Hey there,
as always, it took a long time to relax, then going into a deeper meditation state, to leave behind C1-time-and-space-concept.
There I was, first at the bottom of Ayers Rock, the sun shining from above, but even if it is usually hot there, no feelings of heat.
Suddenly I vanished from the bottom, in my meditation position I appeared on the top of Ayers Rock, sitting cross legged.
For a while I was just sitting there, starting to feel "oneness", and sending out my intent, giving/receiving forgiveness.
A clan chief appeared, who was welcoming me, then sitting down cross legged.
The two of us were just sitting there face to face, it was just like he was explaining I came with the right intention. I cannot tell if he was really their clan chief, or if it was more of a guiding entity, that just brought me to where you were.
After a while, his tribesmen also appeared on the top of Ayers Rock, sitting there in a big circle, it was like if they have been there for quite a while, all spreading oneness and praying for forgiveness/ sharing it with whom they want to forgive, or with them, they would like to receive forgiveness from.
First they were material beings, then it changed, they became translucent.
What was new for me, I recognized that during a pe-project for the first time visuals did not seem to matter at all, what lastet was the intent for sharing and spreading oneness and forgiveness.
For what reason I do not know, but I recognized no costumes, but what revealed for me, that you were out there, were the feelings, I also get when reading post/pm's
But I cannot tell them in clear terms, I just know that they are different, probably it takes a lot of training to describe them in every little detail.
I realized four of you, unfortunately I could not sense more, it is after all a matter of training, at the moment I am at a point, where I can sense users, whose ideas and thoughts I got to now a bit better.
1. Romain: As it was his idea to start a pe on forgiveness, was the first one I met, welcoming me, he was asking if I am ready, and if my intetion is set clear, I answered with a "yes".
A plea for forgiveness for being late (it is impolite to leave someone waiting
).
2.Alysia and betson: You might ask yourselves why I put them together here, I was told that they are working closely together, so it makes a perfect sense that they also appeared there together.
They asked me how far I will go this time, I just could smile, as I was not sure.
There was also a plea for forgiveness towards them: Towards Alysia, the reason was what I posted on "the discussion on the ulitmate negative possibility", towards betson, according to our last chatroom-discussion.
3.blink: I remember that during the pe, suddenly some discussion points from "discussion on the ultimate negative possibility" appeared, it was like we were recapitulating what we talked about there.
I plead for forgiveness, for insisting too much on my own pov ("discussion on the ultimate negative possibility").
What was amazing about this pe, there was a feeling of total equality and oneness, the whole scenery enlightened by pul (that is the term that would probably fit best to describe it). Us instead of me and you.
If you got someone who was a little upset, it was me, because I took so much time to tune in, I was scared that it might not work this time.
I did not dare to ask for forgiveness on passed historical happening, to me it seemed like I would be misunderstood as an hypocrite, who is trying to whitewash his ancestor's bloody hands.
yours sincerely,
pulsar