Partnered Exploration; PE-Alien6

This is a call for PE, main purpose is to send Love & healing to an alien.

For some of my ideas related to PE activities in general,
see this -> link (where the PE template also is commented).


Name of this PE is PE-Alien6 and its session dates & times (24 hour clock) are:

- PE-Alien6.sess01, 2012-10-13 18.00 UTC+0 (Saturday)
- PE-Alien6.sess02, 2012-10-14 18.00 UTC+0 (Sunday)



Example 1, for Sweden, Germany, Italy and most of EU this becomes:
- PE-Alien6.sess01, 2012-10-13 20.00 UTC+2 (Saturday)
- PE-Alien6.sess02, 2012-10-14 20.00 UTC+2 (Sunday)

Example 2, for U.S. Eastern Time this becomes:
- PE-Alien6.sess01, 2012-10-13 14.00 UTC-4 (Saturday)
- PE-Alien6.sess02, 2012-10-14 14.00 UTC-4 (Sunday)


(If I make an error somewhere in the examples, please correct me.)
DST is in effect in both America and EU as I know of and accounted for
in the time of days above.


Activity: We are going to send healing, Love/PUL, acceptance, forgiveness,
happiness and other positive feelings to a specific Target Alien (TA).
Exactly what will happen I have no idea of, be open to anything.

The TA belongs to an albino alien species probably in a Monroe Locale III
(physical universe) different than ours.


Start your PE activity as you would do with any meditation session,
OBE attempt or similar activity.

Then gather some PUL into yourself. I have one description at this link,
but repeat it here:

------------------ Start of excerpt -----------------
1. Before starting your retrieval you gather some PUL. I do this for about one minute,
but apparently the recommendation is to gather PUL for about 3 minutes, while still
in C-1. Here is how you gather PUL:

You think of someone you love. When the feeling fades, you think of
the next person you love. If you have few persons you feel love to,
you shall think of some kind of surrounding where you feel at peace
and feel fine. You could think of a forest walk, the beach or somewhere
else where you are filled with good emotions.


2. You use PUL in two different ways:

2A. Whenever you encounter scary entities. Send them PUL and watch
them transform as they become non-scary.

Whenever you feel a dull a scary emotion. Cover the whole area with PUL,
until it brightens up.

2B. When someone doesn't want to exit their emotional loop which keeps
them stuck, for example in F 23. Or when you can't convince someone to
follow you to exit the afterlife area where they are stuck.

When a discarnate feels hostile (against you), or afraid for something.


You send love to the discarnate without requesting anything in return,
that's PUL.
------------------ End of excerpt -----------------


PE Action:

Imagine yourself at some favourite place of your choice or at a place
outdoors close to your home. Request a guide to appear and request that
guide to take you to a place called Vicky's Garden.

Once you arrive at the garden, greet everyone and spend some time doing
just nothing important, take your time and see what you pick up. Just
have some fun and look around.

If an albino alien appears and seems to want your attention, you may
step into the alien's body and then move to their home world, to the
alien city I've visited. The actual move may take about half a minute.

If you just want to talk to people, look around or dance on the lawn, that's
all fine. Just have fun and pick up any knowings or impressions at the
place.

Get as many impressions as possible, slowly move around. Is the garden
near a house? How many other people are there? Can you see any aliens?
What about guide-like persons? What garden/party equipment is there?
Are there any trees, bushes, children's toys, garden furniture, tools,
blankets, flowers etc. Do the settings change? Are we in a park or
do we at any moment move indoors. There often are changes of the
astral reality in my sessions, which are there to help me on the
way to deal with the session. Does it rain? Are there any animals
or birds in the surrounding?

I try to accept anything which happens and if appropriate I interact
with other beings, pet a dog, etc.

After about half an hour we all gather in a circle at the garden's lawn.

You don't need to look at any clock, just gather when you think it feels
right for you.

Try to see if there is any box, contraption or curled up TA in the middle
of the circle. If you can sense anything, begin sending all those
positive feelings mentioned earlier.

Let all the positive energy manifest in some way. I have seen a fountain
of energy light stream out of the ground, but it may look different for
you or for this PE.

