I had an experience the night before last that shook me so that I don't know If I want to do any more retrievals. I have been realizing more and more the signifigance of the places in my dreams. The town in which I have spoke of before is a meeting place or link between where I am and where they are. I have been meeting up there for about a year now and everything has been going smoothly until, the other night.
I began asking questions of the people I meet there, about 3 weeks ago, to try and figure out where I was. It seems I may have asked too many questions because I was met with some resistance a few nights ago when trying to reach someone that needed me. The crowds on the side walk started to bunch together as if to slow me down, and I wasn't able to reach the person I was trying to find.
Then the night before last they turned down right hostile. I was met by a mob, angry all shouting at the same time. I couldn't make out what they were saying only that they didn't want me there. They looked different too, usually happy wearing bright colors, like the sixties, this time they were barely clothed and they looked like they had mascara running down their faces like black tears. They pushed me until i took refuge in an old theater. This is where it really got weird.
I was behind stage with everyone running around trying to get ready for the play, and someone handed me something and told me to get to work. I got to work (automatically?) and used this as an advantage to check the place out. It was very old, dark and creepy, with mazes of tunnels and catwalks. I climbed a catwalk and from there I could see the stage.
A most gruesome play was taking place. A man in dark red hood and a woman being dragged across the stage by her hair. Then (it gets a little foggy here) some band of weird men with hunched backs come out of the side of the stage snarling and begin to try to cover the woman with themselves when suddenly she stands straight up on her toes and shoots lighting from her fingers, mouth, eyes and toes.... I feel really hot and will myself to leave this place, only to end up face down in a puddle in a hotel room. I get up and try to find a way out of the room but all the doors are locked with card sliders at the tops of the doors, and the doors are like 15 feet tall! A man (appears) on the floor next to me. he rolls over and stands, looks at me and extends a hand. He says he can help me break out of here.
I wake up..
I have never felt more stuck in my dreams than I did in that place. I couldn't wake up and I couldn't transport, and I couldn't manipulate the structure... Pretty scary!