Jkeyes:

Speaking of letting other people annoy you, during the past week I let the crazy driving of people I don't even know annoy me a bit.

My higher self gave me a dream which basically asked: "What do ya want...to be a cop? And do you want to be responsible for the life plans of other people?"

It was clear by how I felt during the dream, that the answer to both questions is "NO!" I was also shown that sometimes we try to find a sense of everything being okay, by expecting the actions of others to play out in a certain way.  Certainly there is a better "inner" way.

Jean hi there, always glad to see you here as know u are busy. I resonate..I see WF as a teacher in disguise..she has an excellent disguise. she teaches us we all want attention, we all want to be recognized and loved. she teaches the same lesson plan in each post.

perceptual blocks..I really do "try" to keep to the thread's intention

I'll just add my two cents to the mystery of life...well, first you have a belief system, then next in line your perceptions stem from your belief system. so change your belief system and your perceptions change automatically.

its highly computerized action and everything looks new.

Recoverer u are a master and starting to know it. love, alysia

recoverer,

That last post didn’t quite set right with me, I don’t mean to imply that I have this traffic thing all mastered.  I neglected to tell you the part about my having a problem on a certain strip of rode that I travel on a daily basis. I don’t like to tailgate so I keep a comfortable distance between the car in front of me and my car, especially since the speed varies between 65 to 80 mph (just like my mood).  But some days I have what I call cowboys overtaking and weaving in and out of traffic that annoys the heck out of me.  A lot of this has to do with my not being able to let them do their thing.  Why can’t I just say, hey many of you guys have quicker reflexes and some of you have never been in a car totaling accident so let it go.  But Nooo, my ego starts kicking in and I attempt not allow them in and instead whined up getting irritated and tailgating.  Nasty way to start my day all because I want to hold onto the belief that no one should be faster than what ever speed I’m going or some other ridicules idea about young vs old, whatever???.  I goota’ mellow out and stop sabotaging myself.  Anyhow, that’s what I mean by the little things sometimes being our greatest teachers and by not questioning things like this we perpetrate more stress in our lives and don’t leave enough space for us to connect on a higher level.

I love intellectual discussions about things like this, reading books, and hearing about various experiences where odd wonderful insights happen.  I very much treasure the exercises for exploring, including those suggested for use on the non-physical levels because I’ve found they work. And I love all the guides too, but for balance, the nitty gritty of it is that we are surrounded by a physical environment right now, on this board, which offers experiential learning opportunities on a minute by minute basis that aid us in getting rid of our perceptual blocks and outdated belief systems.  These opportunities may not be glamorous but they are here for us to learn how to play together.  I mean flying is great but sometimes we need a little grounding to be able to see a more complete picture to be more effective in recognizing the nose that’s right in front of our face (blocks in our perception).

Love, Jean  


Hiiii Alllyyysia, yeah she's great even if she's not real
J

Perhaps anger in itself isn't a bad thing. The issue is whether or not there is ill will behind the anger.

Some people get angry/impatient with people and still wish them the best.

Some people get angry/impatient with people, and want that person to suffer in some way.

Certainly a person wouldn't want to make the mistake of suppressing anger. Doing so could have negative repercussions. Plus you wouldn't want to fool yourself into believing that you're clear of something when you aren't.

On the other hand, eventually (hopefully), when it's our time, we'll all become like Ghandi and Mother Teresa. Actually,  I wouldn't be surprissed if Mother Teresa got annoyed on occasion. I don't believe that an evolved being has to act like Spock from Star Trek all the time.


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Lucy said its hard to share a belief system crash but we do try anyway as we are such social animals and can't get around that we keep expressing even when rebuffed and even that makes us keep expressing or trying to share, but not everyone has the "intention" of sharing. I guess maybe we be talking about two different things then; what we see, and what we know. what we give out, and what we get back within relating.
I think pure logic or cause and effect can often be at odds with coming from the heart where the desire/intention is strickly sharing.

this must always remain frosting on the cake, this here board perhaps..it is like a tool though..a place to think in public...as far as perceptual reality goes, its not that it's true or false, it just remains a partial reality to look at, a conglomeration of diverse viewpoints merging. simple frosting, but sweet. they say seeing is believing, but perhaps its the other way around as well, believing produces the seeing.

I'm going to regret posting this....

Recoverer: You are an angel and you probably already figured along those lines: if not...I reckon your on your way to your first wings....and you don't know it yet..!

Thanks to : laffingrain...you too are an angel...!

It's my 49th birthday and it's been hell...Not to say I think much of birthdays, but in it's own way it is a milestone in my own existance......I'm stlll here and I'm still learning, and learning is as hard as ever it was.....

WOW! what a scenario life plays before us....Wonder at every corner if you  let it...!

Do any of you have the ability to encompass so many lives....I do!......And I am humiliated.....

P****d on the aged port my mother gave as a 49th birthday present and pondering my recent demise and my continued existance, the change in my life since the medicine man...and well hec! Life KICKS and i'm still here...and I'm still suffering life's lessons!

It's all so amaziningly wondorous!


Love to all on third my 49th birthday!

(DO NOT WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....INSTEAD TELL ME WHAT YOU DID TODAY THAT FORWARDED YOUR OWN BELIEF IN A HAPPIER TOMMOROW...I would really love to hear what you did...no matter how minute! )

Love to you all

whatever psuedomen I called myself when I joined up here...(wshtoyou) I Think?

Luv';s you all anyway!...cause It's my b@day and my mom got me this wicked Port....*****

Love you all

Mandy

today I burned my oatmeal and ate it anyway (I was talking to Ryan here) I took 2 chihuahua mixes and ran them at the park, I told some internet publisher all the reasons why he should publish my book and tried to stut my stuff I came here and  read your post and thought u should be very happy as you are younger than me and we'll leave it there! glad u like it here! Bruce has attracted a fine group. love, alysia

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"were...in your heydey(sic)"????????
were?
It looks like Jean is still alive and kicking to me. This language is REALLY offensive to me.  Jean's heyday is now!!!!! We gotta get this kind of thinking out of our cultural mindset! It creates alot of trouble for people.

Talk about perceptual blocks and weird belief systems!

Jean I react the same way in traffic though I don't go 80, especially at rush huor. But I think that playing by the rules and trying to create a safe driving environment is important for the group and those who take advantage of the ones playing by the rules so they can achieve a personal increase are frustrating to us all. They are literally getting ahead at your expense. It is just a metaphor for so much of what goes on in our culture...and a very visible one at that. Things usually are more hidden. So we express frustration at what we see because we can't personally tell the business leaders who are screwwing us over what we think. And I think the ones who drive like that do so because for one moment they have control of a situation...they can personally express anarchy in a world where we often feel caught in the system. Unfortunately some of the drivers who do this are not as skilled as they suppose and there are sometimes consequences.


Mandy have you ever read
The Kundalini Experience: Psychosis or Transcendence by Lee Sannella. It should be easy to get ahold of that book as it has been around a while. Perhaps you have already read it, but if not, I highly recommend it. Ha it's not the 5th any more but this is one thing I am doing to make a better tomorrow!