hey Mair and Tim would love to join you in the comedy class..comedy is one way my guides tease me along in dream, to get me to release tension. it works well, as tension in the body can block neurol pathways of endorphins. plus I was always the serious one. you know what Tim? I think you are seriously of my essence group, or can I be your clone too? don't mean to seem needy, but don't people need people? isn't that what Barbara Striesland sang?
People, people who need people, they're the luuukkkiiiesssttt people in the world....
I've decided also that highly intellectual contrary "testers" such as Don, Justin who is Raz, B-man, and all non-believers everywhere are very much acceptable persons and so cast my vote for heated debate to continue. if they weren't here, why would we bother to improve our communications? isn't it about communicating? self expression? it is good to back off now and then rather to over-do the points we feel are not being accepted..that's where the laughter comes in..if you can't lighten up now and then, you will get sick, as you need to take care of yourself by releasing what is painful. believe me, even on a board, if someone puts out a hurtful comment, if you're human, it's going to fester inside and hurt you. learn to let go.
one time Don hurt me, but I don't think he wants to talk about it, so I won't say much, not to embarrass him, although embarrassment is what I felt. I bring this up, not to Don specifically, but because Tim said that if Don were in town, he would invite him out to dinner and ask him questions.
thats too too ironic, because that's exactly a conversation I had with Don. I rarely get private pm's. one day you Don, said if you were in my town, you would invite me to dinner. I think u had pm'd me because I had been messing up your thread once on ES. guess I had misunderstood and thought I could talk there. u had slam dunked me to my perception. so when Don flattered me in the pm to ask me to dinner..all my bad feelings just melted away and I felt love. I'm a fluff head, I admit it, I fall in love too easily, not romantically, it's just my failing to think of all others to be my family. Don thinks I'm needy..but I don't call it that..forumitis maybe...but I'm stronger now, I can quit this place anytime! ha ha! Tim, my jokes are not funny either, but I'm light hearted as I travel thru. we all have guidance. so back to the invite to dinner. so I was real happy, as I'm a simple person, I thought I had made a new friend in Don and that we would not be saying hurtful things to each other on the board, using words like hypocrite (not a new age term btw) and making snide remarks about the TMI founder or the moderator of this board Bruce. I thought we could have threads then where we each felt we had something of value to say and would be treated respectfully, as frankly, I did think Don had a lot he could share with us; I just wished it didn't take so long to read it....
well, shortly after the invite to dinner (if) he was in town..Don slam dunked me again..just when I thought everything was all right between us and maybe he thought I had something valuable to say here..but I didn't, in his opinion, so thats where I had to build myself a little stronger so I didn't get taken in by a mere friendly overture which didn't mean anything to him at all. see, I'm not a fluffy head anymore...not at all, you see Don and people who manipulate me, they only make me stronger, they make me discover the real value of myself, and my input here, when I contact them. nobody in the end can touch this..not if I don't let them, they teach me what it is I want to teach. I would teach only PUL..oh dear! another new age term! whatever is my proponents going to do with me?
and as for you Raz/Justin..don't blame others who have hurt you, release the hurt and be the strong hearted person you are in truth. you are obviously getting fed here even though you are still hurting. stand tall and quit yer sniveling. now you are angry, but that is because you were hurt. surrender to your god-like being..get on with it. I believe you know how.
ok, sock it to me if u want. I think the worst has already happened here. I truly do. as usual, the opinions expressed above are not those of the management.
vayacondios you maniacs and lovers....