When the energy is flowing, step into the middle of the positive love
and healing of the energy flow we have created. Do what feels natural.
I have had sessions where I have started dancing waltz with other
PE participants. Anything we do together will help.

I think it's important to be inside, in the flow of energy of the fountain.

Exactly what we will do, I have no idea right now, all this could be greatly
different from what really happens.

If the TA is removed or somehow has gone, be patient. There can be more
beings who need healing and PUL. Wait and see if anyone else emerges in
the PE circle.

For me, it's not unusual that I have to do three retrievals in one retrieval
session when things get going. Then things can be calm for weeks (or months).

Be prepared for anything and nothing. Trust your impressions.

And if anything becomes scary or looks dark, just send that thing or
whole area a lot of Love. Be patient and send it PUL for as long as
is needed, sometimes it can take 15-20 minutes before the PUL takes
effect.


A very simple timeline for the PE would then become:

1-3 minutes, relax & gather PUL.
4-5 minutes, a guide moves you to Vicky's Garden.
6-20 minutes, we learn what the surroundings look like and see the people.
21-50 minutes, we work on helping the TA (and other beings).
51-60 minutes, relax and recover.


See also the discussion thread preceding this call for PE.


Explicit participants:

Anyone can participate, just state that you will join the PE in this thread.
So far we have the following PE participants (their originating forum is
after their forum nicks):

PauliEffect (Afterlife Knowledge)
CFTraveler (Astral Dynamics)
IA56 (Astral Dynamics)
dreaming90 (Astral Dynamics)
hydro1 (Astral Void)
Jettins (Astral Void)
zoser (Unexplained Mysteries)

First Session; PE-Alien6.sess01, 2012-10-13 at 18.00 UTC+0,
local time (DST in effect) 20.00 UTC+2.


MY SESSION START & THE INNER GARDEN

During the afternoon I got more and more headache. That could mean
that something would happen during my session as nonphysical energies
would be moving.

As I'm the host of the PE, I decided that I had to start a little
earlier to greet everyone as they arrived at the PE. I began my
session around 19.48 - 19.50 my local time.

As soon as I laid down, I got those familiar goose bump energy wave feelings
which I sometimes get during sessions. Just this session I had more of
these energy sensations than usual, throughout the whole session.

I gathered PUL, made a REBAL and then did something I seldom do. I did a
Monroe Resonant Tuning (I just used the regular old "Auuoomm..!" sound),
several times. I made the sound for each one of the official PE participants,
and just to make sure, I also "tuned" in for some of those unknown to me.

And then I started my PE activity.

First I tried to go directly to the outer Garden at the Park area. I was
only partly successful. I lost impressions rather soon. Did I do something
wrong?

Before my second attempt I relaxed even more and went to "my place" at
Focus 27. I saw some of my regular outdoor surroundings and then suddenly was
up in the air, close to a tower, watching all of the landscape at my place.

Hmm...

Strange. Why am I into the air?

I relaxed some more and was suddenly in a beauty parlor were a woman had
her face/appearance (?) improved somehow. Indoor. That was unexpected.


I put firm intent to go directly to the Garden Park area, but instead ended
up inside the high dark green hedge at the House (see map). This was better
but not perfect. I decided to walk around at the inner Garden to see if there
was something I was expected to do there first.

I saw some of the odd aliens I've seen before, one alien was scary with big
eyes, but probably harmless. I only saw one albino alien at a distance.

Then, while walking around at the inner Garden (to the right corner of the
House on the map), I saw an alien in a vehicle, which looked like a sci-fi
car or a huge, futuristic lawn mower. This "gardener" alien looked cartoonish,
like one of the small green aliens in the movie Mars Attacks. Staring
at me in a menacing way with its large head inside a big glass bulb... I've
never seen this kind of alien during any of my sessions. All its teeth were
visible in an uncanny frozen grin.

What could this mean?

I felt like I was on the wrong track.

Where were all the PE people and why was I inside the inner Garden?

I moved to the other corner of the Garden (lower left on the map). There
was an albino alien standing. What more was that there was an opening in
the hedge, an opening which had never been there before and which went
to the Park area of the outer Garden. The opening was as wide as a
regular door.

