I awoke abruptly in the middle of the night vividly remembering this experience.  My involvement in this experience was that of a point-of-consciousness observer.  To me, it was like watching a movie.  

I am seeing a man sitting in a transportation station.  He's a cab driver who is sitting and waiting for a customer.  I’m not actually part of the scene, but my point-of-consciousness perspective has me hovering in front of him.  He's not speaking to me, but I feel what I know about him as if I'm receiving communication from him.  He's been waiting a long time for someone to come along, and once someone gets there he will have a job to do.  He's pleasant and patient, but at this point I have no idea this is one of "those" experiences, and all I am thinking is that I feel sorry for this cab driver who has nothing to do but wait.  

In the distance behind him I see a woman approaching but then she hesitates.  She appears happy and very confident and self-assured.  She is carrying a big handbag on her shoulder and appears to be a traveler and I think, "Ok, good.  Maybe this guy finally has a customer!"  But the woman seems to be careful about how she approaches this guy.  I wonder to myself why she is being hesitant, and then just by looking at her I can sense that she is deciding that she will have to pretend to need a ride.  So then I wonder to myself why she needs to pretend.  

The next thing I know is that we are all in this guy's taxi, which seems to be more of a mini-van than a cab.  My perspective is still just an observer, as I don't feel physically part of the scene and I don't feel as if they see me as part of the scene.  

The woman is sitting in the back seat behind the passenger seat, and the man is in the driver's seat.  He's driving down a vacant road.  It's dark out.  It feels late to me.  I wonder where we are going.  When he is speaking to the young woman, my focus is turned toward him, and when she is speaking my focus is turned toward her, as if I am merely turning my head to follow their conversation, but I have no physical body in this experience.

The man is making pleasant small talk and he's looking at her in the rear view mirror occasionally.  The woman is a young, pretty, black woman, early 20s.  To me she seems so "together", a quality I admire.  She begins telling the driver that she's on a quest looking for her father, and she also tells him that she wonders if her father is looking for her as well.  It makes me wonder if this man is her father.  Is that what she’s alluding to?  He's a white man, maybe in his 50s, and although it's possible, he makes no acknowledgement about it so I quickly realize that's not what this is about.  

The man is genuinely interested and listens attentively.  She then mentions that she is pregnant, and for the first time I notice that she is.  She tells him that she wouldn't want her own child to be lost and looking for her, the way that she feels lost and is looking for her own father.  I feel my sense of woman's intuition tell me that she’s lying--not to deceive, but in order to pretend something.  I wonder to myself why she's trying to fool him into believing she’s lost and on a search for her father.  The cab driver expresses that he wants to be of help to this young woman.

I turn to him and get the impression that he's feeling very flattered that he can be of help.  He is of the mind frame that being a driver is his way of helping people find where they need to go, and he's more than happy to help out.  

I finally feel like I'm catching on as to what's really taking place here.  She doesn't really need his help, she's here to help him.  

The driver suddenly remembers something important, and he's surprised he's forgotten.  He had two young boys once.  They died in a car accident many years ago.  It seems her conversation has opened him up to remembering this part of his life that he's been able to forget.  As he tells her about the loss of his own children, he tells the young woman he understands how she feels.  He wouldn't want his own boys to be lost either, but he hasn't thought of them in such a long time he can't remember when he lost track.  All he's known is that he's been waiting such a long time to give someone a ride.  He wishes he could find his boys, but he knows that they are gone now.  He has accepted their death and he has moved on, continuing to do his job helping people get to their destinations.  Being focused in his work has made it easier for him to "forget" about his sons' deaths.  

She abruptly changes the subject by announcing that she needs to go up this mountain road that is to our right.  That is her ultimate destination.  This made me wonder why she is suddenly changing the subject.  The man was just telling about the death of his two sons and obviously it was bringing back painful memories, so why would she suddenly change the subject??

