Yesterday, July 18, I had a telephone reading from an extremely effective Medium called Lawrence. It was a bit expensive but was worth every penny to me in the end. I have posted different stories of my family members in The park, taking them there when they passed in some cases, and how their healing is progressing in some cases. So you might remember some of these people from other posts if you happened to read them.

I'll just mention the parts of the reading pertinent to this forum. You may have read about my brother's retrieval and then about how he has been taking care of a herd of horses over the past year. I had mentioned that I could not find my mom or my daughter in the park, and couldn't figure out where they were.

My dad was in the Park when I first went there, I didn't take him there though, someone else must have done so a long time ago. More recently I took my sister Wanda to the Park when she died last December.

Well in the reading, it was so amazing, the medium asked me, What is all this about Horses??? I replied I liked horses but didn't know much about them. He said, your mom is here, she wants to tell you about the Palomino. Do you know what a Palomino is? I was not sure. He said, it is a golden palomino. I said, Like Trigger? He said Yes!! Exactly like Trigger!!

He said, your mom wants you to know she rides this golden palomino. I was stunned!! My poor old mom, full of vibrant good health and riding a horse! a horse of her own, of which she was clearly very proud!!

And then I remembered that my brother, Wayne, has been in charge of a herd of horses for a while, and I saw the connection!

I said that I had not been able to find my mom or my daughter since they passed, and I wasn't sure they were even in the park.

He replied, your mom and daughter have been so busy doing things, they have not been around when you were visiting.

The other interesting thing is, he said, Your mom says, Your father is still a Pain!! I laughed but I was surprised. I had somehow thought when we moved out of body at last we left all our differences behind. Apparently not! I have visited my dad a few times over there, he lives alone I think, though of course it's hard to tell all this stuff.

The medium said that my mom and my sister Wanda have been spending time together in order to try to resolve many of Wanda's issues. She had a difficult childhood in some ways. She and mom were estranged for years.

Those were some of the highlights! Interestingly, today I happened for some reason to be going through a little box of ordinary jewellery, bits and pieces of stuff, and rediscovered a favorite ring I had not worn for a long time. It is a silver ring in the shape (quite lovely) of a beautiful horse, galloping along with mane flying! I was thrilled! That I should rediscover this ring a few hours after my mom telling me about her golden palomino!! I must try to find out what she has named her horse.

I was wearing it today when I went out for coffee, and couldn't stop looking at it!! My mom felt very close to me.

My mom and daughter have asked me to consider writing a specific book. I feel it is impossible. I have no idea how to do it. They said they would help. But I still can't see how to even start.

I am tired today. Sort of numb and very tired and just sitting staring at the wall kind of. My cat is missing after the move, I had hoped the medium could tell me where she is, but he said she might come home eventually if I keep asking her to come home.

There is no way in life to keep from experiencing losses. It is so infuriating. Last week I was throwing chairs and stuff at my guides mentally and emotionally. I am surprised they are still talking to me. Really it is insufferable, that no one looked after my cat. Including me.  Vee

Thank you, laffingrain. It must have been hard for you when your elderly pet wandered away. Not knowing if they are all right, afraid they are suffering, it drives you crazy if you think like that, so I just stopped thinking like that and remembered the lessons in The Secret...make yourself feel good, they say, so I keep thinking of how much I enjoy and love her and good feelings like that. Mostly. I am so glad to have this Board because people here like you, Alysia, have experienced so much that I seem to be going through. I can't believe, I have become this old lady who is obsessed with her cat...huh!! Who woulda thunk it??V.

Hi Vee;
Been a while..  Thank for posting this was a nice read.
Yes some of those medium are quite on the ball so to speak and do give good confirmations. Was she from PA? Or Nan?

Enjoy the nice weather were having.....the cat will be back don't worry.

With love;
Romain

Hi Vee; PM on the way..
r.