Hello Senote:

Sorry to hear things are going bad for you. I'll send you some good vibes. Find a way to make things work out for yourself. Consider asking for divine help.

Senote, it is okay to let go of it all, I am seeing love surrounding you, miracles all around you. Seeing a circle of protection completely surrounding you, friendly protection, above, below, ahead, behind, of love and of light. As you walk through your day, feel this circle, this oval, of protection, comforting you, in all situations, protection which does not shut you off, but, instead, gathers you in, so that you can walk in love and light, no matter what you encounter. It will get better.