This was an odd dream.  I was at another house, and it felt like there was at least a few people living there.   I got the impression that i was 'hired' by these people who were part of Bob Monroe's "family", which in the dream i took to mean literally, as blood relatives?

Have no idea of what i was to do, or what this meant at all.   One odd thing i do remember is that for some reason i would be taking showers at this place in the morning before i started actually working.  Ok..?

   A couple of days later, i remembered just the briefest snatch of a dream which some how also involved the Monroe's, or it seems more specifically Robert Monroe.   But can't remember anything from that dream. 

  I'm rather confused for a couple of reasons, mainly being is that i don't feel karmically connected to Bob Monroe at all.   I don't believe we had any run ins in other physical lives, though maybe nonphysically there is some kind of connection.  Hence i don't understand this whole, working for or with the Monroe's whether speaking literally or figuritively/symbolically.

  Now, i've wanted to go to TMI for a few years now, but i always seem to be more or less broke, and this most likely won't change in the near future.   What is somewhat interesting though, is that Becky and i may be moving to a place which is rather close relatively speaking to where TMI is located.   This will be in less than a year and a half.

  We will hopefully be building a yurt, and most likely will have to do everything from scatch as far as water, sewage, electricity, etc.  It maybe pretty sparse and primitive for a time.   I wonder if this relates to the dream at all.    But honestly, i don't see how i would ever be working for or at TMI since i haven't been even to their basic program, and i'm not all that skilled in general.   In short, i have very little to offer.

  Dunno, definitely am confused in a few respects on this one.

betson wrote on May 30^th, 2007 at 10:48am:


 Well thank you Bets.    As long as its vegetarian, i'm always up for free food, or free food service.

  I've actually been down in the SE for a bit now, almost 2 years, but i live in eastern VA right now.   Maybe moving out a little ways west of Charlottseville.  I'm gonna p.m. ya a brief message.

  Hi there Rob,

   Yeah, you're probably right, there seems to be a kind of confluence here (i had to look the word up, thanks for the new word-tis a good one ). 

  Still am curious if its a more spiritual and symbolic message or a more literal precog. message.   

  Either way, i'll go with the flow, and would be honoured to work with the Monroes in whatever capacity my T.S. was telling me.

Btw, i remember reading a dream of yours awhile ago, where you met this golden light emanation being, and you felt that you were supposed to help it with more heart awareness...?

  Have you ever considered that this was a "form" of your Total self in representation, that you as Rob, was going to help your T.S./Disc grow in this life by and through more centeredness in your heart area? 

  Thanks for your reply Rob, you have a real nice warmth and kindness to you.

Ahso:

"Shower," could most definitely be a symbol for cleansing with white light.  My spirit guidance has used water as a symbol for cleansing many times.

recoverer wrote on Jul 13^th, 2007 at 12:39pm:


  Hey there Recoverer, interesting take, could definitely be a possibility.  Mine too regarding water.

  Thanks for the reply.

I think it wise to not go with the expectation of expearencing an OBE. Tools are offered to show the way, not to guaranty the expearence of an OBE. Having expearenced OB's at my Gateway week, (and at other times later) and as fantastic as that first remembering, knowing that I am able to have this expearence and survive, it was not the life changing thing that happined. By far there was more than just that.

  Guess the cat has had my tongue lately..  I really, really, enjoyed my time at TMI.   I don't really even know why i wanted to go, mostly wanted to strengthen connections to guidance but beyond that general and kind of vague "expectation", i didn't really expect nor consciously seek much.
As i said earlier, i had almost nil interest in having a classic OBE, and didn't have one (i've had a couple spontaneous ones in the past).  But i got some verifications that i am and can be accurately and consciously in touch with guidance, and in various ways.

  But beyond that, i really enjoyed the group bonding that went on, it was very beautiful and even our trainers, John and Penny, seemed somewhat surprised by our group in some respects, its overall openess, enthusiasm, and how quickly and deeply we all came together, 22 so called "strangers".   They said it was really neat and reminded them of early gateway programs.  In any case, it was really fun to watch and to participate in, though in some respects going with Becky and being on our 'honeymoon' seemed to somewhat limit the latter to a slight degree.
One neat and rather immediate verification...earlier in the day, during our sound experience/meditation, i got a visual of a golden eagle, which was more tan colored than truly golden.  I also got something about the color white.  Then i saw or sensed a name right after, someone who is somewhat well known amongst the "psychic" world.

  Getting the name after the image didn't really make sense to me, because at first, i thought the eagle represented one of my guides, and then i didn't think this person was one of my guides.   So i mostly dismissed it, particularly the name of the person and getting it.  I still thought the eagle probably represented a personal guide, as i have dreams of an eagle guide before (rather different looking, and "spoke" Native American to me).

Much later on, but the same day, we were watching some psychic demostrations, and after the video, Penny said that she had a good friend she would like to introduce (something like that) and this person showed up sometime in person, and it was the same person as the name i had seen or sensed, and the image also then made sense to me too.

  Funny enough, the person was wearing a tan jacket and white shirt, and the tan was pretty similar to the color i saw in the image of the bird.  This all clicked and made sense as soon as i saw the person. (a couple of days after, while meditating, for some reason i saw myself quietly observing this person playing an arcade game for some reason, and they sensed me [saw my reflection i think], which somewhat startled me awake or more fully in C1, have no clue what all this meant).

  During another exercise, related to remote viewing, while i did not get the target even close to fully, i did get a lot of the major "themes", and particularly kept picking up the main feature, which i saw as a roundish, oblong loop type structure/shape, which later because i also sensed water fairly strongly at the 'same time', i assumed maybe i was seeing a lake.  Well i was wrong, but i realized how and where my 'interpreter' had garbled some info together.   In any case, i got enough to think that if i practiced this a lot, i could probably get pretty good at it (not really interested in that overall though).

Another time, during a meditation, i suddenly got a brief but sharp pain in my right foot.  I've rarely gotten strong physical sensations during meditation, and had no clue what it meant.  Started to somewhat wonder if it was a humility wake up message, or something very symbolic like that. 
Much later on that day, after swimming in the lake for awhile, i decided to walk back part of the way barefoot.   Not the greatest idea since there were some very prickly plants mowed down.  I ended up getting a thorn splinter in my right foot, which i didn't fully notice till later, which started to hurt more then, and sure enough it was as far as i can recall, in the same area that i had earlier got a sensation in during meditation.

  In general, i probably could go on and on, about what a great time i had, but don't want to bore people with too much specifics.  Maybe i will sum it up better, and talk more about the highlights later.   I just realized how important practice is, heck even Yeshua needed to meditate and to pray to keep his attunement to Source/and Total self, and him being born that fast vibrating.  Stuff i know and knew, but didn't really focus enough on till now.

That is very kind of you to say Blink.   We had a healing circle, which was really interesting, and somewhat out of the norm for a gateway, so i heard.  The amount of love energy, which was focussed, was incredible.  We all toned, then meditated in a circle, and focussed the energy through one of the participants in the middle of the circle, to a loved one of theirs who was/is sick. 

  Dunno, some of the stuff i would like to express, is just hard to put into words.  Maybe Becky will write down some of her experiences too. 

   A quick example, she asked to get in touch with one of her guides, and then she felt this huge pressure wave go through the back of her chec unit and through to the other side.  And got a lot of intense and powerful white light.  Stuff like that is kind of hard to ignore.