dave_a_mbs
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Hi Icestar-
What you are doing is what you are supposed to do. There is nothing that you have to start by studying this or learning that. It's like sneezing - it just comes.
To the degree that we "try to do it right" we can't do it at all. Your experiences indicate that you are progressing. So keep on and have faith. After all, it wouldn't be a "new discovery" if you already knew all about it.
However, if you want an example that will reliably lead you forward, think of dancing. (Love making also fits here, but is not always appropriate to all circumstances. If you like that direction, there is Tantra.) As the dance consumes you, you find that you are less and less involved with thinking-planning-reasoning-figuring-describing-comparing and more and more you just DO. When you just DO, then all you can do is to just BE. When you just DO and just BE then you are part of the big ISness and BECOMINGness, and you get interesting experiences that people who are perpetually set apart in selfishness are denying themselves. While you are having those interesting experiences, you can extend yourself by loving, rescuring others, and so on. Besides, it's fun!
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