set an intention to do a retrieval, I'm trying not to fall asleep but I did anyway. I found myself  in a dream state as a working girl, busy, busy, busy. I would come home at night and fall into deep relaxation in my living room. the 2nd time I sailed into my living room I found an invader there; oblivious to anything but my sailing mood, I sailed right into his constricting arms. a moment of confusion occurred. I judged myself for not being aware of being stalked for a moment. he, reveling in a position of control. I decided the only thing to do was play up to him and hope he wouldn't be wise to my coniving...I had to take this guy somewhere other than my living room. I did not take his sense of being in control away from him but played into it. yes, you are in control, hmmm, flattery seemed to be working as he liked it and he was completely unaware of my manipulations, so far, so good. he agreed to go for a car ride with me. I don't know who was driving as we were in the backseat and I needed to keep working on him on the ride, I had his attention. I didn't want him to return to rapist thoughts.  suddenly a face of a woman appeared in the window at a stop lite, she tapped on the window, smiled at us inquiringly: he looked at her. she sent me a mental message: ok, you're safe now, you can let go of him, I can help. but I am still needing to continue my facade of comradeship with this guy, I'm afraid he will discover I'm leading him on and turn on me. so I pretend that she is intruding on us at first. then I notice he is really interested and has his full attention turned towards her so I relax and fade out of scene. it worked!! yehaaa!!!! my gratitude to the nice guide with the smiling face, it was a rather tight situation. love, alysia