I had to get to the outer Garden and welcome everyone as they dropped
in to the PE. I tried several times to move through the hedge opening,
out to the Park area, but failed every time. I was stuck inside the
inner Garden with the House to my right side. The albino alien was
standing in front of me and looking as neutral as an albino alien
possible can look.

Maybe I was supposed to do something together with the albino alien?
It was just standing there doing nothing, not even emanating any
special emotion? It was quite tall. I took a careful look at it.
Hmm.. Maybe it was radiating something? Was it welcoming me?

I decided to step into the albino alien's body. Apparently that was
the correct decision.


MOVE TO NONPHYSICAL SPACE

Once I went inside the albino alien, using its body as my body, dressed
in an albino alien, I began moving upward.

I think I sensed a second albino alien to my left side, moving along with
me.

This move is one of those strange moves, where I don't really know what
happens. Where am I? What do my surroundings look like? No idea.

The move took no more than 10 seconds, then it stopped.

I just assumed that I was in some kind of nonphysical space, but I could
see no stars or other identifications around me. But I sensed albino
aliens close by. They did something to me or perhaps to my alien friend,
who had let me use his body for this part of the PE session.

The procedures felt almost surgical and lasted for about a minute.

Then I was left alone.

I stood up and walked around. Having no idea where I was, I tried to look
for anything which I could put my mind's eye on. I saw walls.

Then I saw an alien "doctor". Yes, I think that albino alien was a medical
doctor of some kind. He looked firmly at me, not too friendly. What did he
want?

The alien doctor was very slim and had some kind of doctor clothes, maybe
an apron and it was wearing dark, brown surgical gloves (!), so apparently
my Perceiver/Interpretter was working overtime. The alien doctor held its
hands upwards in the air, palms facing its chest in a way which indicated
that it wanted to avoid getting its gloved hands contaminated. I think
it was a male doctor.

I approached him and asked him what I should do next?

Not a word...

But before I had time to re-focus, the alien doctor pointed to a hallway.
I thanked him and walked down the hall. Somehow I ended up on a round
platform with metal fencing which was there to prevent anyone from
falling of the platform.

I now realized that I was far from the Garden area. What would the others do
without me? Would there be a nonphysical stand-in, greeting the PE arrivers?

The platform moved upward. Up, up, up...

I eventually ended up in some kind of huge room. In front of me was an
extremely large window, perhaps tenths of meters wide and high. I could
see out into outer space. Blackness and small stars were visible.

In front of me some aliens were standing. They had very large heads and
they were standing with their backs to me at all the time. I couldn't
get any contact with them. These aliens were not the albino ones.

They kind of was standing to my front left and right sides, but no one
was standing directly at my front, so my view out of the huge window
was not obscured. The large headed aliens seemed to be doing something,
working or operating the spaceship (?).


NAMELESS ALIEN GUIDE

To my side an alien suddenly appeared. I think it was the same "second
albino" who I had sensed at the beginning of the move into space.

This albino had slightly larger eyes than the other albino aliens. Could
it be a human guide in disguise? Perhaps I could ask? As I have no name
for this alien, I'll just call him Second Albino.

I said: "Are you an alien?"

Second Albino: "Yes."

I asked: "Are you part of my I-There?"

Second Albino shaking its head: "No." (Almost as a ROTE: "Not related to you at all.")

I then asked: "Are you a guide?"

Second Albino: "Yes." (Almost as a ROTE: "You do your task. I follow and help.")


During a period of time which seemed like one or two minutes (I got almost
restless), nothing happened. If I tried to move, I was soon back in front
of the super sized window, looking at stars, only seeing the backs of
those other large headed aliens.

Then something changed in my surroundings.

I saw a particular star in my upper view become brighter. But then I realized
it wasn't a star. It was just a speck of light, something very different,
smaller than a regular star. The other stars seemed gone.

The Second Albino pointed to the small speck of light and said: "Enter."

Enter? Jeez, I was really far away from Vicky's Garden. I really wondered
how the other PE participants were doing?

I did my best to move forward to the speck/dot of light. I can't really
explain in words what I felt or what it was. The nearest I can come in
explanation is that the dot of light felt like a small entrance to another
region of some kind. There also was turmoil when entering. It's difficult
to put words on my experience.

