Well here I am again. I fell alseep at 3am. I was zooming and ready to go on a voyage from all the energy and healing I have recieved today. I am in a house and my girlfriend comes home drunk with a guy and a boy I was babysitting was upstairs.The guys name was mike. They are together and flirting. They get on the couch and she lays down. He sits down. I get between them and tell her to move and she wouldnt. So i get up and give up and start drinking to. Thats when everything gets weird. So I give up on her and leave them alone. I go outside off and around the porch. There is an african american guy and shows me nails in the porch and says this is where he used to keep his gun. Who? The guy that was murdered here. As he moves a crate and it looks familliar and he points to it and says dont ever use the bathroom here and I said I did already. I feel something a presence. I get scared so I do the monreo bubble but it isnt working then I pray to spirit. I feel all the hair on my body stand up then I wake up. I call my girlfriend and as she answers I hear a guys voice in the backround. Then her friend after some whispers. They are on the couch. People I am so lost...lol.....I was very upset to the point of shivering but now Im ok but WOW...I give up...

Yeah  I know. What gets me is that Im always just caught off gaurd. When I prepare myself I usually am fiine. When Im not expecting it , shew..lol..I just have to remeber to not be afraid. Its that simple. I appreciate your view and reassurence. I will keep on keeping on!!!!wade