I was chatting with a friend I have known for over thirty years last week and he asked if I had ever gone looking for my ex-wife Patricia, called “T’sha” by her family and friends, who passed away from cancer in 2001. Oddly, considering I had been involved in hundreds of retrievals since I began participating consciously in the process, I had never looked for this old friend and partner. We had grown up together, my older brother dating (and now married to) her older sister, having spend countless summers in the sixties and seventies together.

My guide simply stated that this would be a process for me, as well as for her. I stopped by The Park (Monroe-speak Focus 27) got my guide after I had stated my intention out loud, which helps me find my target, and we drifted the trees and up in to the clouds. There was no frequency or vibrational change I could sense, so I opened to my Guide. (Is this still Focus 27?.Yes.)

We drifted down into a green forest, a small cottage sitting in the woods on a bluff, and Bach’s Brandenburg Concerto #4 wafting through the trees. I knew the place from our childhood, the summer cottage in Canada. She was sitting on a swing on the porch, and looked like she had the day we got married in 1972. I opened and offered to start. (I love you. Forgive me. I forgive you. I am sorry we hurt each other.)

She looked up and I knew she had come to where she was presently after some time in between. (How wonderful it is that you have come here; you must be asleep.)(No, I was not asleep and was not dreaming, I wanted to check on her for a lot of reasons, not all selfish, hoped for healing.)

She was a bit surprised (We are told some can do that, but you are my first. This does not surprise me. I can remember we went to Woodstock together.... I had lingered with the cancer for some time, and with the medications it was hard to tell when I actually passed away. I was aware of the service and Wayne and the kids there, especially Lindsey who was so upset and lost...... After some time, it all seemed to dissolve, and I was in a place where there were many others who had been abused by alcohol while in their bodies. It reminded me of Butner [rehab]…… When I had had enough of it, I awoke one morning in a hospital, like nothing had happened before this at all. There were many beings to help me heal, and as I was able to do so, I did. First my body, then my mind, and finally my spirit. It does not seem like I have been here in this place very long but perhaps I have. I cannot recall now at this present moment what it is that happened, only the love and passion we shared. I love you, I forgive you, I cherish your forgiveness, and I too am sorry if we hurt each other.) .

This was not at all what I expected. I could feel that the reason I had not come sooner was that fear had prevented me. I had longed over the years for a chance to reconcile, at least our lifelong friendship up to the point we separated, and it had been unfulfilled even when my brother and her sister married twenty-seven years after we had divorced. We were fully open to each other now, and we could see the whole thing before us. We smiled at each other, blessed it all, and released it in to the vapors. Then we took each other’s hands and melted into the bright white-gold light of Pure Unconditional Love.

This was wonderful for me, who has carried this for years without realizing it fully, and was/is a major release. I guess the lesson is that there are many Gifts of the Heart out there for the asking, and healing for those who are brave enough to consider it. And it is wonderful to have my old friend T’sha back.

I know you will not be surprised to read that it has really changed all my relationships, especially with the women in my life.

Thomas

Thank you for sharing that, tgecks.


The effect it has had on you determines, imo, that it is real. A person can resolve to change themselves, but these changes we experience after a retrieval come on their own from some inner core or layer and can be quite surprising! At least that's been my experience.

I hope everyone realizes why it's a retrieval and not posted on the Dream Forum. 

bets