Becky said i could share this here, and personally having had some unusual experiences, i was blown away by her account.  Becky is fairly sensitive to energy, and has had some definite psychic experiences here and there, but nothing like this.  Basically, she believes in spiritual/psychic stuff, but is also very grounded, and more concerned with outer things and C1 issues than me.  Sometimes quite concerned, tending towards being a bit materialistic.

  Its clear that she seemed to phase into her etheric energies more so, as you will see from the references to sexual energy, etc. but also experienced other dimensions and then a full blown Oneness, and two powerful Kundalini adjustments.


  Account:   On January 2nd, around 8:45 a.m. she woke up in bed and was very "amorous", but was too tired to do anything about it, and for some reason she decided to try to supress/redirect this energy, and as she laid in bed, she went in and out of dream state. 

  She woke up in a half conscious state to her leaving the body, hovered for a bit, then floated to the ceiling, she was vaguely aware of her body, but that it was very numb.

As she was floating at the ceiling, she saw in her mind's eye and felt a large surge of White--Blue Light, which first concentrated in a ball at her sacral region, then Light shot out simultaneously to both head and feet, then the energy traveled slowly back in a "wave" to center.

Simultaneously she vaulted up to "space", in blackness, then seeing/perceiving what seemingly was a larger, older Sun?  More white than yellow in front of her....

Then she was brought back to floating at the ceiling level, when a second "energy surge" happened.

  This energy surge caused her to audibly gasp in her head and she felt her body stiffen and relax after the surge.

  She experienced an overwhelming both very body and mind orgasm, stayed floating out of her body hovering for awhile.

Her body twitched and she awoke from an in-between, spacy feeling state at about 11:45 a.m.

 
  I looked at the astro. charts for that time period o check out the Big Clock indications at the time, and if i could see any corresponding patterns or indications there relating to her experience. 

  There were some powerful ones.  First, this experience happened fairly close to Solar Perihelion, in the sign of Capricorn, a very deeply spiritual and fast vibrating cycle.   The Sun was going through her 12th house during this, which is the house concerned with spiritual, Oneness matters, and this house corresponds to the sign of Pisces.

  At 8:45 a.m., Aquarius was Rising over the Horizon, and Neptune and the Moon was coming close to ascendancy, and in her chart, Neptune (and Moon) is conjuncting her Sun in Aquarius...  So both generally and specifically a very powerful Aquarius and especially powerful Neptune energy going on. 

   Uranus is in Pisces and making strong aspects (conjunctions) to some personal planets in her natal chart...  And since Neptune is in Uranus's sign, and Uranus is in Neptune's sign, there is an amplifcation of both Pisces and Aquarius energy, and more strongly of Neptune and Uranus.

  These Planets and their corresponding signs are very psychical, and spiritually oriented energies.  Pretty fast vibratory rates, especially with Neptune which is strongly related to the Oneness feeling/experience.

  Pluto is going through Sagittarius right now, and during this time was closely conjunct Becky's natal Neptune in Sagittarius.  Mercury is also near Pluto, and leaving a conjunction with natal Neptune. 

  Pluto is very much related to Kundalini energy, that powerful impersonal spark of Raw energy...which is extremely, extremely powerful and can be used for constructive, or destructive purposes.

  transiting South Node in Libra, is leaving a close cojunction with the natal Jupiter/Saturn conjunction in the 8th House (house of transformation, deeper attitudes towards and fundamental energies/issues of procreative energy).

  Venus in Capricorn right on the cusp of Aquarius, and is leaving a conjunction with her natal Ascend.

  By the time she woke up, the Ascendant had gone from mid/early Aquarius through the sign Pisces, to about 8 degrees Aries with the North Node closely conjuncting the ascend. degree.

  This chart and the Big Clock very powerfully indicate an intense mystical, and energy clearing energy going on, relating to both sexual energy, and to spiritual belief systems.   

  Spirit, and its manifestations are now *very* real to Becky on a very deep level, and she has been strongly reminded by her Total Self of why she is here, and that spiritual reality is the overriding reality.  She has had a few dreams prior to this, in which her Total Self was extremely and clearly telling her that she needed to concentrate more on spiritual issues, and in clearing/centering her emotional self, and especially her past childhood hurts.  Her dream guidance showed her how much she has been coming from the false self, and its time to move on.   

  Her reality, and this experience was powerfully manipulated temp. to help faciliate this focus on spiritual conecpts more, and less on the outer, material aspects of life.   She was ready for this experience otherwise wouldn't have had such an intense one.   She needed a very strong and "clear" sign...and got one.

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  Lol well thanks...but no thanks.  I don't mess with Kundalini, if it happens it happens, if it doesn't it doesn't, much safer not to force it...

  Living a life of balance, Love, and consistent meditation will automatically open up all these Centers, and the purifying, cleansing energy of K.

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 Yeah, i consider myself a very lucky man!  

 I've got some ideas on that matter...  Will look for some stuff i wrote on this....

 The question is, how could i not know?   Its similar to what i wrote about that guy John on my thread about Disk selves, except with a powerful sexual attraction factor.

 The closeness, usual harmony, and humor between us is pretty amazing.  I was in more than a few relationships before this one, and have never experienced this before. Though when we do fight, it can be pretty intense, and having my dad come live with us has added a bit of underlying tension--he lies to us all the time, and is frustratingly delusional about himself and his actions.

 When i first met Becky, she seemed very familiar, but i was kind of wrapped up in my issues at the time, and she said she had a boyfriend, for me that is an automatic "forget about her" situation.

 The second time i met and hung out with her, we talked all night long, and i literally started to vibrate uncontrollably for awhile.  I knew then (from many things) that she was my Twin Soul, and we moved in together a couple months later.

  We have a powerful psychic bond, which is akin to those old couples who have been together till they are very old, and really take joy in each others presence, we are always finishing each others sentences, do things at the same time (like stick our tongues out at each other playfully and randomly at the same time), except that this was present from the very first couple of months of "getting to know each other", and living together.   It has definitely grown in the last 4 years of living together as well.   At some point, i believe we will be able to easily telepathically communicate, and there is a bit of this already going on.

 There are two personalities that are very powerful within our psyche, which went strongly into making up "Justin" and "Becky".   These two lives/selves are our immediate "past lives" from a time perspective.

 In this life, we were extremely close for a long time, yet because i had a wife already, we could never fully express our very deep needs and feelings for each other.

 Becky has many "karmic indications" of having been this personality, as well as me too.

 Anyways, i can also usually tell a Twin Soul relationship between comparing two charts.  Our chart comparison is very unusual in its strength and sheer amount of powerful oppositions and same sign energy.

 I'm going to look for that stuff i wrote, but basically i lean to believing that Twin Souls share the 2nd Disk awareness, or the combination of each's immediate Disk, IS the 2nd Disk.  Bruce saw 8 of these up to the Planning Intelligence, or what i call the "Christ Consciousness" or Christ Spirit.

 Its important to note that Twin Soul relationships while often very unusually close, are not all peaches and cream by any means, often they are very powerful and immediate mirrors for each other, and being that there relationship has always been towards that of spiritual growth (sometimes they don't incarnate together, but one acts strongly as a guide), then a certain amount of challenge and friction is also pre-set up for growth purposes.

Thank you for your response Justin.

I hate to do this again, but I printed out what you wrote so I can read it during the weekend. I have a few things I need to finish before I can leave work today.

Have you heard of Paul Elder (Eyes of an angel)? He's was at TMI during the Robert Monroe days. He just recently published a book. He talks about meeting his soulmate at TMI. What he said reminds me of what you wrote on your first response. I haven't read your second response yet.