It was like I either extracted something or was extracted myself into/from
something. It was a very unusual feeling. The dot of light led into a very
narrow tunnel where I could move back and forth.

The whole event was completely different from the first time, weeks ago,
when I had gone with the albino aliens to their city. I wondered what
was going on this time?

Then I saw the TA, the Target Alien.


THE TARGET ALIEN

I now met the Target Alien in its own surroundings, and everything from
here on, until I was back at Vicky's Garden was a mix of turmoil. I clicked
out more than once and have difficulties re-telling what happened.

Maybe I should have figured this out, that I had my own task in the PE?

Someone had to go fetch the TA, and it had to be me. But the first time
I fetched the TA, that was such a simple procedure. I just moved a big
machine, with the TA nice and calm inside, to our PE place at Vicky's
Garden. So this second time, I hadn't expected any problems related to
the actual move of the TA.

But, but...

Apparently things were not that simple.

I had to go down the speck of light, like going down into a hole in the
ground, or rather, a hole into the worst sewers you could find on Earth.
Then do something (?), move up, move down again, do something more, etc.

And I still don't know what I did. It was like I brought something with
me, down the hole, and then I pulled something out of this hole. Sounds
weird, but I lack words for describing what it felt like.

Each time I got out of the hole, I felt like something was done to me.
Then the Second Albino pointed to the speck and sent me a sort of ROTE,
I had to go back in again, back into the hole.

For a long time I was constantly moving in and out of the hole and most
of the time when I entered the hole, I also encountered the TA. At times
I felt I had to stay in the hole and "unload" some kind of energy. At those
times I know that I sent PUL to the TA, who often became upset.

PUL hurts if you have done very bad things to others, as PUL makes you
aware of what you have done. At those times I could feel the TA's pain.

On some visits down the hole, the feelings became almost overwhelming.

I could sense that the TA had done terrible things to other beings. I was
probably quite well shielded from most of the emotions of the TA, but
some very dark feelings still went through. And at those moments I really
thought that the TA looked disgustingly ugly, "physically" ugly.

The TA jumped at me, but its attacks were not really fierce and didn't
seem to harm me. Instead I sent Acceptance and PUL each time I got the
TA close to me. I actually doubt that it intended to hurt me, but still
it sent some of its pain towards me. The TA also changed shape.

I sometimes hugged the TA, and getting so close to it really scared the sh!t
out of me, but over time I got more used to the TA and became less and less
afraid of it. At one time it flew onto me and hugged back at me like an
oversized Gollum with very long arms and legs.

On each visit down the hole, I tried to get the TA back up with me, to get
it out of its region and bring the TA back to the PE Garden. But I failed
every time.

Feeling the TA's skeleton body, I decided to communicate with it. I told
it my real name and from what place I originated ("Pauli, Earth.." - sounds
silly now, I know). I hoped it was the "evil" kind of being who would hang
on to me and make it possible for me to move the TA with me to the PE.

At one occasion the TA's needle sharp pointy teeth were close to my face.
When I saw its eyes up close, I decided to ask for its name.

I said: "What's your name? Do you have a name I can say?"

The TA stared at me with snake like eyes and hissed into my ear: "Tabitha..."

Hmm..

Tabitha? A female name? Was that a name I've picked up from the AstralDynamics
Forum? Anyway, Tabitha was quite an appropriate name, as the first two letters
where "TA". Perhaps "evil" Tabitha had some humor after all?

Maybe Tabitha had scanned my mind?

Tabitha changed shape a lot of times, but I wouldn't say she exactly made
real resistance. Perhaps she had agreed to be part of some kind of procedure
or at least knew what it all was about, that it was to her good?

To make a long story short, the TA eventually turned whole its body into
sharp knives which cut through the air. I think that was the result of
Tabitha receiving PUL and becoming aware of her (his? its?) actions.

I remember one situation where Tabitha had a particular terrible moment
and turned her back against me. I held her right hand in my right hand
and she lay down and stayed that way for some time.

Then things calmed down and Tabitha was resting on her stomach, perhaps
on a bed. She poked out her little tongue and licked a small red lollipop,
which had emerged out of nowhere.

