I don't know if this was a retrieval or not.

I was meditating last night and not really intending anything in particular. I saw a boy (?) sitting in the middle of dark space, sitting cross-legged, looking down. Seemed to have short, dark hair.  I felt a dejected feeling. I went over and tried to talk to him, assuming it was a him (looked about 12 or so (?)).  This did not seem to be a young child but yet not a young man either.

He wouldn't respond to me at all. I felt no movement at all from him. I decided maybe this was a retrieval. It just didn't feel so good right there. So I actually picked him up in my arms and flew away with him somewhere.  I have no idea where I went. The vision faded after that.

love, blink

He seemed simply dressed, like just a white t shirt and maybe shorts because I could see his bare legs crossed. No impression of shoes at all.  I did not get the feeling he'd been there a long time because he seemed to be in a type of modern clothing, but I don't know. Seemed just plain dark short hair, not long, not close cut in an extreme style of any kind.  Just simplicity.

love, blink

Hi Shirley,

I hope it was him, Shirley. My description is as I experienced it.  I believe that I perceived him as around teenage years initially because he appeared small when I first viewed him from a distance.

But when I picked him up he did not feel like a child, but not like an adult.  It was very fast.  I suppose I need to ask "the guides that be" to slow things down for me so that I can remember them better because I often feel like I'm in a movie that skips frames so that my perceptions are like swooping, fast moving picture frames.  

I have to go with how I immediately record what happened. If I try to go back I begin second-guessing myself.

My immediate record after the meditation indicates that I did perceive this person as of that inbetween age between child and adolescent, and that I tried to talk to him. When I picked him up he was not bigger than me but seemed somewhat smaller, and I remember his bare legs hanging over my left arm. The fact that I felt confident picking him up in this manner makes me feel that my impression of his age/size or "perception of self" was as described.

Much love to you and yours and I hope you all are doing better.

love, blink