Hello all, here are my impressions regarding our group PE:

Oct. 7th:

Played on my musical instrument, accompanied by a bass. Thought about if I accompanied myself or if maybe Ryan was so kind?

(With Hemi-Sync Focus 27)
  At the TMI crystal:
  I saw some persons, more like outlined figures in light grey color, I came near to some.
  A woman was angry at me. She shouted: "Who/what do you think you are? You're such puffed up!" I thought: "Hmm, maybe I am, but only a little. I'm not ego-free, but I try to not hurt anyone!" Then a different scene appeared: A young woman or girl, sitting in a doorway reading a book. It seemed to be the doorway of a little house at the country. I thought maybe a scene in the past of the woman who is angry at me? Then the scene faded and there was again the angry woman. Now she was sitting and reading a book and didn't notice me anymore. [Last week I was rejected by a female person. Felt like it was the same woman this time]
  I looked at the crystal and it shifted to a wheel. I looked closer what it is, and it consisted of two discs and between them were boards, like a wheel which is built to be moved by water. Looked like made of wood. I remembered one of us told last week of a windmill and another of water ( I think it was Mendel/Mike, laffingrain/Alysia). (Maybe just a visualized memory; but wheels do regularly pop up in my mind-journeys)
  I asked if I could meet someone who will remember the same things like me so we could get a match back in C1. Then a young woman showed up, she looked like 17 to 25 years old, blond long hair, wearing a white summerdress, model-like kind of looking. She nodded me to a bench. Beside the bench, on the ground, was a frame of rusty metal, looks like something for gardening or farming, a tool for a tractor maybe. She wanted to show something to me, she pulled a rope, but I don't saw what was attached to the rope. She took something and unfolded it like a big sheet of paper, and it became bigger and bigger; then she presented me something like a little basket, and something fell out of it to the ground, I collected it and it were strawberries. I thought: "Is this going to be an Ingmar Bergman movie?!" I gave the strawberries back to her and we ate it. I asked what this is about and she signaled "I just want to share my strawberries with you". I got the names "Giselle" or "Gisela" [but I'm pretty weak in receiving names correctly I suppose].
 
Oct. 8th:

  (With Hemi-Sync Focus 27)

  (1) When I was close to the meeting point at the crystal I thought to myself: "Do you have a present to give to the group? Hmm, didn't think about it..." Then I decided not to imagine a solid thing for to give to the group but a feeling which had come just into my mind. I wasn't sure if it's a real good feeling but some may find it at least interesting, I thought. So I tuned into this feeling by some imaginations:
  Evening. It's quiet. Only a little tree whispering maybe, from the forest nearby. A blackbird is singing. The evening sun.
After sunset. A feast outside. It's still quiet, or damped sounds. It's dark but there are lanterns, those made of paper and the light within shines through, colored, but not loud, not glaring, smooth and gentle glowing, but this glowing was somehow intense, attractive. I was always fascinated by this light. Maybe it reminds me of a world I cannot recall fully? Where persons appear like those friendly lights? There are so many lanterns now. So if it were persons? And I too, and connected with them. They are each such fair and friendly. I can visit them, but when I go to them, they are not like a person, but like an environment which matches exactly a yearning of mine, each lantern-person is a special yearning-environment and I can live in it. Could this be?
  I had two short breaks during my above dwelling in that imagination, I asked for a meeting to verificate. The first I met was someone who carried ice-cream. This person doubles the ice-cream into two portions and gave one to me. The second person I saw then was someone who lit a candle or a torch.
  I asked myself if I shouldn't pay more attention to my appearence, in respect of the group. "No, do what you feel good with" I thought and let go of to "be in the right shape" and it felt good to be less controlled, to be a fuzzy foggy grey glowing cloud of light, to be lazy instead of sharp-formed. I thought: "Maybe better think all is in me rather than to think about meeting someone outside of me? Hmm, makes me feel such relaxed".

  (2)The way "up" with the HemiSync tape I was in a ship, similar to a Viking's ship, with many others.
  The TMI crystal's shape stayed the same, while it became clear like glass. I went into it. It felt calm and secure. One came into it too (maybe Vicky?) and we were sitting in it. "What now?" The other one asked. I noticed that we were slowly but steady floating upwards, without the feeling to be inside the crystal.
  Then a third one came, I thought could be Ryan, so Ryan had found Vicky here. We pondered what we should choose as a sign to remember in C1. Make music? Hmm, no, we had that. I chose those little firework kind of sticks which looks like fumigating candles, but when you light it, it burns white making sparks, it's used on partys, Newyear's day, concerts etc. (I guess "sparkler" is the correct English word for it) So I had this sparklers and was running around with it showing it. I again thought of the glowing lanterns. Then made a little music again with bass accompany.
  A person catched my attention, thought of Alysia. "Hmm, her hat looks like a typical wizard's hat this time!" I thought. I tried to give some general infos or, better to say, "vibes", about me.
  Then RAMs voice from the HemiSync tape was calling for travel back to C1 through the different focus levels and I had the impression that someone was curious about it and joined me on my way back.

