Kip said: it's a thought that comes to me and says "you are alive" and it freaks me out a bit, not as much as it first did when i had this feeling, but it is still a little freaky.
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Relax. it gets better. lol. I went through a year of this little voice telling me I had a life. it's your internal guidance system trying to make you appreciate yourself more.
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had the radio voices also and the buzzing is the wake up call to your unlimited self, the beginning of astral travel perhaps, the awareness that you can mind travel, break out of the routine of eat, sleep, go to work, eat, sleep, etc. surely theres more to life than caring for the physical vehicle. it's you expanding.
lots of us are sensitive to crowds, is good idea to avoid crowds for that reason until you can differentiate your thoughts, feelings, from theirs. theres a grid thing around the earth for example; it contains all the voices of humanity echoeing down through the centuries. it's really noisy there. draw a map is my advice: put all the streets on it you want to go down; put a big X in the middle for a reference point, put some writing on the map that says "you are here." check the map frequently to get your bearings so you never get lost, return to the center as many times a day as you need to as some of those side streets are quite attractive to explore and we get lost easy.
thanks for sharing your honest and beautiful story.

Hi Kip
Alysia is right on. You are one of those people blessed (?) with psychic abilities that are not yet well tuned. If you'd like to be able to tune your mental radio/TV system, you might try geting into a group that does kundalini yoga, based on traditional breathwork and meditation, especially meditation. As a quick way to get started, you could get a local hypnotist (ideally an IBRT certified one) to relax you while taping the session, with no instructions except that you are going always deeper into your inner self, and that each time you do it you will become better at it, more fully focussed, and more comfortable. However, you'll very possibly develop kundalini as well, and finding a source of guidance from a legitimate guru would be a hassle saver. Bruce's "do it yourself" fifth book/CD set is another place the get in touch with meditative methods.

- dave

Hi Kippen~ Welcome 

Regarding the bubbles...I think those may be (only personal opinion...I'm by no means an expert in this arena) either our guides or elementals (some people have elementals as guides).  I use to see little balls of light either from the corner of my eye when I was younger or once a green ball of light the size of a tennis ball - went flying by me through the kitchen and out the door.  And...as crazy as this sounds...I swear to goodness it was a fairy (I was a lot more open to these beliefs when I was younger  ).  At the very least I believe they are something (whatever that something is) watching over us.

As for the buzzing, I believe it is somehow related to OBE or it may have to do with that inbetween state you get into between sleep and awake.  Once I woke up in the middle of the night and I was sitting up in the bed rocking myself back and forth plugging my ears because it sounded like someone had put the radio on FULL volume and put it inside my ear drums and I thought my head was going to split.  The even funnier part is it was a song like from an actual radio station (don't remember the exact song...but it was by Garbage).  I was disoriented because I had just seconds before been in a dead sleep and when I looked behind me I realized I was half sitting out of my body so I slammed backwards to make the noise stop and instantly became paralyzed...and the memory of the song was still making my ears ring.  However, once I woke up there was no radio playing anywhere in the house...I could never figure out where it came from.  That was a completely freaky moment.

Also, for a couple of years I lived in a very 'haunted' apartment.  I seemed to have a steady stream of 'visitors'.  Every night my room felt like a 'standing room only' party was going on in my bedroom.  And everytime I started to fall asleep and was in that 'inbetween' state I could hear all of them and it would scare me awake again.  Till this day I have to sleep with the tv or radio on so that I can tell myself it's just the tv so that I can fall asleep.  (Am I a big baby or what?)  So the 'voices' might be you hearing the otherside or afterlife or something like that (either other spirits or other beings?).  So maybe it's that (which sounds like you are sensitive to these things) or perhaps it is the M Band noise that the others mentioned that Monroe talked about.

I've also heard my name spoken outside of myself (vs the normal chatter in my head) and it was male and I believe it was a guide of mine.  I've wrote about the experience on another board, and there is a little discussion on it.  http://www.spiritlinnusa.com/linns_forum/viewtopic.php?t=267

Being around crowds...hmmm....Alysia is right...there are a lot of us who are sensitive to crowds.  I use to not even be able to go to shopping malls (much to the chagrin of my female friends) because after an hour of two I felt like I was going to pass out from sensory overload.  It seems to be about being empathic (feel others feeling/emotions) and sounds like you may even be telepathic.

The suggestions from the others here are great.  It will be important for you to learn how to ground yourself, to shield yourself, and how to clear yourself of what you pick up from others so you don't end up taking on their stresses as well (I'm sure you have enough of your own).  There are so many resources regarding these things I wouldn't even know where to begin.  Hopefully others here will actually have books or sites they could recommend since I'm currently blanking out on any.

Much love,

Jenn

Hi, Kip!

I see little lights often, some are colored, some are silvery white or golden white.  They come in varying sizes, but mostly I see little pinpricks of light - very bright.  I know they are my guides, angels, or other beings.  Though at times I feel that I am looking through my own aura.  At those times I feel the lights are more diffuse.

Good luck with your projections!

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