Hey bets,

I just wanted to let you know since we last talked I had 2 dreams about my grandpa. They always are of him when he was sick in the hospital or the nursing home, he's always in a bed. One of the dreams he was actually asking for something, and the next day I found a lot of these items around his apartment, which I never really knew he had a lot of. Last nights dream was rough, he had the same face just a different body, was horribly sick and trying to get out of bed. I can't remember in the beginning if I knew he was already dead and just seeing him there, but I think I began believing he was alive and dying right now, we we're trying to tell him that he was on his death bed. I just remember he was unnaturally skinny, and trying to get out of bed but when he did, he'd fall and go ow ow. I remember thinking in my head how much I wanted to tell him not to be scared, but I can't remember if I actually ended up telling him...or my baby nephew who seemed to be there...but it was definitely directed for my grandpa. Don't remember how the dream ended either, I think i was woken up by my cell phone.

I just don't understand why I keep dreaming of him still sick like this, maybe it's because seeing him for 5 weeks did something to my mind and I just cant shake it off. But it's not like when thinking about it, my mind even goes to thinking of him there or I'm not that devastated cause I know he's in a better place.


I havn't been able to get ahold of Bruce's books or tried anything with the spiritual world. All thats on hold until winter break, I just started classes and back to party mode at school, moving into my apartment and all that lovely stuff. One thing that I have noticed though, is that he is not constantly on my mind like he was before you contacted him. I definitely don't feel him around every second and he's not on my every thought, like he was up until I talked to you.


Just thought I'd like to keep you posted, take care!

Hey,

Yeah I'll definitely try and wait to see if another dream comes and see what happens. If the same thing still occurs I'll pm you the info. I usually have a dream of him every week or week and ahalf.

My grandmother's told me she has dreams of him every night, she doesn't sound to happy about them...and I can't tell if it's because when she's dreaming he is there but when she wakes up she has to face reality...or these just aren't happy dreams. I tried to ask her to elaborate, but she just says its dreams of them when they were younger and having financial problems.

I'm so frustrated because in my dream last night I was trying to tell him what I was thinking in my head, that everything was ok and I knew for sure he would be fine, but it just wouldn't come out of my mouth. I did just remember a part of the dream where after awhile his eyes got really wide and was looking at something that I couldnt see, I had a feeling someone else was there and I tried asking who he saw but he didnt respond anymore and then I can't remember anything else. Most of these dreams just always have a panicky feel to them, which doesn't leave me with a good feeling and I hope he's not suffereing..he did way to much of the in the last few months.


On a side note, does a deer having any significant meaning in the spiritual world? I have a lot of deer where I live, but havn't seen any all summer except for 3 times. And the timing of seeing the deer caught my attention, like as if he was sending a sign. But as usual I could be looking way to into it.

Thanks for the reply!