Gemma
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Here's an update.
I've just woken up from a dream about my mother. It began with me meeting Nana somewhere like a hospital/surgery type of place where I was staying. I remember something about books and belongings. We were packing my books and belongings and then we left this place. From the outside this place looked like my local doctor's surgery. Nana's friend Gerald was meant to be helping us, but he kept rushing us and Nana repeatedly told him not to rush. We were taking our time. I also saw Nana's brother (my great uncle) Jimmy there while we were packing. By the time we got outside and we were ready to leave, Gerald had taken off in a silver car with my belongings.
Nana and I walked through the car park and we got to the entry. The environment mirrored the one in my waking situation i.e. it was the same neighbourhood I used to live in (and still do). We were chatting about something. A young man I knew, called Nathan, stopped us and started telling me about what he'd been up to. He mentioned a sex tape he had made, and he was making good money etc. I felt uncomfortable because I didn't want Nana to know about these things, because I had been dabbling a bit in the negative side of life (addictions etc, some of which has to do with sex). Nana appeared not to be hearing any of what Nathan was saying to me. Then Nathan told me Mum was being released from jail that day. I told Nana that Mum was being released from jail that day, and that I needed to go back to Mum's old house to be there for her as that's where I thought she would go. Nana accepted that. She was very positive about the whole thing.
We went to a friend's house but I didn't know these people personally (at least I don't think I do in waking life). They felt familiar to me. The family appeared like the ones from the Windass family in Coronation Street. They made us welcome. They were very friendly and clean living (energy-wise). Nathan seemed to know them well. By this time I was trying to suppress the sexual fantasies that were running through my mind about Nathan and the sex tape he mentioned. Nana settled me there, making sure I was comfortable and had food. She never gave any indication of knowing what was flitting through my mind which was good of her. I recall something about crystals and I remember running my hand over a surface that had tiny crystal-like structures growing on it (when I touched the crystal-like structure, it felt soft like a type of plant) and I thought they were beautiful. Nana went away after a while.
I recall walking down the street in my local neighbourhood and seeing a weird type of bus that took me down to the local harbour/beach area ear the town. I was feeling excited and still dealing with the sexual fantasies that were running through my head. At some point I came back to the Windass family I was staying with and decided it was time to head to Mum's old house to be there for her, knowing no-one else was there to greet her. I started crying at the thought of going back there because it was a negative place with clinging darkness and I wished there was somewhere else we could go. The woman (matriarch) from the Windass family told me Mum could stay there with them instead and that she wouldn't be on her own, and that I wouldn't have to go back to Mum's old house. I also recall there being plenty of food to go around.
The next thing I knew Mum flew through the door with her belongings, looking blank and expressionless, pale, sweating, etc. I never said much to her as I understood she was in a state of shock and high alert. She moved fast. I noticed she was wearing an old shabby pair of grey pinstripe pants or leggings, and I found myself wondering why on earth was she wearing them (blame my sense of fashion!). She went into the kitchen to get food, and then suddenly rushed out of the kitchen to the window near me. There was a little stool by the window, with a pink seat and she tried to climb on it nearly falling over. She then decided to sit on it instead. The reason for this was that the woman from the Windass family was stood outside this window making a phone call on her mobile phone. Mum was pressed up against the window staring at her. I guessed that Mum wanted to know who the woman was calling etc. A man came into the room and asked in a loud voice who ordered the chips for Mum. I tried to tell him that the woman from the Windass family did.
I woke up.
I realised that Mum had somehow been freed from the "jail" she was in. I'm guessing someone's done as I asked - retrieved her from the place I saw her in previously, or she's somehow managed to get herself out of there. I feel she has more work to do to progress but for now where I saw her is a better place for her.
If someone did retrieve Mum, I thank this person profusely, it is much appreciated. Thank you.
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