AMETYST SECOND MEETING + SHORT ALIEN RETRIEVAL
In this session I stated as usual that I was open for anything, OBE,
healing (self & others), getting info, removing obstacle (self & other),
personal growth (self & other), retrievals, including of aliens,
energy work (self & others) and being open to anything else.
So this is the first session I explicitly included doing a retrieval
of an alien, meaning a non-human being.
I also wanted to ask questions of the being I got the message was called
Ametyst, a black woman, who I had been told was an Aspect of Self of me.
After quite some time, I eventually saw the guide with name "Stephen Fry".
I wasn't completely coherent as I was close to sleep, on the border of
dreamland.
I remember asking S Fry about a concept I heard on a forum about
"hiring & firing guides". As S Fry is a guide, he might of course be
biased on this matter. But I got no answer from him. Perhaps I saw a
small frown on his face, but it could as well be my own doubt on the
matter of me making decisions about guides.
A little later into my session I would get info which pointed me in a
direction that it probably would be bad for me to make any such "hire/fire"
choices of my own.
I also tried to ask S fry about Ametyst, but didn't get any new info as
I remember.
Scene shifts. S Fry is gone.
I am on a street somewhere in a town. The scene resembles to some part
what I saw at my first meeting with Ametyst. She is also close by and
quickly moves down some stairs onto a basement area. I follow her.
Perhaps it is dark as she holds her left palm on the wall to her left
side as she descends the stairs. Here hair is like a big fluffy ball,
and she holds a small purse by a strap over her left shoulder. She wears
a black, body tight party shirt, perhaps partly transparent in nylon (?).
And she wears a short black skirt. She radiates some kind of female
attractiveness. I just have a slight feeling that she gives away that
radiation with me as a target, but I'm unsure.
Most of the time down the stairs and into the basement of the building,
she has her back to me. We move through a dark tunnel and eventually I
think we arrive at a party place, with a low ceiling. At some point I
feel that part of the place has a ceiling in the form of a low canopy.
Shift of scene.
Somehow we have left the party place. Are we standing on a flat roof top?
Ametyst climbs the metal ladder a few meters up a wall to another roof
top. Ametyst seems very happy, radiant.
I now see the same silhouette persons as I saw in the alley, the first time
I met Ametyst and she had dropped to the ground. I felt some kind of fear
for the silhouette persons. I decide to walk to them. My fear disappeared
and nothing happened.
I looked at Ametyst. She really looked happy and healthy. Then it dawned
on me. Her answers withing parenthesis.
I said: "
You are a guide!" (Yes. *smile*)
I could feel that she had a lot of positive energies.
If she was a guide, I could ask her anything. In February I had asked my
guides for how long I should do daily energy work in order to be able to
OBE. At that time I got the answer "half a year". That meant I would be
ready to OBE in August. I wanted to know if that time schedule would work,
so I asked Ametyst:
"
How long will it take before I can OBE consciously?" (Five years. *big smile*)
Ouphh...
She had mentally kicked away my feet. I had thought she would answer with
a much shorter time period. Was she joking, or perhaps she didn't know
the answer?
Or maybe it was 5 years, but in February other guides had said "half a year",
to keep me going with the energy work?
I was puzzled and may have clicked out. Could the previous session's
"retrieval" of Ametyst have been some kind of lesson? A test?
Change of scene. I could feel some kind of presence around me, probably
guides. I got the impression that they did adjustments to me. I asked
them if they could show me what they did and how they did it?
I was lying on my back and people was standing around me. They seemed to
wear some kind of protective suits, like surgeons. Someone was drilling
in me with a power tool. Then someone else started to saw in me, perhaps
in my leg with an electrically powered (?) saw.
This was just too weird. I got it, that they were "working" on me, but
the saw gave me some kind of horror movie association so I rejected my
view and requested it to be rebuilt.
Almost same scene.
I was laying down on my back.
This time all my body was covered by a grid pattern, like a go board.
I had go stones at many places all over my body. I could see hands from
guides. They placed go stones on the intersections of the go grid. It
must be the hugest go board I've ever seen, and the go board was clearly
asymmetric.
This was probably my guides way of telling me that they did lots and lots
of modifications to me and that their work was very complicated, beyond
my understanding.
For the reader: Go is like chess in principle, with the difference that
in go you have to take control over the go board as a total where you
maintain a "balance" where you have more control than you opponent at
the end of the game. The go board can be made arbitrarily large so the
complexity can become much greater than in chess.
To me the go grid structure analogy was clear and quite genial.
I looked for S Fry. He appeared.
I asked S Fry if he knew of others who had gone through the same degree
of modification as I had. S Fry answered that he knew at least 10 persons.