To me it seemed a little rude and out of place, but it caused the driver to instead notice something up ahead on the road that he didn't notice before.  He swears he's driven this road a hundred times and has never noticed the mysterious fog up ahead and to our left.  His attention is so focused on the road up ahead that he expresses that he'd really like to go that way instead.  

The nice young woman kindly suggests that we drive over and see, and she says she has plenty of time to get to her destination.  I quickly think to myself, "Oh she's good.  She knows exactly what she's doing.  She's leading him on exactly how she wants."  But at this point I'm still not sure why.  

The man is very appreciative of her suggestion and without hesitation he drives up ahead to the road on the left.  We turn and drive down that road and come to a place in the middle of the road where we can't go any further.  This road is secluded and surrounded on each side by thick trees.  It seems like the kind of road that doesn't get heavy traffic, and the fog makes it seem a little spooky to me.  The driver and the woman get out of the cab, and I follow still in my point-of-consciousness mode.  

Two young boys are alone, shivering, and scared of the dark.  I immediately sense they are brothers, maybe twins, about 8 years old.  We learn that they have been out lost on this road for a very long time.  They have lost track of how long they've been out there, but they say they just keep wandering and waiting to find a way home.  

I notice that we aren't the only ones out here.  Slowly, other people come out into the scene.  They too have been there a long time, obviously aware of the frightened boys and wanting to be of assistance but not wanting to scare them.  

The boys said when the others came they became more frightened and walked the other way, and felt they walked a very long time until finally finding an abandoned house.  Once they got inside though, the house was just a small room with large windows looking out onto the road.  It didn't make sense to them, because from the inside of the house it looks as though the house is sitting right in the middle of the road.  The boys can see the other people through the large window looking back in at them.  The boys hide in the house until the others leave, then they go back out onto the road.  The other people don't actually leave, but come out again trying to reach the boys, but it frightens them and they hide again.

From my own perspective I can see that these other people just want to help the children but can't seem to make them understand that.  When the boys explain hiding inside the abandoned house, I get the understanding of how the boys see them.  They see these people as ghosts, scaring them.  

I get the feeling that this scenario has been going on back and forth for quite some time.  I feel the exhaustion of this situation and it feels like dreadful loneliness to me.
 
The cab driver who has been quietly standing off to the side listening this whole time is suddenly overwhelmed with emotion at realizing that these two young boys are his boys who died long ago.  I didn't even put that together until he spoke up.  I was surprised to hear this.  He had no idea they were lost and waiting, just as he had no idea that he had been lost and waiting too.  Then it hit me, the man is dead too.  This was the first time in this experience that it dawned on me that the woman was here to take everyone home.  Still just a point of consciousness, I felt so surprised and overwhelmed to finally understand all this.  I began to wonder why I was there and how I got there, but I appreciated observing this special reunion.  

The nice young woman kneels down in front of the two boys and she talks gently to them, explaining that she knows how they feel.  She knows what it's like to feel lost and alone.  She tells them it's over now.   They can all go on this trip up the mountain together.  The reunion is a happy one.  Being a mom, I feel such relief these boys don't have to feel frightened and lost anymore.  


Sorry that was such a long story, but thanks for reading.  The reallness and vividness of this experience were unbelievable.  

Vicky

Thanks for writing it down in all the details Vicky!

Spooky

Hi Vicky and all,

Maybe your presence and ability to empathize with several--All?--of the souls involved gave them the calming reassuring energy they needed, even without your verbal involvement?

*  * Vicky's book will show how sensitive she is to spiritual/afterlife influences. She has developed the ability to 'operate'?/ live? very successfully on both sides of what most of us still feel is a curtain. I feel fortunate I got an early peek at her manuscript, because it has showed me better how to accept the world that exists without time or physical limits! Thank you so much, Vicky, for sharing your insights!

