Ginny
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Hi all,
Once through my preparatory process and filling with the feeling of love, I thought I’d just float in the blackness and wait for a Helper to appear. I was having trouble focusing, my mind wandering back to events in physical reality, so I decided to visit my park in F27. I learned long ago that it was a good place to focus attention, often beyond what I at times have trouble achieving while in the physical.
My park was in full summer-time bloom. Lots of trees, soft grass and flowers, a breeze rippling the pond surface, lots of small birds skipping from one tree to the next, and warm sunshine everywhere (it’s raining today so the sunshine felt good---lol). I sat on my wooden bench and just took in my place, noting changes and new residents, as I always seem to with each visit. I decided years ago to make my little park available to all animals and wildlife, so ‘new residents’ are always coming and going I guess, whatever they want to do.
After awhile I stretched out on the bench and relaxed, closing my eyes and concentrating on feeling the warm, golden sunshine. The thought came to me that if Helpers were coming they would appear there in the park, so I allowed myself to be surrounded by the warmth in the bench’s wooden slats, relaxing even more. At one point I decided to focus attention away from the bench and flew straight up, observing everything from what looked like round 100 yards. After more flying around in a sitting position I settled back on the bench.
Within a few minutes I was aware of two individuals hovering nearby, silhouetted between the sun and myself. I sat up and was then looking over to my left at two women in long cotton dresses, with aprons and small caps. Their dress reminded me of 1800’s prairie life, or European peasants/maids. They appeared to be almost twins because of their identical clothing, and for all I knew maybe they were. I could instantly feel they weren’t interested in casual conversation and I communicated that if they wanted my assistance in a retrieval, I would be happy to follow along. The three of us started moving away from the park and I followed for a few seconds in darkness.
A beautiful landscape opened up before us--endless blue sky, what was either an ocean inlet or lake backed by a mountain range way off in the distance. There were trees, dense foliage (almost jungle like), just about everywhere and because of the orange color of sunshine I had the feeling it was late afternoon. We were standing on a huge outdoor floor made of white granite or marble, with a single, wide supporting column of the same in front of us. I looked up and realized there was a ceiling. I at first couldn’t get my attention off the round column, but I finally became aware of voices beyond it and moved in that direction.
Standing at the corner of the building I looked down and could see several children playing in an area that had been cleared of trees. I got from the two women that I was to approach the children…carefully. Following their advice I sauntered over to the play area and a little girl about 5-6 years of age caught my eye. She had long, light brown hair and was running and squealing with joy as she played with the others. She then suddenly became aware of me and stopped, standing perfectly still, suspicious. I smiled, said hi and she refused to respond. In asking her name I eventually got back, Tracy. The idea came to me that maybe I was intimidating to her because of our height differences, so I sat down on the grass and just smiled some more. I told her my name and she continued to bore holes in my head with her eyes. A young boy around 12 years with blonde hair was suddenly by Tracy’s side, in casual pants and shirt, fear in his eyes but he was prepared to defend her too. I told him my name and asked his, and he said, Bobby. Instantly another boy appeared with the first two--he was around Tracy’s age with dark hair and more formal clothing than Tracy and Bobby. I got that his name was Alexander and there was something ‘Spanish‘ about him. I could also feel that all three would never offer last names. And they made no attempt to come near me.
As I continued smiling and hopefully projecting a calmness, I also felt love for each child and I could sense that they were relaxing a little with me. I wondered why they were here and got back sexually assaulted, murdered, possibly two were victims of pedophiles. I was in a world in the BST, in a kind of vast playground where it was safe to simply be a kid.
Alexander started making odd movements and it seemed he was becoming anxious. Shaking his hands as if trying to get something off them, he would then wipe his hands on his shirt and pants. He was looking off in the distance as if remembering something, becoming more frustrated as he wiped his hands more vigorously. Standing, remaining open to direction from Helpers on how best to handle the situation, I got that it would be okay to suggest that their families were waiting for them. Something caught Tracy’s attention and I could feel a female presence approaching her…and she was taken away. Alexander didn’t seem to be aware of me anymore as he was visibly becoming more distressed. Bobby stood his ground, uncertain. I asked him if he’d like to go and he responded with something about how he was taught to never go anywhere with strangers. I could feel he was worried about Alexander too, so when I stepped forward and picked him up, Bobby actually seemed relieved. Alexander calmed down enough so the three of us could start walking away. I could feel Helpers around us and I got that the Reception Center in F27 was our destination. Within a matter of seconds we simply walked into that landscape and I put Alexander down. Both boys were immediately surrounded by several people.
As the scene faded I took a few minutes to float and wonder about the kids and then finally returned to waking physical consciousness.
Thanks for listening.
Much love,
Ginny
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