Anger beyond a certain point is useless. Every soul murders hundreds to thousands of egos in its evolution to its final state. The system is designed that way and nothing we egos can do can change anything about it.

I know a person who is resisting the path the other side has chosen for him. They are making his life a complete hell as a result. His anger consumes him and blights his life as he resists. There is no level of punishment they will not evoke to make you do their bidding.

I am not in the least happy with the life forced on me. And I didn't choose it, the soul that owns my ego chose it, and I will not benefit from it in any way.

One time I was arguing with the other side about what I had put up with and how little I had gotten out of it. They offered me another body in compensation. I called them corrupt beyond belief and refused to talk with them for weeks until they came whining back.

Don't let places like this BB fool you. The vast majority of egos are like robots doing exactly what they are supposed to do. Don't allow yourself to hate a robot who has no choice in what they do.

Just try to negotiate an acceptable life out of what you have to work with. And accept what little joy they allow you.

Sometimes you can get a little back and remind them you are not totally helpless.

One time I found myself listening to an argument in my soul group. My soul was expounding on something when a female member jumped into his face and said, "Why do you say these things when you know they are not true?". I struck through him at them instantly. I created a double shell of blue energy that expanded through the area trashing everyone and everything. The spirit leader was screaming at me, "Stop this! Stop this right now!", but I ignored her just long enough so she would know I stopped for my reasons and not her's. In a different incident, two soul group members (I know them well in physical life) were torturing my soul because he could not fight back. I managed to reach though and punch one in the mouth, bouncing him off a door frame. The other offered an appology for what they had been doing.

[Why yes, I now do have a guard on me while on the other side. Thanks for asking!]

In return, my soul has allowed me occasional short periods where I substitute for him during conversations between souls on the other side. They are short because I always end up asking a politically incorrectly question which allows the souls to know I, the ego, am present and they terminate the conversation.

The other side keeps threatening me and I keep telling them to do their worst. From the hints I have been allowed, they need me badly for something important. They would have killed me already and erased my ego otherwise. So I just play for time and accumulate what information I can.

Occasionally I post in venues like this which infuriates them. They have to work hard to get people to ignore and not read the posts.

Most people here (or over at Linn's) will tell you PUL is the answer. But some of us can't be allowed to experience it. It would ruin us for use in scouting hells and F23-F26. In the calculus of the otherside, ruining a lifetime so you can recover tens or hundreds more is a major bargain. It's nothing personal. Just the cost of doing busines.

Why do you think the other side has opened up more in the last 30 years than it had in the last 3,000? Bad stuff is coming. The tsunami (which I was shown more than a year ahead) was just the 1st of three hammer blows. The next one has an African flavor and will effect the USA. The 3rd will break our automobile based civilization (to use the word loosely). They don't show me everything. Just enough to keep me interested and unlikely to off myself while they need me.

So just treat life like an amusement park ride. You're on it and not getting off until the end. Parts will be slow and parts will be way too fast. Enjoy the motion. It _will_ eventually come to a dead stop and you will have to get off.

Dean b-man,

Sometimes when we work so hard on expanding all the reasons we should continue to be afraid, we attract the very things we fear the most, like bullies.  They can appear in all disguises.  For example, they might take what you fear most and expand on it and will stop at no expense to hook you by seeming like-minded by agreeing with you.  But their intent is to drag you down and have fears confirmed.  I notice that Bruce’s material has been perverted for this purpose.  That’s what a bully would do.  Because I believe that you are a true seeker, take heed.  You’ve attracted a bully and now it’s up to you to stand firm and maybe say calmly, “What a load of crap!” because it’s all about awareness and deciding to seek more positive companions. I have seen as a long time poster that you have the ability to see things from many angles so count on that strength now.

Jean 

[quote author=jkeyes link=board=afterlife_knowledge;num=1131595752;start=15#18 date=11/14/05 at 05:38:07]Dean b-man,

Sometimes when we work so hard on expanding all the reasons we should continue to be afraid, we attract the very things we fear the most, like bullies.  They can appear in all disguises.  For example, they might take what you fear most and expand on it and will stop at no expense to hook you by seeming like-minded by agreeing with you.  But their intent is to drag you down and have fears confirmed.  I notice that Bruce’s material has been perverted for this purpose.  That’s what a bully would do.  Because I believe that you are a true seeker, take heed.  You’ve attracted a bully and now it’s up to you to stand firm and maybe say calmly, “What a load of crap!” because it’s all about awareness and deciding to seek more positive companions. I have seen as a long time poster that you have the ability to see things from many angles so count on that strength now.

Jean 
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I'm not sure I understand your post, Jean.
I'm not dealing with any "bullies" at this time
in my life. (Or if I AM, it's happening and I don't
know it... if Richard is right about the "soul group",
maybe THEY are my enemies that I must currently
contend with..!)

B-man