10/6/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

Now I am able to do the exercises at the same time I am using the mantra

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Did get into relaxation as quickly. May not have achieve f10 until the end of the cut

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Able to do the exercise an noting an awareness growing as to the moment of the move which is the condition of the exercise.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

This still is problematic since my previous training seems to have attenuated the interpreter in the session… in daily life the interpreter is more active tho I have a mantra to control it now that I recognize that it is the interpreter spewing garbage all day.

Imagination exercise 2

This was nicely developing will stay with 2 for a time.

joob d

Using imagination to prime the pump I walk to the TMI/Nancy Penn center crystal embrace it, go to Laurie Monroe plaque and tben into the building living room touch the chess board, walk thru the wall into the white room and touch the stove, turn right and walk the chalk board and touch it. Very satisfied with my progress.

S.

10/7/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

Sessions are settling in to a routine. Was able to get most of the exercises in with minor vague going through the motions actions which are not clearly consciously defined.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Not going into a deep relaxation mode in this exercise… never got to f10.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Executed the exercise as delivered. No particular awareness of the moment of movement.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Still uncoordinated in this exercise.

Imagination exercise 1

By now I am in f10 but not fulfilling the conditions of the exercise

joob d

Once into the mantra and using imagination to prime the pump… I seem to be progressing to a deep and firm foundation for a strong coming projection. Hard to describe the state and its benefits but it is there.

S.

10/9/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Didn’t get into relaxation as quickly. May not have achieve f10 until the joob cut

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Able to do the exercise and noted an awareness growing as to the moment of the move which is the condition of the exercise… and something added getting this intention ability is of course a big thing.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Some improvement getting a session flow.

Imagination exercise 2

Somehow I lost this exercise.

joob d

This is the second session in which in the Joob phase I got a brain split… my right ear gets a conical energy shaping but it hangs up… but I must be breaking through. I wandered through the TMI - Nancy Penn Center with more clarity in this session… I am  more into a reverie state toward the end than I have been… this is important because of the borderland requirement… but, something else is added… the tingling at the back of my neck… this is a Buhlman precursor signal… and of course… Moen’s Wahiunka starts at the back of the neck or in the cerebrum. This is encouraging.

S.

10/9/2010 - afternoon session:

Now I am out-of-body

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Into the relaxation mode easily. F10? Not sure when this happened this session characterized by a divergence form the structure

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Not sure what happened tho recall some finger movements in consciousness out of consciousness

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Again not sure what happened

Imagination exercise 2

This exercise took for the most part. I may be ready to move to #3.

joob d

Got into a very rich and colorful still scene… excellent color and it featured a tan woman in a print vacation mode shiff… the ringing is very pronounced… but, I seem to be focusing into a narrow area of attention… be interesting as this developes.

S.

10/10/2010 - Evening session:

Now I am out-of-body

Now the fun begins. Up to now it has all been work, grind and not sure if I could really do it. This session took off on its own in the direction of a classic obe. Setting up vibrations, sounds and lots of bells and whistles.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Right into f10

Silly Little Finger exercise:

The session went its own way.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

The session went its own way.

Imagination exercise 2

The session went its own way.

joob d

All the bells and whistles began to really kick in.

S.

10/12/2010 - Afternoon session:

Now I am out-of-body

Amazing session!!! Moved to imagination exercise 4.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 4; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Fairly quickly into relaxed state…

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Got an curious flash of a white dragon head with teeth as I bent the finger… not sure what that means.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Oh my, saw the head of Tony Curtis. As I was attempting to just slough it off it was persistent… I asked for the help of my guide… he said engage it… then I had a conversation with Tony and finally asked if he was ready to move to another state of mind… as I took his hand I began to ascend… then we hit a place where all his buddies… Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Sammy Davis jr and a whole crowd of people famous and (I think Marilyn Monroe) gathered around… I couldn't get him to leave… then it began to descend in to a sex orgy (maybe the sex pile)… I quickly covered myself in the white protective light… I attempted to disengage… with some difficulty… but then I put the whole package into the Energy Conversion Box. That seemed to help.

