are you afraid to leave this
loving world?

Not afraid to die at all..since we don't really die.

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fear is an illusion. an illusion alludes to some imagined threat..walking straightway into fear causes it most often to show itself as an illusion. it's like falling off a horse..it hurts like hell but you jump up in the saddle again before the fear can tell you that u can never ride again. I'm not saying I'm beyond all fear but there is a lot less of it around these days, maybe because I'm getting older? who knows, but if there is less fear, then there is more feelings of love to replace anxiety and I can't complain.
do I fear dying? not really, but I don't want to go suddenly without knowing it's coming I want to walk into it facing it head on, eyes wide open. and I can't go anywhere until I've been made grandmother by my two kids. that's supposed to happen within five years I've been promised...geez, I wish those girls would hurry up! lol.

[quote author=Ryan b link=board=afterlife_knowledge;num=1121486906;start=0#6 date=07/19/05 at 11:10:13]Hey,

just reading your post made me laugh at the end alysia! lol.
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cool Ryan! laughter gets us through it all.
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about going suddenly, i mean i want to know i'm about to die but i wouldnt want it to take long, i don't like the idea of a painfull death, but yeah i do wanna know its gonna happen because then i guess you don't get stuck in a focus level is it?
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right. pain is relative. did u know you can produce endorphins in your body to relax away pain? with your thoughts? this is the real challenge then to study what pain is. well, insofar as a lingering painful death, see no reason personally to take that road but not in an intellectual place enough to judge others take that route. if people get stuck, there's lots of helpers and retrievers help them get unstuck.
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anyway wouldn't it be easy enough to get out off, like if you were talking to people and they were talking back, with out knowledge  wouldn't it just be, wait a minute! oh right i've past on??

Hope that makes sense...
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happens like that I surmise all the time. what a big surprise...ha ha! imagine that! hey, scratch head, I'm dead! well, hmmm. did I have fun? did I treat everybody good? could I have done better? then you see the reason why you came here. it's better to see the reason why u came here before you die though, then u don't get stuck, you just start vibrating faster. love, alysia

No, I'm not afraid. In fact I AM looking forward to it. I long for HOME.

With Love, Mairlyn