Hi Koo and welcome to the forum. I believe that we always have many guides protecting us all the time. I am feeling that it wasn't in your life plan to leave then and you had help in coming out of the accident with no injury. Can you tell us just what happened and your thoughts as it was happening?  Perhaps there's more that you have blocked out or can't remember. Just a thought.

Love, Mairlyn

Thanks for your quick reply Marylin

I switched lanes at the legal speed limit so I wasn't speeding!  Then I could feel myself/car being pulled from side to side and I couldn't see anything, the force or g-force was quite strong, then my vision came back and I saw the central reservation and went into it, my first thoughts were "Oh no, there's going to be a pile up, it's going to be terrible".  I then ended up on the side of the motorway and my car was totally crumpled except for my side.  No one else was involved, thank god!  I couldn't live with myself if I was responsible for killing someone and the pain and suffering to their loved ones, I just couldn't believe no one else was hurt.  Of course I was in a total state inside but yet seemed incredibly calm.  I was convinced it was a lesson to me and have been reflecting on it.  All my family are dead except my mother who I haven't spoken to in three years due to, well..... it's all such a mess.  But anyway, I think maybe this accident was a kick up the bum to encourage me to contact my mum.   I was thinking maybe my father helped me but you think it could have been a guide, I'm happy with either!

It's so frustrating when you just want to KNOW..... I know everyone on here will understand that!

xx

Oops I'm so sorry Mairlyn - I spelt your name wrong lol

Koo, it certainly could have been your father or several beings. When you said that everyone in your family is dead except your mother and that you haven't spoken to her for 3 years, I had a very strong feeling that that is what the whole thing is about. And then you said
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I feel that's your answer right there. Whatever the problem is between you and your mother can be resolved. I hope you will think strongly about this and decide for the best. Please keep us informed.

With Love,
Mairlyn 

Hey, Koo,

See you around the classroom! 
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