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spooky2
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Hi people,
My Group-PE related excursions (all person's names are only guessed of course!!):
Sept. 27:
Me and Vicky were picked up by Alysia with a coach. When we went out again of the coach we were on a very high mountain plateau. The sky was absolutely wide, far at the horizon was some haze and a little yellow, looking up it was blue like the outlook you have from a high flying aeroplane. No sun. All was somehow arranged to appear wide.
Sept. 28:
I was at my "looking on the earth"- place. I did again my symbolic "establishing connections" work that is I visualized strings which reached from earth to the meeting place. A guy showed up and told me it's not needed what I'm doing. It's already known what we are planning to do. Better to establish a mental image of every participant. Let's go! I then was at my special place Focus 27 and a flyer was given to me, as far as I could read, it contains tips for partnered exploring. I went to the TMI crystal, on the lawn, some distance to the crystal and then came a guy on a bicycle again! Across the lawn he drove up and put his bike somewhere at David Francis' Hall and walked back in my direction. My impression was I wouldn't buy a used car from him, leather jacket, pilot sun glasses, three-day-beard, black hair, we said "Hi". I briefly focused inwards on a question: "Am I really in Focus 27 or maybe remote viewing C1 TMI?" Answer: "It's a matter of what you want, it's your decision." The bicycle-guy was carrying an old leather document case. He reached the crystal, grabbed in his case and pulled something out what looked like a little piece of paper and attached it to the crystal, then he attached a big papersheet on the crystal (I thought "oh, he is posting the crystal"). I went near and had a look on it, "must be a kinda map or what?" I thought and then saw a point on it with concentric waves around it: The meeting place, here, with it's attractive power. Below this graphic all participant's names were listed. The bicycle guy let me know this is a magic deed which is working like a magnet on the group members. I stepped back to think. Then I felt a pull backwards and it took me dozen feet away from the crystal. I walked towards the crystal some feet and was again pulled back! I had to put some effort on it to not be drawn out of the entire place so I went a little farther away and sat down to stabilize my position. Then, from a distance, I watched another person (Alysia?) walked near the crystal and received something from the bicycle-guy which I thought of to be a key. The bicycle-guy drove away. I signaled to Alysia (well anyway she was wearing no hat!), and she noticed me. We said "Hi". I watched myself in a mirror to check my appearance, shirt and pants, silk-silver-grey and my radiation felt to be like a flower's meadow, so that was ok! Then I "went" to some group members which was like a brief visit. I imagined to meet Shirley inside TMI Building and she appeared as a very sunny character to me, just like her photograph.
Sept. 29:
Played "Row the boat" on my instrument, others were tuning in.
I danced with someone, Vicky? Including up in the air.
Sept. 30:
TMI crystal: Many people were walking fastly around the crystal, I wanted too, but I found no space to move in between. So I stepped back and watched it from a distance. I became sad, remembered situations in my life where I found myself to be excluded. I looked up again, thought if someone could help me and in the same moment I was thinking it someone came to me, a woman, pulled me up and said "Come on!"- no time for me to follow my sad thoughts then! There were two rows of people and I went through the lane in the middle and it was a little embarassing to me! Then the march or group dance around the crystal continued, including me. I saw it also as a kind of whirl around the crystal.
I was imagining to be clothed in silk grey, shirt and pants and probably my white glowing ball in front of my chest.
There are so many here I thought, can't acknoledge them separately.
Then there was that pull again, directed backwards. This time I decided to follow it and see where it's moving me to. It went backwards first, then upwards, blue sky, thinking there are people too; higher, peace, calmness.
Oct. 01:
(1): Visualized my appearance, my little white shining ball at my chest, then the rest, same clothes as yesterday.
There was music, someone asked me who I am, what's that, perception split, I'm on the ground and high above. Remembered what I did sometimes before, to become a "line" from the physical earth to high planes. Did it again at the meeting point to show it and just in case somebody wants, to join me. Imagined a vertical channel, the ground vanished for a moment and all was shaking and I thought hey, better to keep solid ground illusion for holding balance! A feeling of wideness. I imaginated to tell Blink if this is a piece for interpreting Hermes Trismegistos' Tabula, be aware of both, the above and below, and that both is expressed through the other's counterpart; it's different, above and below, it's wisdom needed to read it as each other's expression to see it as one thing or to become known to the one thing.
Back again with the meeting, somebody said to me "Hey, there you are, Spooky", I asked "Who are you", and get the answer "Vicky!" in a tone of astonishment of my silly question. She gave something to me, I unwrapped it, a little wooden box. In the box was this little music playing tool, with metal reeds, a cylinder with spikes and a crank [hope you know what I mean], so I turned the crank to hear the melody and it was "Row The Boat" and I remembered it, that I wanted it to play again. I imaginated the wooden box to be bigger for better resonating the sound of this little playtool. I added my normal instrument and it seemed as if I could hear some were tuning in. After another piece of music I thanked Vicky and left, imaginating a lightning, shrinking to a little ball of energy and a goodbye-radiation [made some show there huh?].
(2): Went to my special place and found some people there, usually some familiar helpers show up in this place, but this was different: All clothed in fine black suit, didn't saw this before. I said: "Hey, what does this mean? Somebody died?" But no answer. Two came to me at my left and right side and hooked me; didn't like that so I imaginated to be air so they couldn't fix me. Then their outfit shifts to the familiar. I thought that must have been a test or reminder to be aware of my surrounding.
I shifted to the TMI crystal, perhaps someone else with me, and there were some people. I thought maybe you should go to each one to introduce myself? So I did, and while I was with one of the group the other people seem to freeze, like time was standing still around me and my conversation partner. So it went with each of the group, I closed at a point the conversation and looked to the right who would be the next to talk to. In some of those conversations I saw at the left of the person an additional picture which showed this person deeply crying. It wasn't a crying only of sadness, more an expression of the person's insight in faults, joy, yearnings, love; life's overwhelming presence.
(3): Somewhere in deep space I met a guy, don't acknowledged him until he signed to be one of my usual helpers. He took me with him and showed me a box. In this box was a clarinet. He gave me advice to take it, feel it and perceive it as clearly as possible. I did so.
I went to the TMI crystal. Some of the people there it seemed to me were looking at me as if they were seeing something odd. I tried to better control myself and said: "It's just me, Spooky."
I saw TMIs building and remembered Ricardo posted that he was recently there in the physical. So I said to (imaginated?) Ricardo: "What do you think, have a look inside the institute?" We went into it, but found no one. "Do you know the schedule, if they have a workshop now?" "Not exactly, no." I imaginated myself to be a spark and flew up the stairs to the room where I had my cabin at Lifeline. Oops! There was someone, a woman I guessed. She seemed to perceive me. I flew back downstairs, and in the "living room" were people too, they also saw something, so I decided to make a little show and imagined to be in human form again, waved them, become a spark again and flew off to the crystal.
Back there, someone told me (supposingly Alysia) to better control my radiation and I tried it, felt like there was something flickering about me difficult to control. We took each others hands and a sort of trembling started. We called it a new dance we just invented. Then we played a game in which we floated on the wet grass of the lawn around the crystal.
With someone else (Vicky?) I moved upwards. Thoughts came to my mind: "The emptiness...it's the filled emptiness; when leaving will and emotions, then this emptiness will be filled." We landed at the crystal and someone watched us (Alysia?).
Then again that pull came and moved me up again to this void, this emptiness-fullness-I-field. Got thoughts related to Blink: The One Thing is the consciousness, which unites everything it perceives in itself through itself.
Now I'll read your posts.
Bye, Spooky
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