Dear Forum. Last time I wrote I wasn't sure if my "dream" was a retrieval, this time it looks like a retrieval but shouldn't be one:
I wanted to take a nap, but had a lot of good energy after Tai Chi practice, so I couldn't really sleep anyway. I still hadn't done a retrieval with this method, but I was comfortable and thought I could just try see what would happen if I did Bruces breathing stuff. Sure enough after a little while I had an image of a woman reaching out for her two kids, crying painfully. Then I clicked out and don't know anything before, wham! bright white souls with faces pulling her in to their light and holding her with love and friendship. It felt so fast like a commando raid. I hadn't been asleep and I think it all went very fast. Thought no more of it until now two weeks later; it suddenly struck me that my own wife died suddenly five years ago and I was left with our two sons at the time six months and five years old. I hadn't combined the two things before, because I was absolutely sure my wife was okay "up there" since I had had contact several times. But now I can't help thinking there was a connection between the two things afterall, I just can't figure out what it was?

greetings Lars, do you think the woman was your wife? you can go back in memory to the incident and pick up more info and ask if your assistance is needed here. love, alysia

Thanks for the comments to my post! I went back to see if more came to me if I tried to get the feeling again: It turned out I had to experience in this way what had happened. I asked why (since I felt she was okay): The answer was that it was me who wasn't okay and I "couldn't wipe the floor dry when the tap was running". good point!