Hi, Tradergirl, and welcome.
I was heavily involved in evangelical Christianity (Baptist etc.) for much of my life, but somehow I have been brought to a much wider understanding of truth and life. I read a lot and I experience God's goodness in so many ways.
I feel that this is an important time in your life, a time when you're opening up to new and good things. Your guides and helpers (we all have them and they help us grow as we want to grow) will bring things into your awareness that will broaden your experiences and brighten your spirit.
Read this board, read Linn's board (
http://www.spiritlinnusa.com/linns_forum/), read Bruce's four - no, make that five - books and see where the universe leads you. Joys await...
Joe Meboe