1) I learned how quickly some of us regrouped on another site after the crash. I pictured, at one point last week after going to Lynn’s site, that it was as if we were hit by a tsunami, all went under but some bobbed to the top, spotted each other, and said Wow, what was that about?, Added glad you made it to the top, are you OK-happy to see ya’.  I had the feeling inside that this is how it might be after a death by disaster of a group of individuals and their meeting in the afterlife.  A warm chill/thrill went through me mixed waves of Love and Relief as we proceeded to discuss the happening. Interesting things came out of this discussion. Love You-fellow bobbers and thanks to Lynn for providing the raft.

2)I was reinforced once again that there are no “accidents” and what appears to be an accident can merely be an opportunity to see what we believe, what we value, and/or how we handle change. I learned that this attitude is a belief that I value and recognize how many times it has helped me to choose another way of looking at things. Also, I was reinforced in the belief that all accidents are meant for our higher good because ultimately we a learning something.  Learning through experience is good.  Be greeted with B-man’s passion and frustration was good. He does not say anything that I haven’t said/thought, worked through or are still working through to get me to inner peace, being more loving, and gaining confidence in exploring the concept that I am more than my body.

3)I learned that Kyo offers some pretty good information because, as a result of the BC, I got a chance to read through his Hilarion posts from Deja vous thread.  I see how much more clear Kyo is in his postings especially when he offers his own opinions on the material. I never forget, in one of his earlier postings, when he was going on about something and inserted about midway down, “I Kyo” and he went on to explain about just going through an upsetting personal with someone else.  He never explained what the problem was, but from that moment on, I loved that guy and started to trust him. I learned how much I also appreciate the others who give “classes” on what they’ve learned because as a reader and being a crowd of one in my focus of this physical experience of being Jean, I can’t read all the books so I count on many of you to fill in the gaps in my education.

4)I learned how much I missed mystic_dreamer and many others when I went to Lynn’s board and they didn’t bob up.  There was a cry withheld that dissipated as I remember that we’ll meet again. 

5)I learned to appreciate even more the growth that many individuals went through as they struggled to express themselves, myself included, and relate their struggle to the various topics, ie. Boris, Freebird, and now B-man.
 
6)I learned that I align with many here that represent for me my ideal self and because of this, I support them and feel unconditional Love and support back.
 
7)I learned to listen to that little voice that says, “Jean, better do or check on this or that” when it’s soft and naggy and not backed with Big Fear or paranoia  (That’s not the one I listen to).  Like the one that directed me to take some extra time Monday morning 8/8/05 to print out my last 100 posts for my sons.

8)I learned to trust in Bruce and his guides a little bit more, all those retrievers and theirs and finally in mine.  For $50 bucks, I followed his guidance to the afterlife and freedom from my body while awake.  Amazingly simple but mind blowing!  Whatta’ trip and for free no less.  We’ve bounced back, stronger than ever-trust me, try it Miky, you’ll like it, you’ll see-and even if the board goes down again, many more will realize that you can find each other again even if it’s another board or in partnered explorations.  Yes Alysia, my hair does appear as light gray and I do cut it around me ears and I do appear to some as taller than my 5’1 ¾ height because for them, for some reason, I can seem, daunting?  I first noticed this with my son’s father who was 6’3”.  Plus my alter ego is a tall lanky person as those I’ve always admired in this life focus and I’m always a bit shocked at how short I really am.  Not that I don’t like petit people too.  But who knows at this point, we’ll have to explore further and if my bro’s. visit maybe they can get my pic. on board.  Meanwhile, I still have my sign, in big letters, “Remember Alysia” posted in sight as the last thing I see before shutting my eyes for sleep. I, indeed, want to learn more about this.

9)I learned again how much I love my sons, my main sources of PUL when doing exploration exercises, as a result of their responses to my adventures with my 100 posts and the BC.  In fact son # 3 checked in with me as I was typing #7 on this list and also wants copies mailed directly to him.  That means contact with all three of my sons within the past week.  You have to understand that this only happens on holidays and that their requests represent their wanting a piece of who I am now.  Quite a compliment to this “old lady”.

10)I learned that I Love all the contributors on this board and how thankful I am to have Bruce and his free gift to us all so we can explore the afterlife or prepare for this exploration.  I also appreciate being introduced to other writers like Alysia, our wonderful hostess and greeter and Gordon P.  Thanks guys!LOL  I laughed when it was mentioned after the BC that many contributors do not check out Bruce’s home page before they post on the conversation board, after the BC that was all they could do for those few days.


My question to you all is this, what did you learn as a result of the BC that helps you to move forward towards whatever you’re seeking???

Love, Jean

P.S. I learned, a while back, that the hierarchy thing sort of lost its appeal for me after JD   and his site graduated- not that I’m not proud of my legacy for my sons of sticking with my 100 postings.  I am, I am- but they grew more as a result of wanting to contribute my 2 cents worth fearlessly and with thought then by being motivated to gain the crown.

JK

Kardec,

I know from reading your previous responses to various threads that you do indeed understand and have relayed that understanding beautifully .  Any missed words have not detracted from you gentle insightful messages. So glad you’re still with us as a valuable part of this crazy cluster of individuals.  I suspect that the board crash affected more people than we realize but as you said in the past, “…life seems to be always bringing us exactly the problem we are afraid to get in touch with”. 

Keep up the good work! 

Love and admiration, Jean 

P.S. I can’t even imagine attempting to get my ideas across to others in another language -what courage you have.  Your attempts a producing wonderful input. Thanks.