Bets

excellent retrieval, or observation of one Vicki, never seen one quite as well described. you really are a good writer, with the details.

what stands out the most for me in this, is the boys considered the people who were there to assist them, as ghosts.
this points out that physically based vibratory rate retrievers, are the more easily seen by the retrievee and points to the reason why us physical retrievers are able to perform on this other dimension.

and no other retriever has been able to reflect on this matter quite as well as Vicky to date, but it has been a reaccuring question for years.
Simply put, helpers of nonphyiscal embodiment look unreal or as Vicki put it, like ghosts.

I would say, the fear in the little boys, was acting as a block to them, to be able to move onto a more comfortable station. Doubt and fear can also construct a false reality.
now we have love on the scene.

the dad buried his love, his memory, understandably of his boys he thought he lost to death. then he makes his transition to the other side and becomes stuck himself in the same "waiting" pattern his boys are stuck in.
The young woman jogs his memory by leading the conversation to thoughts of the father image, thus he remembers he once was a father himself. Love is remembered, love will win out over the fear that binds us in whatever circumstance.

I would point out, not in a recriminatory manner, yet the man, if he had not buried his love, if he been able to deal with the pain of losing the kids before he left the earth plane, the children would have been retrieved by his love and remembrance of them and would not have been stuck, waiting for their own retrieval. Because the pain was so great, to lose kids, must be the worst that can happen to us on the earth, my opinion. some parents commit suicide if this happens to them, and I assume he didn't do that. I'm pointing out, the need for retrievals and that they can be performed while we are still in the body. In a sense, the father was doing the retrieval, with assistance, I'm saying all of us, alive now, can do retrievals, if we can face the pain of some of the things we go through.
F=false
E=evidence
A=appearing
R=real

Love is real. fear is false evidence.
retrievals are acts of love.  wonderful retrieval Vicky.
A couple of times Vicky I have sensed myself as an observational point of consciousness.
one time I stepped into a woman's body form and got directly involved with the players, both physical and nonphysical.
Other times, I am aware of watching the scenes without being directly in them. so I relate to what you're saying.

Thanks for the comments everyone.  I do love when I get one of "those" experiences.  I need to learn more and more, and with each experience I do learn something new, but still am left with wanting more.  That's a good thing!

Bets and Alysia, you guys are flattering me WAY too much.  I don't feel very experienced, but am still just a student.  I think that shows in this retrieval.  Throughout it, I am like a kid with big round eyes, watching in awe and amazement and can't wait to see what happens next. 

I'm sure the experiences will come where I get to be the one doing the guiding and teaching--that'll be neat. 

I like that the dad needed some help and then was able to turn around and find his kids.  Alysia is right, there is so much sadness when it comes to forgetting and moving on.  We really owe it to ourselves in our lives to do as much as we can to complete our own journey.  And that means being able to face the hard stuff. 

I like the description of FEAR Alysia.

And about what you said at the bottom of your post--that makes me remember long ago I once wanted to know what level of consciousness Edgar Cayce operated on during his life.  What it took for him to be of the capacity to do what he did, even if he himself did not completely understand it on his physical consciousness level.  What was his higher consciousness like?  I guess that's what I was wondering.  Anyway, I had one of those experiences of stepping into someone.  In this case, it was a nonphysical representation of the man himself, but the point was that I was the embodiment of his higher conscious self for a brief few moments and experienced an overwhelming feeling of Pure Unconditional Love, which would have been too much for me to experience had I stayed in the experience any longer.  It was powerful.

That was many years before I knew Bruce Moen or heard the words Pure Unconditional Love or knew it existed. 

Love,

Vicky

Alysia,

You felt connected to me recently?  I completely understand what you are saying.  I feel those moments too with folks.  Glad to hear someone was tapped into me!  Makes me feel not so alone in this world.   

