Vee
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Thanks, Romain. Hope you are feeling better. Yes I have been thinking about that, and I wonder if they are telling me she is stuck here. I have looked and looked for her in The Park and could never find her. When she died and I was undergoing grief counseling, after a while it got so bad I knew I could not live any more if she did not leave me. She had "parked" herself under (OK, this is exactly what is seemed to be) under my right rib cage, tucked herself in there from the hour it happened and I began to perceive my grief causing that whole area to begin to fragment into stratified pieces and turn gangrenous. Her ashes were in a packsack bear on the bed with me. Finally I asked her to leave me and said if she stayed, I would die and could not go on. At that very moment, I "saw" her, dressed in the red athlete shorts and white running shirt she used to wear for school events, leap out of my body and run away from me, not even looking back. However, a psychic reading I had a couple years ago told me that she had been received by her Guide the moment she died and left her body and had not felt alone for even a second. So I think she must have gone on successfully, but it will not hurt to attempt a retrieval a few times just in case. So I have done one this morning but could not find her and will try again. I suspect she has reincarnated. It happened a long time ago, 1988. Not that time matters outside the physical of course. Anyway, I am not worried or anything, I just will try to pay attention in case they were sending me a message. Her name is Lori in case anyone runs into her. My retrieval yesterday was of a young man, maybe Korean or Taiwanese and it was the most confusing thing I ever tried to do. I will maybe get time to type it in later. Vanayssa
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