Perhaps licking the lollipop was the only way she could get some comfort?
Or perhaps the lollipop was my interpretation of what was going on?

I don't know for how long I had been in and out of that hole, but probably
more than half an hour as I also had clicked out and lost memory of some
of the action.

I now sensed Vicky's Garden around me.


BACK AT VICKY'S GARDEN

The shift was rather sudden. I didn't move the long way back. I just was in
the Garden area.

I think I was close the the high, thick hedge.

The first person I saw was Jettins. I greeted him and he was happy. I next
saw hydro1 at his side, then in an order I don't remember I saw CFTraveler,
dreaming90, zoser, IA56, Vicky and Moen (yes, the man) and some other women
and men who I have only faint ideas who they may be.

I was late and I also hadn't got the TA - Tabitha, with me. But I somehow
moved in and out of the Garden and back into the region where Tabitha was
located.

Then the PE action started, I lost track of some events at times.

We did a lot of PE group activities at the Garden, sending PUL and healing.
At one point in time I also noticed that IA56 could need some healing, so I
placed her in the middle of our healing circle and we all sent healing to her.

IA56 had some sort of important task so I felt I had managed to figure out
what we had to do to make her function at her maximum at the PE.

All other PE participants were more stable and worked well as a group.

At one point in time I could see the "machine" in which I had first seen the
TA inside. The machine was standing on a small hill in the Park, but by
that time I was clicking in & out, so I don't remember what we did to with
the machine or if Tabitha was inside the machine. I think some of us formed
a circle around the machine, but my memory on this point is fuzzy.

We also danced a lot, we danced waltz with each others and with aliens.
I danced with a female Jabba the Hut alien for quite some time. She was
enormous and had a great time. She also was a great dancer, moving at
quite an ease with me. Her head had of a blobby, wiggly top part which
wobbled in a funny way when she move around and her tail part went off
in a squiggly way.

Somehow we built up a lot of happiness in the Garden & Park area and
that happiness moved its way up to Tabithas region.

We move into space at one point, dancing and sending PUL in all directions,
we were mostly in the formation of a dancing circle. After some time we went
back to the Garden and Park.

Then we had like an eating frenzy. There was steaks, barbecue sausages and
various kinds of soda or drinks, some which I went around and offered everyone.

At some points during the later half of the PE we also gathered in the
circle and sent a ray of positive energy directly into the hole from
where I could sense Tabitha hide. The ray of energy shot right up from
the fountain and went into the dark sky, passing into the speck of light,
moving through the narrow tunnel and reaching Tabitha's region.

Then...

I don't know what happened really, but there were kids all over the place
and the Park had the feeling of a playground or amusement park and among
all kids Tabitha was running around, in an albino alien child form!

I know that at one point Tabitha jumped at me again, trying to bite me
in my neck at the Park area, but the group just sent her PUL and she
let go of me and then ran after the other kids.

(I just assume now, I think those other kids were adult guides in disguise.)


Everything seemed fine, but I felt a little unsure..? Had I done my part?
Had Tabitha got enough PUL? Did we do it the right way?

Things had not gone exactly as planned. I had not brought the TA to the
PE. Tabitha had somehow just appeared there at her own. And my whole
movement operation in and out of the light speck/hole was just strange.

Then...

At the top of a hill in the Park, a giant robot suddenly rose up.


THE GIANT ROBOT

I became almost certain in an instant that the giant robot was a symbol for
something. Exactly what I didn't know. The robot didn't seem to have mind
of its own.

The robot was in the shape of a human-looking robot of the 1950ies sci-fi
movies. Its body had a lot of flat surfaces and right angles. The robot had
two arms, two legs and one head. I got vibes of the old Forbidden Planet.

I saw the robot kick someone with its metallic right heel in a backward
motion. That poor little guy who was kicked, flew through the air like
a small doll.

People gathered (with some distance) around the giant robot and looked at it.
The robot grew and grew. I could sense no living being inside it. It was like
the robot was just a dead machine, a huge moving metal shell. But inside it
felt empty, like no one was there.

Some people started sending PUL to the robot to calm it down.