Bye, Spooky

hello all you people who I fasten my attention on
Vicky, I decided almost unconscously not to be a cheerleader this week, almost like I was wanting to see how many would go ahead and lead us again, or who was remembering, who was trying, either in conversation here or at the crystal within obe, dream or imagination. yes, right we have one more PE planned for next Saturday, and after that only once a month..this way our energy will not cause this board to crash!   but of course it is always up to the individual to ask, or design a PE or share one. we have no cheerleader such as I might have called myself. I am instead like a happy camper!
partially the reason for the empty thread is we were creating too much an energy to produce something, so u can see the wisdom to allow all airheads such as myself I speak...to deflate   this way we can be the more relaxed to enjoy the small things that happen as well. What I also pick up from Spooky is we are creating a group consciousness; an actual entity of our joined energies and intents. more on this later, as we go. Spooky is a poet mind...I much enjoyed sailing my boat on his waters...I would like to be  a poet also. perhaps I am. Irene, or Black Panther, our friend here, she has said I speak in riddle, but she still likes me! ha ha! in a sense we have to read each other within riddle here as it is an abstract type of thinking when we reminese on these journeys. not always do we need verifications aplenty. not if you travel to the heart. also in the heart is verification, for feelings will tell a rote or two. Good to hear from you Lucy and Hannah that you are still in the game. I need to go make a post to tell Spooky something about my feelings concerning his trip this time. I did not make a trip myself as I felt I was still resting up from the last one!   love, alysia

How nice to get such a detailed response Alysia! Thank you.
Just a little word-game about the strawberry-"Giselle". Did maybe someone said to you "Geez-sell!" (the strawberries)? Ha ha, well, just a thought. Will be back later.
Bye, Spooky

Hello, nice to see some of us are still at it!   

Spooky, as usual it is wonderful and lovely to hear your report.  And just as wonderful to read Alysia's take on everything. 

As for me, I am sad to say I promptly fell asleep!  Each time I woke throughout the night I remembered to work on it, but I don't remember anything.  I am going to have to work on this stuff sitting up from now on. 

Love, Vicky

I haven't had a chance to go unless it was during my sleep last night and I don't remember a thing, but rarely do lately.

Love, Mairlyn

Hi Hannah,

I'm so glad you're here.   And I'll be waiting to hear your story of the Attributes.

Back about 30 years ago, maybe 25, when I was deep into reading anything occult, I read about automatic writing. I tried it using circles as was advised and all of a sudden my hand wrote 'All Is One and One is All.'  I was amazed and afraid to try it again. But I know I was on my way, way back then.  I didn't understand it then though.

Love, Mairlyn

Hannah, funny you mention attributes, as Kathy mentioned attributes on Linn's board. forget which thread, but I really liked what she was saying..it just sort of slid somewhere into a feel good area, she do have an effect on me. anyway thought u would enjoy reading it, if u can find it over there. love, alysia

oh yea, take liquified calsium/magnesium for leg cramps..they go away immediately.

glad you're back shirley. wonder if you were looking at an imprint of a former event impressed into the area? poor old guy....he must've really made those girls angry. hey! you could have retrieved him!

I do think I was there with you as a nun Hannah, as I know it's one of my disc personalities...even in this life at age 14 I nearly returned to the cloister but decided, no, I like the life style, but I needed to experience something else this time. I can see us so easily, and your face looked familiar. love to you my sister soul!
if you walked on that soil you would feel the powerful devotion the sisters left there. love, alysia

Attributes? I may have I missed something here...there is so much going on in these forums. I had a vivid dream a month or so ago with a message about "attributes". Something about paragraph attributes (which would be work related for me) but it felt like a deeper meaning, just never figured it out. Hannah, your Attributes are angels?

Love, Carolyn

Hi,

I didn't consciously plan to join the PE this weekend.  I thought I would share some interesting dreams I had on Saturday night anyway.  A woman was giving me a sheet of lyrics on a bus and I was kind of going, what ??, why ??, well, okay, then, whatever.  Today I saw, Alysia, that you added some "cowboy" song lyrics on Linn's forum after my additions on the music thread there.  Not a definite match, but interesting.

Otherwise, I was given some small, shabby looking stuffed toys, handmade, just a very personal gift, kind of raggedy but so special.  I was delighted, and I really don't know why I was on a bus.

love, blink