Maybe he was joking?
I asked S Fry how many people he would say had been modified at any extent
by their guides, including also very small modifications. S Fry looked out
into the air and answered:
("
Must be millions.")
Ok.
So it is apparently quite common for people to be modified by guides, but
my modifications were bigger than usual. After all, I had given my guides
free hands to do anything.
I got curious.
How about Robert Monroe.
I asked: "
To what extent had Monroe's guides modified him?" (He is one of the 10 I know of.)
Me: "
Ohh..? How do I compare to Monroe?" (You have very poor astral abilities.)
Thanks, that was an answer. Perhaps I should have avoided that question?
Perhaps S Fry was joking with me on this issues. I had the feeling that I
should view his answers on a symbolic level, rather than as absolute numbers.
I lost it somewhere here. I looked around for other guides and by some
reason saw the "theatre lady", the one I thought looked like she originated
from France. I wanted to know her name as I knew the names of the other
guides and I think she was important to me.
I asked: "
What's your name?" (Helga.)
That sounded like a Germane name. I remembered that she had said that she
was the same woman as the Norwegian teacher lady I saw around Mo-i-Rana at
a parking lot in Norway. Helga could also be a Norwegian name, which would
make sense, as Helga had had at least two incarnations.
Or was she German?
I tried to ask some more questions but mostly got my own mind garble.
I had had a very long session and was drifting, so I decided to abort or
at least take a break. I went to the bathroom, now completely in C1.
At my bathroom I saw the government-agent-looking guide of name "Tom Hanks".
This is the second time I interact with the astral from my bathroom...
It was Tom Hanks who prevented my from going to F 27 through the
dome, some weeks earlier. I should also mention that Tom H was the
one who brought me to F 27 at least on one occasion before that, on
my Werewolf Aspect retrieval.
I saw Tom H near me, from mid chest up. He was wearing his regular
black suit, white shirt and black tie. He just looked at me quite
indifferent. With my eyes mostly open I proceeded. His answers are
within parenthesis:
Me: "
I have a question." (...)
Me: "
You stopped me from entering the dome to go to F 27." (Yes.)
Me: "
Why did you stop me?" (You had told me so.)
Me: "
What? Who told you to stop me from going to F 27?" (You.)
Uhh...
I realized in an instant that if I had been unable to communicate with
my guide Tom H, and just followed the "hire & fire" concept, I could easily
have "
fired" quite a lot of good guides before I would have realized what
I was doing...
Me: "
Can I go to F 27 now?" (Sure.)
I didn't follow it up at that point, as it was enough for me to know that
I could try to go there if I wanted.
I went back to my bed, still in C1, and continued my session.
I remembered that this was a special day, as TMI had requested meditation
help. I wondered if I had done any help at all, as I mostly had asked my
guides questions for my own good. I asked out into "guide space" if I had
helped TMI at all and got a big "
Yeees!"
Stephen Fry reappeared. I wanted to talk about alien retrievals. If it was
possible for a Homo Sapiens to retrieve and alien?
I said: "
I want to do an alien retrieval. Can I do that?" (Yes.)
I had meant to do it at some future time, but suddenly my non-physical
non-visual vision changed.
I was in some kind of area with rocks on the ground. I never figured out
if I was outside or in a big cave. I sensed no walls, but it was a little
dark.
In front of me was a kind of Worm-Slug. It was difficult to estimate its
size, but perhaps the Worm-Slug was as big as a regular dog, or maybe a
tiny bit bigger. The Worm-Slug consisted of at least 4 long "worm" segments.
I couldn't see the farther end of the Worm-Slug, and it had no eyes, no nose
and no mouth. It's front part seemed to be like an almost flat surface and
each segment of its body had asymmetrical flat surfaces and edges.
Apparently I looked like a Worm-Slug myself.
I tried to communicate to the Worm-Slug as it hovered with its front part
over the ground. It seemed to notice me in some kind of way.
Almost immediately 4 other Worm-Slugs emerged, two at each side of my
original Worm-Slug, who now seemed less alone.
I also got one kind of surprising feeling.
The Worm-Slug didn't have to move from an Alien-F 23 to an Alien-F 27.
The Worm-Slug's change of perception was enough for it to be surrounded
by others of its kind. It was almost like it never shifted Focus Level,
at least not in a Monroe sense. I just think it shifted its state of mind
a tiny inkling.
Clearly this alien Worm-Slug must have had only a basic animal mind.
That was an interesting alien retrieval.
But I had expected someone with more human intelligence, I also realized
that I didn't do such a specification. Maybe I need to be more specific
in the future about what I wish for?