Hi SS......I started getting these kinds of experiences years back, when I was 14. I know exactly the 'fear' you are referring to. It really consumes you like nothing else. I too become paralized...and get this strange kind of a vibration like feeling all thru my body. I would be able to see everything going on around me , yet I was completely unable to communicate with those that I could watch. I think the truely worst part of it was the feeling of fear....not a fear of what was happening to me, but more of a fear of something near me......????...I can't explain it.
About 2 years ago, this experience started to change....I did nothing to make it change, it just started happening by itself. I would end up in this frozen state, usually when trying to sleep, or already sleeping......once in this state, I would find myself leaping into the air....and then I would fall back to the ground....then leap again, trying to go higher.....on this one experience, I kept trying to go higher and higher...and then suddenly I found myself in some unknown place....I think it was here on earth somewhere, but I really don't know. It looked like earth! At this place, it was a beautiful sunny day.....I just fell from the sky and landed in the middle of this country type road.....I walked and walked until I came to small town.....I walked down the main street hoping to find someone who could tell me where I was....because I had no clue! However, the people that I saw, spoke a different language, one I had never heard before....all the street signs and store signs were in this language....so I wasn't getting any help at all! I was getting concerned that I would get 'stuck' in this place, where ever it was....and so I started leaping and leaping upward to the sky, hoping to be able to get back to home, where I came from.
I made it back here....fell from the clouds...and here I am...thank goodness. I didn't like it where I had been, only because I wasn't able to communicate with anyone.
I have mentioned this experience here before...but I have never related it to an obe.......these kinds of flights happen alot now......if anyone can tell me if this is in fact, obe.....I would sure like to hear about it...
Also, these kinds of paralyzing experiences have been tried to be explained away by 'professionals' as 'sleep paralysis'.......for those of you who know much more on obe....my question is: is obe different than sleep paralysis???.....or are they the same thing?
lol......I almost don't want to say it, but there has been one time when 'little people'...lol..(alien???) were in the room with me when this paralysis came on.....and if I remember right, I think that is what I was so afraid of.
ta-taa!! mystic.........
..............oh yeah....I have lots of experiences where I am flying thru the sky....sometimes like a bird, sometimes just floating.....and, I remember when I was in my teens.....that was a long time ago!....I got around in my dreams by riding on the tail end of a vacumn cleaner hose......if you can believe that!! lol.....I guess over time, I became more advanced.....I wonder what I will learn over the next few years?