Ok, so in response to pedigree before I went to sleep last night I asked the 2 spirits that have passed and or any potential spirit guides to come to me in a dream and I remember one dream only.. the sort of nightmare which woke me up.

I was in a dark rickety attic type of place with dark smashed in boards which each led into dark rooms. I know for a fact that each room is for each person and one of them was mine.

I also know that within each room you have to watch... something. Whether it is your entire life or if it is your greatest fear, I am not sure. I left my room and I think it was because either I was curious about someone else or because I wanted to challenge myself? Not sure. I entered someone elses room and when you are there watching the monsters come and force you to keep watching. They are small somewhat hunched and incredibly pale, they are very scary. They hold you in place and force you to watch everything.... - whatever it is anyways. I was in the room which I "think" was someone elses and the thing grabbed me and forced me to watch. Very interesting of note is that they do not hold you around the waist. They always put one arm between your legs and one arm over your shoulder and you are very locked in place. I remember noting the way I was being held as very interesting to me. I was very afraid. I don't know why and I have no idea what I was supposedly seeing. I woke up.

I was definitely afraid and it felt wrong. But I wasn't like terrified or anything, still, I was very disturbed which is probably why I woke up. I'll try to keep myself open to conversation with anything I meet in my dreams but it is hard to remember.