I had no clue what to do. It had been a long time since I saw my Second Albino
guide. I looked around and immediately saw the Second Albino to my left.

I asked: "What is the Robot?"

Second Albino: "Tabitha."

Uhh..?

The robot was so without any emotions that I had a hard time believing what
I just heard. But if the Second Albino was right, everyone had to send the
Robot healing, PUL, positive feelings.

I urged everyone who I knew by name, stating their names, that the Robot was
the TA and they should send it PUL. While I spoke to everyone the Robot
just continued to grow, it was now far over the tree tops.

When I had shouted myself to a finish, I joined in the PUL sending. Somehow
I was now in the air, at a birds view when our joint PE efforts had effect.
The Robot shrank and became small, now merely man sized.

There was some more turmoil, but I think I clicked out. Anyway, by now
things felt finished in regards of Tabitha and I felt tired.

I couldn't sense Tabitha anywhere.

I still had doubts about our PE actions.


ALIEN EDVIN

I was sort of exhausted. My session had probably not lasted more than an hour
but I wasn't sure I could do much more of value. Walking around at the
Park, I wondered where A Edvin, the alien grey, was.

I suddenly saw Edvin and I said hello. He looked sort of indifferent, but
at the same time also a little sullen and somewhat happy to see me, in
the simple way I guess a grey alien may feel happy. Then I remembered
a question from the AD Forum, which I felt I had to ask him.

I said: "Edvin, do you want to be called 'alien' or to be called 'extra
terrestrial' - 'ET'?

Edvin: "Alien."

I continued: "Isn't ET better?"

Edvin: "No."

I continued: "Alien? Are you sure? But isn't ET - Extra terrestrial - better?"

Edvin: (Shaking his head violently.) "A... Edvin. Alien Edvin."


Ok.

At least the grey alien A Edvin preferred to be called alien and not
ET. Makes me wonder if he's born/created/manufactured here on Earth?

Other aliens may perhaps want to be called other things?


I continued to walk around the Garden and ended up inside the inner Garden,
where the House is. I saw an albino alien standing at the red spot (see map).
I don't think this albino was the Second Albino. This new albino alien did
an ET-thing. It pointed to my head with a red glowing index finger. The
finger moved into my skull and made something inside my head. Then the
albino alien moved its right index down and made something inside my
nonphysical body, probably energy work related.

I guessed this index-finger albino was a different sort of guide, so I
rather tired asked:

"Are we finished with the TA?"

The albino alien answered: "Come back tomorrow."

hmm... Not exactly a perfect answer, but I just assume the main load of
our PE work is done. Perhaps some of us need some adjustments to restore
various energies from the heavy action related to Tabitha?

I went out to the Park area again and thanked everyone for participation,
shaking hands with everyone of the explicit PE members and with some
unknown ones.

Then I looked out over the grassy meadows and saw all the rest of the
"staff". First I thought to myself that it was like seeing two football
teams, then I realized that there were even more people, perhaps 200
individuals of humans and aliens (mostly albinos) who had participated
or helped in our PE.

I slowly floated up to the surface and in physical reality I looked at
the time of day. It was exactly 21.00 o'clock.

Just for completeness, at the second session the TOE forum user who participated in our
PE has the nick Targobaath. Also, hydro1's gf participated, but I have no forum nick.

Just for your info, when in session today (did nothing really yesterday) I
saw something which could be a residue of Tabitha, like an Aspect of her.

I just sent the Aspect/residue Love for 5 minutes and it slowly turned
away and left.

I also saw 3 or 4 aliens in the inner Garden. They were all of different
species and I think they stayed there out of curiosity in case anything
still could happen out of their interest. The energy levels at the Garden
were clearly lower compared to what it was during our PE.

One alien or alien guard (I don't know if it really was alive or just had
some machine consciousness) was standing on the red spot in the inner
Garden. I stepped into the alien guard and could look out through its
eyes, but I couldn't move the guard's body around.

I think the access or entry point in the Garden to the albino aliens' world
is closed. I wouldn't say that I saw any albino aliens in the Garden as I
doubt the guard was an albino.

I just assume now - I think I should be able to visit the albinos again
without having to go through their entry point, but I haven't tried so
far.