During my trip to TMI this past week to do "Lifeline" I had a interesting retrieval. It was later in the week and upon my entrance into focus 23 I saw a young man about the age of 13 to 15. I knew immediately that it was an aspect of myself. When I asked how I could be of any help I was showen a fetus of a male. I was informed via NVC that he is a baby that I had agreed to have aborted some years back. It was explained that I should let go of the guilt in the death of this child as his death was necessary as of the result of a change required in respect to time. It was more important that this child was to be born at anouther time and not the original time of its conception due to something changing in respect to the time of his original birth. That if it had not been aborted that circumstances needed at a future date would not come into effect and that for the greater good of the effected parties, the abortion was necessary and in fact the best thing for all concerned, even the child. The effect upon my return to C1 was quite profound. Although I know that I brought back some emotion from the retrieval, it was more if a release from the guilt that I was manifesting due to my belief that abortion was wrong. In fact I know without a doupt now that it was the best thing for all. The guilt was a result of allowing others to hold a certain amount of power over me. I allowed their beliefs to taint what I thought. Although abortion is not the best route to take in many cases, I know that in this case and I am sure in lots of other cases, not a wrong thing. Living for just one second or not even being born but being aborted may be all the living required by the soul.  My higher self released me from the over thought and I feel so much better as a result. The love given by the child during the retrieval was pure and so strong. I also know it is important for a lot of women and men to let go of any guilt thay may still hold on to in respect to abortions that they have been a party to. That in fact there are lots of time that they are all apart of the greated good and nessassary to bring about the transformation of all of us into higher, or more spiritual beings.
Joe