I remember with clarity the times I've been nonphysically connected to you too.  And then you with Ryan.  Remember him?  Wish he was still around here.  He once tried to tune into me and was able to pick up specific things about my work and job that were amazingly precise.  He said "I don't know what this means" when he told it to me, and I said I could tell him exactly what it meant!  And I think he nearly fainted when he realized how uncanny his accuracy was. 

Yes, you're right.  We get to share things here and learn from others and it's all free!  I do love free!  I continue to learn so much from my old friends here, and to all you folks...I'm glad you all still hang around here.  You newbies too. 

After doing the Barenaked Ladies cruise I just got back from, it makes me wish we could have a Conversation Board Cruise!  How fun would that be to hang out with all the board members and get to see everyone in person. 

I want to say thank you to you for always being so encouraging.  It really makes me feel good about myself when you and everyone else say they like my honesty and tell-it-like-it-is approach in my writing.  I usually feel so self conscious about how I write, thinking that it's so juvenile, but when I hear that my straight-forwardness makes me seem so real and honest, it really puts a smile in my heart. 

I agree with what you say about finding the commonalities between our experiences and other people's experiences.  It's like finding a familiar face in the crowd.  It feels good to make that connection and to feel right at home.

Boy are we WAY off topic, here...but hey, I started this thread so that's ok by me.

Tell Ryan to contact me please!  I thought he was on Facebook but I can't find him there. 

Anyway, did I cry while editing by book?  No, not from having to edit or take things out.  Once written I feel those words were engraved in the Universe, whether anyone gets to read them or not. 

For the things I had to cut out, I can use those stories on my blog or something!  How's that for looking on the bright side?

As far as crying while writing, yes there are a few places that really have the tears come out.  Even when I read it for the final copy, it can bring tears at times. 

I hope Bruce doesn't mind me saying...but my stories have brought tears to his eyes a couple times, so that to me is one of the biggest compliments I can receive.  I hope people reading my book will get the same reaction to some of my stories. 

The manifestation experience of mine you're referring to...my guide Luis...when I told my dad that story (about 11 years ago) he said, "You need to tell that story to everyone, and continue telling it.  There are people who need to hear it!"  It was that encouragement that helped me decide to write down my stories.  And I owe it to others who have written their own experiences and stories, because that helped mold my belief that we all have such a good story to tell. 

Love you too~

Vicky

re: Edgar Cayce--this was a personality who even as a younger child, was asking to be of universal service to those in need, hence most likely his Disk/greater self was probably quite attuned to PUL, and perhaps finishing up its full graduation in this system, though as the readings said this Soul got a little side tracked.  His source also said that he was a rather old soul and that people would benefit from knowing him, yet also chiding him somewhat on other occasions about his extremist tendencies, etc.  Said he needed to be more personally clear, body balanced/strong, and spiritual/PUL attuned as a personality for the info to come through clearer and more accurately.

  Said his next life may develop to that capacity to be a liberator of the world in its relationships to individuals in those periods to come.  What exactly that means, i do not know.  Sounds like a full graduate, or close to, in the flesh.

Vicky;
Thank you so much, for sharing your insights and experiences...That was a very nice read; really enjoy it.
And the way it all unfold...wow.

Keep it up Vicky and waiting to read  you book when it's out..
PUL dear Soul
Romain

Hi Romain!  Thank you!

I've enjoyed all the comments said and shared on this thread. 





Bets, Alysia, and Romain, that's what makes you guys such good moderators--you're ability to encourage folks and raise Consciousness here on this board.  Same to all the others for their own contributions and words of encouragement.

So along those lines, since my own retrieval experiences obviously seem to have the same pattern to them, does anyone have any ideas they can offer about how I can raise my awareness during such experiences? 

How do I go from feeling like I'm an observer, to feeling like I am in the know and can begin to lend a hand and interact with these stuck souls, the way Bruce wrote about in his books? 

I wonder if there is a difference because this retrieval happened while I was asleep, i.e. in the dream states?  But no, I don't think so.  I remember my first retrieval happened in the middle of the afternoon while my kids were watching TV in the next room. 

