I have some dreams that are difficult to bring into waking life.  In a paradox I remember the dreams and know they happened, but I can not remember the images that I saw as if they have been encrpyed upon awakening and placed out of reach.  I did remember one part of my dreams last night and I typed it up in order to establish a place to build memory.

Losing memory of my dreams does not happen all the time but my latest dreams have been tricky acting as if  they automactically encrypt themselves upon awakening yet I know they're there.

As I type this message, parts and pieces of my dreams last night return as I stumble across the physical items that are linked with the dreams.  (This is how I remember an other wise forgotten dream.)  Still I wonder why they have been harder to recall lately.

Still, here are some of my logs that I have typed up shortly after waking up in the past.  The first one seems to be highly loaded with symbolism.  All the dreams are divided into paragraphs in no particular order:

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A type of dragon weed has been released into the sky that should never have been that has blighted the moon with a neon green glow that awakened a dangerous beast that is very difficult to vanquish.  Some fool has gone about selling this dragon weed that glows neon green in water along side a street.  The person has just awakended a doomsday scenario from their blind actions and I have to somehow stop it now.  This plant has a neon green glow to it and looks like a tall bundle of wheat and wielding it wrecklessly awakens a destructive.

In a visually related dream, I am battling against a dragon (again, I have done it before) on a wooden place that feels like a ship.  I have a weapon that will take it out, some golden rifle bullets?  Anyway, while battling the dragon, I get some of the blood in my mouth before it is slain once more, wondering what happens if I drink of this lifeforce.  Someone mentions that when this happens, it makes you a leader, does it not?  I drank of it in the dream, so I may have had something special added to my lifeforce.  It should be noted that I do not think anything is naturally evil, inclusing dragons and other non-physical entities.

I am looking at myself in the mirror as an older person from a previous life!  My teeth are a mess and I got some nasty looking food in my mouth that I spit out immediately.  I know for sure that this is me before dying in another life and I get the idea that this is one reason why I decided to forget.  haha.

I am now at Oak Grove High School, and am following a PE team onto a field.  This oakgrove is much different as the west side has a field that does not exist in physical life.  I decide that I don't belong here and go visit blake (I have a realization that I don't live in San Jose and that this an alternate plane.)  I find Blake who tells me a comment about my hair or something like that but I can not recall right now.  This appartment complex is much different than it's phys. life counterpart.  Blake is an old friend of mine that I moved away from and is a significant one too.

I another dream, I am standing before my house in Huntington Beach, wondering something about whether I actuall live here or not or if I still live in San Jose.  San Jose was our former place of living but we moved back to Southern CA and I have recuring dreams where I forget that I moved and I am living in San Jose in some sort of alternative universe.


I have and OBE style dream, and walk through my wall after seeing a mirror with water pouring down as if signifying purity.  I walk through the wall that is "now mirror less" and stumble upon mom and follow her to scan for her feeling about me.  She seems a bit upset about me and even subconsciousnessly seems to notice and talk to me.  Mom is talking on the phone with someone and I can not write the exact conversation here because they are hard to rememeber exactly in my dreams.  She seems a but concerned about me.  I remember holding her hand trying not to invade here with my OBE powers and get an understanding about her feelings about me.

Next, I am swimming through a flooded town of some sort and am trying to escape from some sort of alligator or crocodile who obviously wants to eat (drain me of energy) me.  The Al. is in a swimming pool fortunately but wants to come out and attract me into it's jaws and eat me, so it's tail breaks off and becomes a sexy seductress and lure me into it's jaws.  My intuition is not fooled and I realize she doen't want to eat me, rather she wants to drain me of my energy so I tell her to get away from me and say "Can't get me if I wake up now, can you?"  That seems to make the entity upset.

I am inside a library and I must use a restroom, I am in luck as there is a hallway with a 1/4 mile length (seemingly) of 1-person restrooms, so I find a mens room, enter and find that it is a bit old and has an insect inside it that notices me with some sort of intelligence.
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There are more dreams, but these one I thought would be the most informative.

-Steve U.