unconditional acceptance of what is, through the understanding of compassion.
From here, it is apparent, that you (Kathy), are referring to or dealing with concepts that are not exactly synonymous with our ideas whilst using the same terminology.
Quote:nature of consciousness is intelligence that is continually projecting itself outward towards its attraction, yet at the same time… possibly at higher levels is also continually grasping itself back to that which is its original likeness (love) and also is there some sense of both order and also chaos in all of this?
The Law of Manifestation, the Law of Reflection, the Law of Karma, and the Law of Progress and the Law of Cycles feature prominently here (of course, from a meticulous wholistic view, all 12 Laws feature simultaneously, omnisciently and omnipresently in all aspects of existence).
When you intuitively said, "at higher levels", what you're recognizing, is the Law of Cycles in conjunction with the Law of Progress. That is to say, by consciouness "projecting itself outwards" (Law of Manifestation), of consciousness manifesting itself into energy/matter and various planes of existence, in which the "attraction" you speak of refers its intent to explore itself by manifesting, by going into doingness (Law of Karma), and evolving (Law of Progress) by reflecting (Law of Reflection) from its sojourns it's learnings and insights on its true nature.
After the complete balancing of karma (Law of Karma) on any given aspect of its being, the Law of Cycles dictates that in coming full circle back to origin, there will be a gain or progress in evolutionary terms (Law of Progress), which is what you referred to in "at higher levels is also continually grasping itself back to that which is its original likeness".
So it's not so much that the consciousness grasps back in, but rather that as it balances itself (it's energetic and existential extensions) back full circle at the end of a cycle, it gains permanently in Evolution or progress, thus directly contributing to it's Greater Total Self, or what some call God, The Whole, or The Cosmos.
This is important to appreciate, because otherwise, there would have been no point for it's "outward projection" or manifestation into various planes of existence in the first place, now would there?
As to Order and Chaos, they are inseparable, complementary existential aspects of each other, so whenever one is present, so the other will be. Much like Consciousness & Energy/Matter, Masculine & Feminine, Yin & Yang, Oxidation & Reduction.
Kathy, a personal comment here. From observations of your previous postings, your blog postings, and the nature of your questions here, the overall feel of your energies, it is more than probable that your soul origin, nature, history and purpose, is rather specialized or particular.
If you ever do a
Hilarion Reading, I would indeed be interested to hear what he might have to say with regards to your soul's origin, nature and purpose. For instance, your work on Atlantis or during the Atlantean period, the world or planet you were originally from another prior to Earth; the specific nature of some of your non-human guides & helpers; your soul connection to various other-dimensional energies and so on.