I was certainly NOT physically asleep when that one happened, and yet I still had the feeling of merely watching and not doing much participating.  I still did not feel that the people involved could see or hear me. 

I remember toward the end of my very first retrieval, my thoughts actually did finally get through to one person, but again I had that point-of-consciousness feeling the entire time, and never felt physically part of their world.

How do others experience their retrieval experiences I want to know?  This is probably why I write/share my experiences in such detail.  I'm always analyzing these kinds of things. 

I guess it boils down to that thing Bruce teaches about playing along in that person's reality.  You have to make yourself become seen and heard to them, otherwise they will not perceive you.  That's the next thing I need to learn how to do. 

betson wrote on Feb 18^th, 2009 at 5:07pm:


I tried to modify my comment about the flattery bit..but the modify is taken off after a few days..so will do it here. I've been accused of flattery here. and other things I won't go into.

it hurts. I won't want to do that to you.
I've been asking to see other lives! it's working!

I saw you and me involved in a love triangle, with a soul we both know who is here on this forum.

whatever the details are, I will share with you as soon as I get them!
this is exciting. we were in Atlantis together.
a very tumultous life time for both of us. this life, we will forgive and stop the karmic implications.

Hi Vicky,

as to increase consciousness in a retrieval, I guess you meant to be an active player and not just an observer, and having full recall of a retrieval experience, well, you're familiar with Bruce's recipe for that. Maybe an additional thing might be helpful, it's a sort of planning. If you have the opportunity, choose a day one or two weeks ahead you know you have own time and state to yourself and to the rest of the universe that you will try to do a retrieval that day (Bruce maybe would formulate differently: That you WILL do a retrieval that day consciously. "Will" and not "will try" to put you into a state not of trying, but of accomplishing. But it's a matter of taste, as the single "will" might build up some pressure).  From the time of this statement on, you would make a mind-journey exercise every day.

This method, in my opinion, could serve two things: The one is, you establish a future pattern, so there could some alignments be done by helpers and by your own subconscious. The second is, to fix a certain day will make you keep up doing a little exercise every day, and this will make you furtherly familiar with the technique, and, important, reduce stress, so that you can be, like RAM said, "calm and serene" when you go being of service for a retrievee.

There's of course the possibility that you need some of those retrieval-observations for whatever reason before you easily and frequently can do retrievals "on your own" .

But maybe it's wrong what I wrote, as my first retrieval started when I asked for just having a look, only a look, please! at those FocusLevels beyond F21 .

Spooky

Hi,

I don't think Spooky is wrong. All he said sounded good/right/ apprpriate to me.

Vicky, you've had so very many spontaneous experiences with various aspect of the Afterlife !  As I recall from the peek  I got into your book/life,  you didn't prepare for most of them and so are not in the habit of preparing or asking for even more such experience.

But in those cases usually you were dealing with personal aspects of the afterlife. (I haven't gone back to your manuscript to check on this though.  I'm just suggesting a general patttern.  )  As a retriever we're doing a service for others, so maybe we usually don't get put into that position unless we've asked for it by setting our intent.

I expect you'll be an excellent retriever whenever your priorities allow you the opportunity ! 

Bets

I work a bit like Spooky is to plan ahead, as part of the firm intention setting business, as many times I can set a rather wishy washy intention and of course wishy washy results I will get.

giving myself a few days, or weeks to get into the mood of exploring, or doing a PE, or whatever it is, builds up momentum energy for a positive experience. we're not able to force growth upon ourselves though.

you have clairaudience Vicki. I have that also upon rare occassions and it can be quite jarring, but is acceptable personally as evidence of these dimensions of conciousness as existing. the hearing is not especially something I want for the reason of my nervous system. it's like an intrusion from my perspective.