Imagination exercise 2

I did well on this exercise feeling my nose with my finger and then feeling my finger with my nose…

joob d

This was exciting Buhlman says when you do the mantra ‘Now, I am out of body’ and you feel any separation at all then get away from your body… I then flew to TMI - Nancy Penn Center the open lawn where the crystal stands… I distinctly felt myself high above the crystal then I descended to give it a hug… (kept up the mantra)... I went to the Laure Monroe plaque, floated to the living room touched the chessboard… went into the white room touched the iron stove… over to the chalk board… then I shot out of the roof flew over to the Monroe’s Mountain Home hovered over the Crystal up there and as I was descending to hug the crystal I picked up the signal of a fellow female student… I knew we had done lifelines at the Nancy Penn center… but did not know if she ever visited Monroe’s mountain… I then went into the home to the downstairs Monroe private library where when I did Guidelines I was guided to a book on sex by Robert himself… (odd…)… then I decided to visit a GPS satellite… (just bought a gps system for my car) wonder if it is the one I make contact with… )… went to Mars looking for a rover… then I decided this was unbelievable and ended the session halfway through…

S.

10/16/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

The belief system backlash.

I’ve shaken up my belief system network. I haven’t been reporting all the session stuff particularly the fallow unproductive ones… but, they may be just as important… I feel like a single loading musket… after The breakthrough… I had a couple of dead sessions in which I could almost do nothing as it the nervous system can take only so much energy and it goes numb…

Now, I discovered the belief system barrier I have to overcome and dissolve… it appeared in the form of a Ashkenazi jewish rabbi

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I am not sure exactly what their beliefs are but my impression is that all this nonphysical stuff is evil and of the dark forces… so somehow I have to dissolve him like all the other demons I have encountered.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 4; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Silly Little Finger exercise:

Now things are going a bit out of control.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Imagination exercise 2

joob d

S.

10/18/2010 - morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

The Buhlman seminar’s after effects… a belief system crisis.

The Ashkenazi belief system shake up. My present belief system crisis began on 10/16/2010 when that session produced a demon in the form of an Ashkenazi Rabbi:

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Since then I have developed a welt on the right side of my head. Came out of a session soaking with sweat and a left side energy streaming effect… and now this dream which suggests I have fears I did not know I had and they are a barrier to moving forward…

The Dream:

I am in a kind of warehouse setting with a Hispanic type character who is preparing heroin. I am adamant that I will not partake… he agrees… then suddenly I am overwhelmed by him and a female addict and given a shot… I stumble into the street headed for my Mercedes… in a daze… a big black man comes out of no where and says he wants a ride… I yell, ‘…get away from me…’ I am alarmed I am in a gang neighborhood…  he opens the door to the back seat… I scream, ‘… I am going to call the police…’ I run looking for a phone… I am on a street car track platform… can’t find a phone… but realize I have a cell phone… attempt to call 911... Can’t do it… numbers won’t form… in a panic… wake up…

Interpretation:

In the last few sessions after the Ashkenazi signal some ominous looking beings have been trying to come through I have attempted to allow them to materialize since I know they will dissolve when they are exposed to the light of recognition but they seem elusive and fade back into the ethers as soon as they begin to appear… I think this dream represents lost of control… the heroin represents the non-physical world of stochastic event potential of which I will have to flow with and not necessarily have any control of... my underlying belief system is apparently …looking for control and predictability…

The big black man… represents my fears… they are want to ride in the back seat and be there as a threat all the time… I don’t want that… I want police protection…

This belief system crisis is a problem since I have no answer to its resolution accept to adhere to the concept that… The way out is the way through… perseverance… try to allow everything to come up… I don’t know why the dream didn’t go lucid… there were so many signals that I was dreaming… that might have helped.

S.

Seraphis1 wrote on Oct 18^th, 2010 at 8:39pm:


Outstanding!!! No sooner than I am able to interpret and recognize the meaning of a non-verbal communication something happens:

10/18/2010 – Evening session:

The session progressed very well… energy streaming right side, off buttocks and thigh… well being… a lot of itching around the face… began to use the itching not there technique that seems to work… some fundamental body activity… then in the center of my brain… a shattering of like shale… crumbling off… I think the disintegration of my encrusted belief systems are now beginning to fall apart.

S.