I like a good amount of R.E.M songs, and I was a bit saddened to hear that they broke up.   It was interesting to hear Michael Stipe speak on their song, "This One Goes Out to the One I Loved (Fire)"

  I respect his honesty, because he mentions how that song was inspired by the fact that he hadn't fallen in love with others, but was in relationships for ego centered reasons, like the other people were temporary distractions (referenced in the song, for example, "A simple prop, to occupy my time...). 

  He has always struck me as kind of a depressed person.  Selfish people are always depressed and unhappy people.

   When you consistently attune to PUL, you start to become a more and more consistently joyous person, and your awareness and perception opens up, becomes more clear and accurate. 

   We teach what we are and where we are at.  And Like ever attracts and begets Like. 

  Unfortunately, it seems that most "Christians" are not attracted to Jesus per se, but to the Churchs or belief systems built up around him, which are distorted and limited versions or reflections of him.  Or in vibrational parlance, much slower vibratory than him.

  But it's also disheartening that it seems that so many non Christians can't seem to separate the two.   They also aren't attracted to or aware about the real Jesus, which was pure PUL type Love incarnate.

  Again, like attracts and begets like, and the more a person really  consistently attunes to PUL within, the more they will be attracted to and really understand Jesus, because PUL attracts, perceives, and begets PUL. 

  Hard words, maybe even judgmental on my part (too much purple in me, not enough White or Gold yet), but true.  Most realize this truth only in the nonphysical dimensions, wherein a more clear and accurate awareness of him is more widespread. 

Remember Monroe's 1st book, and that mighty force and consciousness that sometimes would sweep through whatever focus level or dimension Monroe was in at the time?   Remember the huge degree of respect and reverence that all in those dimensions would show to the one that Monroe wondered and asked aloud about, "Is this the Son of God?" 

  Monroe was very correct in his question.



  But i have a more personal question for you, what did you feel when I was booted from T.C.'s forum?

   

 

  You're probably right about M.S., i can't really say as i don't know him, but I do remember him talking about dealing with depression and in any case, i was more referencing to the earlier version of him.  And no, I didn't mean to say that i think he is egotistical.  I think there is a difference between normal selfishness and being egotistical.

  I use to experience really deep, suicidal depression Beau.  It was for four main reasons;  my body was really imbalanced & toxic, i was an overly self centered person (not PUL attuned enough), i experienced a lot of deep, painful, testing challenges throughout my childhood, and I was being influenced by unfriendly outer forces (i was unconscious to this at the time though) .  I still sometimes experience brief, temporary sadness or frustration. I'm definitely not "enLightened". 

  One thing I really respect about R.E.M. is how much charity stuff they have done.  And i agree, it's a pretty creative band.  Like i said, i like a good portion of their music, though I don't agree with all messages contained therein.

  Regarding T.C.'s forum, it's interesting that you see it that way.   I think the total time i was there, i maybe mentioned the name Yeshua/Jesus maybe just a total of 3 or so times.  It was definitely not a focus of mine there, like it sometimes becomes here (and here, i'm often responding to other peoples mentioning of him, like on this thread for example).

  Actually, i was trying to get some there to see that it was limiting to turn M.B.T. into a belief system.  It really seems that some there have turned it into their own bible of sorts. The first big red flag about that forum is that one has to discuss only MBT and related info--imagine if we were only allowed to discuss just Bruce Moen's work and related info here?    Tom is a great source of information, and as far as I can tell, the huge majority of his info is more or less accurate and helpful (that's rare for me to say about spiritual/consciousness sources). 

   But, he is not "enLightened" either, and always the better and more effective way is to get info from within and attuning to the most expanded and PUL attuned guidance one can. I often mentioned the importance of this, and outlined good methods of doing so.

  In any case, the issue there is not T.C., but his moderator.  I have nothing personal against him, but he is forcing "low entropy there" by constantly squashing so much different views, ideas, etc and people that don't "fit in" with the clique.  That forum would probably work a lot better, and be much more alive and vital, if it had a peer moderator system like this one does.  It's not perfect by any means, but no system is, and especially not where the majority of power is in the hands of one person.

   In any case, the past is the past, but i was curious about what you felt.

 

   

I appreciate you loving me and putting up with my shortcomings too Justin. Yes, Ted can be tedious sometimes. I get a lot out of the board on the whole but its no different than anywhere else. There's still a toehead belief system in spite of themselves. You may have a very valid point about forcing low entropy. I have considered that too. Gotta go to work but I look forward to our next convo!