I too wanted the kind of proof you would like, or a name, a place, something really tangible, even though I knew the retrieval was real in that I knew I was out of body interacting with others to get a kid out of his predictament.

Many years later, I wanted my verification. I was doing the circle your energy from the feet up to the head and back around, then expanding this energy out into the top of the world, when a couple hours later when I went to bed, I fell on the bed so tired all of a sudden and my astral body stayed standing up.
then a guide zipped in and asked me where I wanted to go. I told her a retrieval. I wanted to do a retrieval, but I wanted it to be real, more real this time. I needed a name, location, all of that I could get.

In this retrieval I did get verification, in the way I received a name I'd never heard of. I even had to ask the retrievee to spell it for me.
I was so lucid, everything was clear, even logical. after the retrieval I spoke with guides who delivered the name of the town and state.

the verification consisted of there really was a town by the name I was given, and I didn't know that before either.
There was also a college in that town, and the girl retrieved had been in college. and I felt solidity of her body, for the first time in my retrieving experience.

all of these small details were verification of reality, yet while I was living through it, the verification details were not as important to get, as the retrievee is the most important priority, from or away from their suffering predictament.

all this is to say intention was set at the time before my physical body was asleep. I never fell asleep. I hit the bed like a ton of bricks and separated from my body instantly.

has never happened that way before and probably won't again, and my conclusion why it happened was directly due to working with the energy body in the energy circulation exercise on that day.

an experiment it was, as I do not like to do exercises. I was doing it because it felt like there was guides in the room prompting me to try it out. I started getting into it with their help.

it's really hard to stay in one spot and concentrate on these exercises. takes self disipline but well worth the effort, if everytime you did one, something extraordinary occurs.

I think the exercise did open me up more. getting proof is relative to the person involved.
whether it matches up with your belief system. It's a great feeling. never really leaves you.

Hi Alysia,
Planning intention ahead is definitely needed, especially for the reasons you described.  For one, when I suddenly find myself out there, I am not as saavy as you that I could have answered a question!
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me saavy? I don't think of myself that way, but thanks.
well dearie, I came straight here to talk to you, as I've just discovered in exercise in a Seth book, the nature of the Psyche one, that he is recommending an exercise, which I had done already, spontaneously back in the 80's when several, no, more than several paranormal incidents were happening.

I wanted to share, as the exercise worked. yet I think it takes more than just a few attempts to master the technique.
Truly, I did not think I had any such knowledge about techniques of the matters we speak of.

first I'll do Seth's words, then I'll explain how I did it and it is something I've decided to try again, as I think I could do it better this time; practice makes perfect!

Quote: some night as you fall to sleep, try telling yourself that you will pretend you are awake while you sleep. Suggest that instead of falling asleep you will come into another kind of wakefulness. Try to imagine that you are awake when you sleep.
He goes on to say the doing of the exercises is more important than the results.

When reading this today, I suddenly recalled that back in the 80's my sister died and I had a feeling she was attempting to call on me, and so all day I had the feeling. That night a part of me stayed awake in the mind while my body slept, I knew the body was asleep, but the mind was awake (focus 10) awaiting to see if my feeling was correct, that sis was going to contact me.

It seemed like hours went by in linear time and there was a tiny bit of resistence of keeping up this vigilance. it was like my mind was a giant searchlight..it began to seem like work.

