nonphysicalguy
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Truthfully, I don't feel I hold ALOT of fear, especially compared to those I observe around me and how I used to be. I have background in psychology and spiritual practices, and I am rather in touch with myself. I can't say that fear is what I felt during the murders, because I cannot remember exactly what I was feeling or what was motivating me. But of course my motivation was obviously some form of fear, as are all hurtful actions. I can't remember why I slammed the guys head into the ground..maybe a defensive action, but I do remember a bit of what I was feeling when I threw the other guy into the sky, and there was nothing really negative about my emotions at the time. It almost seems like I did it for no reason at all. Only when I saw the consequence of my action did I experience negative emotions(sadness/regret/guilt).
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