hi Dude. I'd say you're on a quest to find out what is real and what is not. conspiracy may stand for an allusion. even our C1 is full of allusions, so looks like you're being or developing a discernment ability. like Bulman would say "clarity now!"
when I'm obe, in the past I check to see if people are real by touching them, lol, as if that proves I'm in reality! right!
but any act of clarity when obe seems to bring lucidity, and that can't be wrong.
since it was fun, it didn't bother you that someone was trying to make you dead, it seems you already know, you can't die, so u seem to carry this knowledge with you.
so you allow yourself to have fun with it and thats good.
I'd say seeing yourself as an astronaut is the same as me calling myself a night flyer which I picked up from a friend that language. it has to do with obe or outer space or inner space both.
many obers will say you are doing the right thing to ask questions during these trips as it at least causes you to test the situation and a chance to get more lucid and get more info, satisfy your curiosity.
well just some thoughts. sounds like fun though.