however my waiting paid off. In the distance voices drew closer, two voices, my sister and her best friend who had gone to the other side previously to Joan. I was feeling good she had companionship over there. As they drew closer yet my sis and I engaged in a very brief conversation and there was some emotion going on rather heavy emotions on my part. her and I were working something out.
So, yea, it worked. stay awake even while you drift to sleep physically. I was tired in the morning a bit, but I think the tired feeling had to do with the heavy emotions, rather than the staying awake.
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 Of course, I never have a guide pop right in to ask me anything either.
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I only had two such situations of recognizing guides, and they are of the see-thru variety. I can see right through them.
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 Or maybe they do and I'm oblivious.
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I don't think you're oblivious, but we forget easy, we have to train ourselves to remember where we've been.
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 But what usually tends to happen is that I am so shocked and dumbfounded I can't think on my feet of what I'd like to be doing at the moment.  The shock of finding myself out there usually just has me in utter awe.
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I utterly enjoy the utter awe! the sense of majesty and spaciousness in the energy body is thrilling. you will get over being shocked, it's been explained to us, our memory or interpretor has no point of reference for life outside of the brain tissue area.
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I get easily distracted (and forgetful) I guess.  I practice on people, whether they know it or not.  Have practiced on you before with good results!  
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could you share with me the details of the good results? you know curiosity is one of my biggest assets and downfalls also.....
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Once tried to practice on Bruce, going OBE to visit him, and all I ended up with was walking out of my house through the garage and then finding myself standing on the driveway.
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at least you made it to the driveway! give yourself a C on the experiment and maybe next time you'll get an A!
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 In the matter of seconds it took me to reach the driveway, I had completely forgotten what I was doing, where I was going, etc.  Didn't even remember I was out of body.
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you lost consciousness. or blinked out. Monroe talks about focusing on his exits as well as return points to physical, and his first book, I think will contain a lot of examples of suddenly arriving home against his wishes. He worked on staying out longer once he was out there.
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Also, when it comes to finding yourself in the midst of another's presense, it really IS hard to think about yourself or other things.  It's like you are suddenly captivated by their energy presense and what is happening in their reality.  At least that's how it is for me.  And then I'm such a feeling person anyway, that feelings tend to take over leaving logic in the dust.  
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The feelings are really important, as sometimes that's all you have to work with. Feelings are communications, from the self, to the self.
also a feeling can contain much information to unravel. we can find core belief systems operating behind a feeling. Once we discover what we believe, we expand ourselves to include another way of looking at a situation, person, or ourself.
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But these aspects are what happens when I suddenly find myself out nonphysically.  What I will be consciously working on next is to do retretrieval exercises from an awake state, so that my normal thinking can be more useful to me--less awe to take over the controls hopefully.
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I'm sure many people are in the same boat. I think you're on the right track to look closer at the phasing method. Less awe will happen as soon as you can get your phasing, your first phasing done.
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Although I know from past experience that I STILL get easily distracted.  That's just me.  Like Bruce says, those pesky associations to interpretations just keep going.
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when you wrote your retrieval here, I didn't see much interpretation interfering with the way it flowed through it's sequence. It was an enjoyable read, meaning to me, you were just stating it as it happened, as you perceived it. I can see why you felt awe as you were using another sense, like the third eye, that in general, we seldom use.
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what I like to do is track down why I have these types of experiments. I trace it to a thought I had recently, that way I feel like if I know what I was thinking, I know why it happened and possibly can repeat the same thought.

sometimes these experiences, not all are retrievals, such as talking with my sister is not a retrieval. yet sometimes paranormal experiences, going out of body, are related to a deep curiosity operating, or a need to find some direction out of a nagging problem, for example. or if you're working on an invention, it's useful to get answers out there in quite a spontaneous manner.
Other times you can be worried about someone and suddenly you are there.
If we can find the trigger mechanism we can help ourselves to control the excursions and the sense of what is extraordinary, becomes ordinary. don't lose your sense of adventure. there's a kick start in that.
I've met Bruce a few times in the astral. involuntarily for the most part, meaning I had to search myself to see how it happened.

one time was sitting at his classroom table; it was a long table, all the attendees were leaving at the end of a session, or maybe it was break time. I was happy to find myself there and sort of giggling because he didn't see me looking at him.
suddenly he looked right at me with a funny look on his face as he'd thought everyone went home. I think the reason for this one to happen is because of the desire I wanted to attend a session but knew I never would, so the next best thing was to do the astral trip.


