LaffingRain wrote on Jul 25th, 2008 at 2:28pm:I think Channy may have been expressing some wonder at having joined us here. I think we have accepted him as part of our greater family and he's picking up on this.
Hi All.
LaffingRain,you could well be right there - maybe my higher aspect got happy at having landed on this list and gave me those dreams.
Consciously, I am grateful that this list/board exists - thanks to Bruce Moen.
Of Course I am well pleased to be here.
When I discovered the list in Feb. this year – spirit wouldn’t let go till I made the first post.
To make the first post was one of the hardest acts I have done.
THE HAND WOULD NOT JUST CLICK SEND POST.
My hand would freeze and my heart would skip a beat.
Beads of sweat arose on the forehead.
This continued for weeks on end. There seemed to be no way out.
However, spirit would not let go - (get on the list - it is unhealthy to dive under the bedcovers at the mere mention of the word spirit or ghost - let the family freak out if they find out that you are on a list which deals with retrievals - get on the learning curve by joining the board).
Then one day I decided to hit post and decided that I would not look at the answers to the first post!
LaffingRain, to let you into a secret I still haven’t!
The fear of making the first post to over 780 members had somehow been contained.
Channy