Dearest Vicky;
I understand very well when you said having a hard time on how to come right out and ask for healing/help. I’m the same way. When in pain or stress I also end up just closing down/keeping to myself/stay in the house and not wanting to talk/see people.
I know it no good; but still doing it, it hard for myself to open up to others sometimes not knowing if they can be trusted with the information’s. It’s something I’ll have to learn to change cause it’s no good physically/mentally/spiritually, IMPO.
A divorce is exhausting/ mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually, not that I gone through one myself but a very dear friend of mine did and it’s not fun.
Especially when both of them are your friends, and you don’t want to make choices on whom you’re going to keep…. so to speak.
My personal choice words were;
You are both my friends and will keep both of you as friends; your both adults and it’s was your choice, is all I could come up with. There children’s were all grown up over 20 yrs old; was hard on them to, but they had their family to take care of and it was sad to see, especially the grandchildren always asking why grandpa/grandma can’t come and visit us together. It’s been a 1 ½ yrs now and they are both happy now.
So dear Vicky you will come up ahead in your new life with your kids, you will blossom into a brand new person stronger than ever. Your book may bring you some financial relief too…
Much love Vicky and PUL
Romain
PS. (I'm hoping this exercise will result in me actually physically experiencing feeling the energy that's being sent out. I will certainly let you all know if I pick up on anything.)..
Looking forward to head on this part..