Matt said:
Quote:When thinking about it I think it was when a familiy member of a similar young-ish age to me was diagnosed with cancer. I havent really been close with the person as Ive gotten older over the years but when we where very young we were closer.
I think the fact that the person is ill has shaken me more than it should have mainly because I lost 2 older relatives over the last 5 years and always use to think that they would look after the younger family members if they have crossed over.
OK, so maybe it's the innocence of youth that you lost which happens to many people. When we're young, we think we'll live forever, that nothing will ever happen to us. I can't say for sure that this is what you feel you have lost, but it does make me feel that this might be it.
When I took Lifeline, we did a self retrieval, the last tape of the week. I had no idea what was going to happen. While flying over the different focus levels with my Helper holding my hand, all of a sudden I felt a wham into my left shoulder and then a wham into my right shoulder. I knew immediately that these were my 'childhood innocence' and my 'child within.' They held on for dear life and I held onto them for dear life and then pulled them into my heart center. Over several days times, my shoulders would feel lighter and lighter until finally they were completely absorbed back into me. I know this sounds strange. But it happened.
When I first read about losing aspects of ourselves in one of Bruce's books, I just couldn't understand it at all. It just didn't seem possible, no way. Well, I found out differently when I retrieved those 2 lost aspects of myself.
Try it. I do think it's your childhood innocence that you've lost and are feeling it now. Much luck to you and much love to you.
Love, Mairlyn
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