nice chatting with you Vicki. please let us know how you are advancing with different techniques; I so appreciate to read you.
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Vicki said: following a moving car.  I was not driving, just observing.  I could see the landscape in the foreground which made me think I was in Arizona or New Mexico.  It's a 2-lane highway.  I can see the cars in the other lane as they pass.  As I follow the car in front of me, I see it is a convertible and I see every detail of the car.  I see the steering wheel and radio--the radio looked like a replica of a 50's car radio although I knew it was a replica and knew that the car was a modern-day model.
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the little girls playing I think is because we both are playful emotionally; every one of us has a child inside of us. adults seldom let the child out to play. I think we've mastered the technique of who gets to go outside and play and when.    I remember the black man, who appears as a guide training you to my mind. could very well be we were operating on two levels, mental and emotional. there are some mental areas, higher up, they don't bring their emotions with them there, so the children occupied themselves.
Im from an old school of thought, we have 7 bodies to drive around in, and can use sometimes only one at a time for the corresponding levels, planes, focus points. we can have split consciousness for example, to be in two, three or more places at once.

for example, Bruce was explaining in the sessions he does, part of him is left with each person he goes to, and here's an image I have of that...  in consciousness we use form to illustrate bodies of consciousness.
It somewhat gives an illustration of why we do retrievals on fragments of our own selves.


it seems you tapped into a part of my future move to arizona, in the convertible I now own. my first convertible. at the time of our first meeting each other here on the board I lived in NM.
the radio coud be related to music. I am into 50's music, or I should say my interest in music began with 50's music.

I say it was a future precog because I didn't get the convertible until around 2006. I drove it to and from san diego to arizona on a two lane highway some truckers told me was a better route! the car is a 97 BMW so I think that is considered modern? as opposed to say, uhmm, a 1947 Chevy? I do so try to keep up with what year it is!
things change so fast it seems.

the radio is normal. and the radio was reflecting my oldies but goodies mentality. maybe you were in focus 15, no time zone, remote viewing. good one Vicki.
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Now you've jogged my memory about that Curiosity story. I remember clearly the impact this vision of Bruce's had on me, as if a missing piece of my puzzle had been filled in, when I first read it.

I remember thinking no mention is being made of that vision, and we should be talking about it, as this thing called curiosity is a potent drive for the human race, right?
back when I had my first retrieval occur, it was curiosity which caused the obe, which set the intention. I determined there are levels of intensity of the thing called curiosity, which can translate to desire to know. desire is also a force that moves us.

So to have this sort of vision whereby a wave of humanity desires experience in the earth plane, and does so, is way beyond either evolution or adam and eve stories and is closer to the truth I believe of how we find ourselves living lives here.
So yes, I remember you told me how you tapped into me, and I also remember on my end, that I did desire that you write it, or that somebody else write it, not sure that I was specifically thinking about you that time, although I knew you wrote things well.
I might have had a passing thought I wanted you to read it though, or reread it.

what happens when you join someone else's energy field; all their thoughts and feelings are there, and we tend to merge fields sometimes, where we lose track of who is who for a second. This happened with the boy in the ally emotionally: I was yelled at for merging too much into the boy's emotional field as it wasn't helping him get unstuck.
you may have merged with my thoughts, that I was the one needing to write that article because I had a need to do it.
and also so you could notice your own sensitivity and resonance.
you seem to have a good grasp of what phasing is.

where you are just there. don't know how you got there, and inclined to blink out quickly because it's a bit of a surprise or shock.

once you accept you do have this ability I think you will find yourself more comfortable being out and about this way, and more memory will be retained.

thanks again..it's been really marvelous talking with you, and thanks Bruce, asking our mutual buddy to post her retrieval.

love to you guys, one and all!

yes, state specific memory, I like that. I use that to recall dreams as I'm writing them down, more details flood in. then rereading later, more yet details....

'ello dear